I HAVE OFTEN THOUGHT…IN THE PAST…FROM TIME TO TIME…AND I STILL THINK THAT…I AM A SPY…I AM GOD’S SPY…..I KEEP A COVER OF BEING A COMPLETELY INCORRIGIBLE AND OBSCENE AND DRUNKEN FOOL…FULL OF LUSTS AND VICES…AND YET….HERE I AM…DOING THIS…FOR ALL THAT CAN LOOK BEYOND THE COVER, THE FRONT…..IF ONE IS TO SPREAD THE MOST LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS, THEN ONE SHOULD DO ONE’S BEST TO POSITION ONE’S SELF AS CLOSE TO THE CENTER OF THAT DARKNESS…AND EXPLODE IN INFINITE AND ETERNAL LIGHT…LIKE A CELESTIAL BOMB……I AM NOWHERE NEAR THAT……NOT AT ALL…I WISH I WERE…BUT EVEN THE DARK SHIT AT THE CENTER OF THAT CANDYBAR, IS TOO FUCKING MUCH FOR ME…SO I ORBIT AS CLOSE AS I CAN…AND DO MY BEST TO WORK MY WAY IN WITHOUT BEING CORRUPTED….I APOLOGIZE TO ALL OF YOU…THIS IS THE BEST THAT I CAN DO

BUT I AM DOING MY BEST AND HOPE TO DO BETTER MOMENT BY MOMENT AND THAT SEEMS TO BE THE CASE AS I GIVE MYSELF UNTO THE WHOLE AND ENTIRE PROCESS AND SURRENDER TO SOURCE OF SOURCES/PAPA/GRANDPA…OR WHATEVER AND HOWEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT AND DEAL WITH IT AND UNDERSTAND IT…..THE LABELS DON’T MATTER…YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING DOES…IT IS UP TO YOU TO DECIDE HOW TO DEFINE WHO AND WHAT IT IS THAT YOU ARE DEALING WITH….

THE SOURCE OF SOURCES IS ALSO YOUR SOURCE…AND IT WILL UPHOLD AND SUSTAIN AND PROTECT YOU

ONLY SO FAR AS YOU RECOGNIZE THAT AS A FACT OF YOUR OWN LIFE AND BEING

AND THAT IS THE HARD PART

TO SEE AND KNOW YOURSELF IN GOD AS PART AND PARCEL; OF GOE

AND GOD AS PART AND PARCEL OF YOU

THAT IS THE HARDEST THING FOR PEOPL TO DO

TO TAKE THAT FIRST STEP

AND THEN THE SECOND

AND THEN THE THIRD

AND THEN…..TO WALK ON THEIR OWN

AND GROW AND EVOLVE

IN THAT UNDERSTANDING

THAT YOU ARE GOD AND GOD IS YOU

AND IT IS ONE

AND THAT YOU

YOU ARE GOD BEING YOU

AND THAT IS HARD TO DO AND TO BE…

FOR YOU CANNOT THINK OF YOU AS BEING ANYTHING OTHER THAN YOU

AND THE PAIN AND SUFFERING THAT YOU ENDURE IS TOO MUCH FOR YOU

AND YOU WONDER WHY YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT

AND THE ANSWER IS WITHIN YOU

FOR THIS IS A STAGE

A PRODUCTION

AN ACT

THAT YOU DECIDED UPON BEFORE YOU CAME HERE

YOU SIGNED UP FOR THIS

AND THE ANSWER TO OVERCOMING ALL OF THIS

IS ALSO IN YOUR SCRIPT

BUT YOU WILL NOT ARRIVE TO IT

UNTIL YOU TURN THAT PAGE

WHEN THE TIME COMES IN THE GREAT DRAMA OF YOUR LIFE

THE VERY FACT THAT YOU WANT WHAT YOU WANT

IS MORE THAN ENOUGH…

AND THIS IS WHAT IT IS TO ENDURE

TO ENDURE YOUR PART IN THE WILL OF GOD

FOR THE ONLY THING THAT EXISTS

THAT TRULY EXISTS

IS GOD

AND FEW CAN HANDLE THAT FACT OF BEING

YOU ARE LIVING THE LIFE OF GOD IN YOU

AS GOD SEES FIT IN YOU

AS YOU ARE MEANT AND DESIGNED TO BE

AS ALL OF US ARE

AND THIS IS WHAT WE ARE

ALL OF US

GOD’S DESIGN

GOD’S THOUGHT OF US IN GOD

AS GOD ESTABLISHES ITSELF

AS ALL AND EVERYTHING

THIS IS IT

AND THIS IS OUR PART

COUNT YOURSELF BLESSED

THAT YOU

EVEN YOU

HAVE COME TO THIS

THIS POINT OF QUESTIONING AND LONGING

SO SOON

FOR TOO FUCKING MANY PEOPLE

KNOW NOT

AND QUESTION NOT

AND LONG NOT

FOR GOD

QUESTION GOD

PLEASE

QUESTION GOD

DEMAND OF GOD

THE ANSWERS YOU SEEK

AND WANT NOTHING ELSE

AND GOD WILL GIVE YOU THE ANSWERS YOU SEEK

AS YOU HAVE PROVEN YOURSELVES

TO BE SINCERE IN YOUR DESIRE OF THEM

BUT

BUT

YOU MAY NOT LIKE THE ANSWERS

YOU MAY STILL NOT UNDERSTAND

ALL OF WHO AND WHAT YOU REALLY ARE

THAT HAS BROUGHT YOU TO THIS PLACE

YOU ARE REAL AND COMPLETE

YOU ARE ALREADY A MIGHTY MOTHERFUCKER

IN THE COSMIC AND UNIVERSAL SCHEME OF THINGS

OTHERWISE

YOUR ASS WOULDN’T BE HERE

THIS IS NOT A PLACE FOR PRETENDERS OR WUSSIES

AND YOU ARE IN A PLACE

WHERE THERE ARE DARK CRIMINALS

DARK FUCKS THAT WERE BORN AND SENTENCED

EVEN BEFORE THIS UNIVERSE WAS CREATED

WE ARE DEALING WITH AS WHOLE LOT OF DEEP

VERY DEEP

DARK FUCKS

WHO SHIT AND PISS DARKNESS…..THAT’S WHAT THEY ARE

THEY ARE THAT DARK

AND WE

WE ARE HERE TO DEAL WITH THEM

TO COUNTER THEM

TO OVERCOME THEM

AND YOU

YOU…..SIGH

HAVE APPARENTLY PICKED THE HIGH AND HARD PATH…..

YE ARE ASSAILED

YE ARE PUT UPON

AND YOU BEG FOR HELP

AND STILL

EVEN STILL

YOU DO NOT AVAIL YOURSELF OF THE HELP THAT IS GIVEN YOU

HEAR ME NOW

IF EVER YOU HAVE

AND EVER YOU WILL

THE HARDEST THING FOR ANY INDIVIDUAL TO CONTROL

IN THIS LIFE OF DUALITY

PAIN AND PLEASURE

LGIHT AND DARK

LOSS AND GAIN

IGNORANCE AND KNOWLEDGE

THE HARDEST THING TO CONTROL IN LIFE IS ONE’S SELF

TO CONTROL YOUR OWN THOUGHTS

TO CONTROL YOUR OWN FEELINGS

TO CONTROL YOUR OWN MIND

TO CONTROL YOUR OWN SELF

YOUR WANTS

YOUR DESIRES

YOUR UNDERSTANDING

AND UNDERSTANDINGS

THE WAY YOU LIVE

THE THINGS YOU DO

THE WAY YOU DO

AND WHAT YOU DO AND DO NOT DO

AND WHY

YOUR STRENGTHS AND YOUR WEAKNESSES

YOUR CONTROL AND LACK OF CONTROL

AND WHAT YOU CONSIDER TO BE YOUR LEVEL OF SELF CONTROL

AS OPPOSED TO….

THE LEVEL OF SELF CONTROL THAT IS OFFERRED TO YOU

IF YOU WOULD JUST DO THE WORK TO GET IT DONE

DON’T TURN YOUR HEAD….

IT FUCKS ME UP, AS WELL…..

I CAN’T DO ALL THAT SHIT EITHER

BUT I TRY

GOD KNOWS I TRY

TO THE BEST OF MY BEING AND ABILITIES

WHICH SEEMS TO BE GROWING AND EVOLVING

MOMENT BY MOMENT

AND YET

IT NEVER SEEMS TO BE ENOUGH

AND I CRY

AND SCREAM

AND BEG FOR HELP

MORE HELP

ALL THE TIME

IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES

EVERYWHERE

TO DO WHAT I SAY I CANNOT DO

AND LEARN HOW TO DO IT

AND THEN

WHEN I AM FACED WITH THE METHOD AND METHODS

THE ANSWER AND ANSWERS TO MY OWN BEGGING PRAYERS

I BALK

HOW THE FUCK CAN I DO ALL OF THAT?

IF I CAN DO ANY OF IT

IT IS BEYOND ME

I’VE GONE WAY BEYOND MYSELF AS I AM NOW

AS I SEE MYSELF

AS I KNOW MYSELF

BUT

BUT AND STILL

THAT IS NOT WHAT MATTERS

WHAT MATTERS IS HOW GOD SEES ME

HOW GOD KNOWS ME

THE FAITH AND TRUST THAT I HAVE IN GOD

IS NOTHING COMPARED TO

THE FAITH AND TRUST THAT GOD HAS IN ME BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM IN GOD

AND IT HAS TAKEN ME YEARS TO GET TO THE POINT WHERE I COULD EVEN TYPE THAT SENTENCE OUT…..OH….YOU HAVE NO IDEA……THE PAIN…THE TEARS…THE SCREAMING…THE BEGGING….AND IT ISN’T OVER…I AM STILL DOING IT…AND YET…EVEN STILL…..I’VE COME THIS FAR…AND THIS… THAT I HAVE GIVEN YOU…I HAVE STRUGGLED TO KNOW….GOD KNOWS WHAT IS TO COME AFTER THIS POINT…..I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET THERE……

WHAT YOU DO IS UP TO YOU

WHAT ANY AND ALL OF YOU DO IS UP TO YOU

YOU GET WHAT YOU PAID FOR

YOU HAVE TO PAY THE PIPER

NO DOUBT

BUT

IN MY EXPERIENCE THERE ARE TWO PIPERS

THE ONE THAT PLAYS THE REAL SONGS

AND THE ONE THAT FAKES IT….

IF YOU WANT TO PAY THE PIPER OF THE REAL SONGS

THEN YOU HAVE TO HAVE ALREADY PAID UP FRONT

HE ONLY PLAYS IF YOU’VE ALREADY HAVE PAID

AND THAT

BASED UPON

AN ALREADY AGREED UPON AND FIXED PRICE

SO ALL PARTIES SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH THE RUSLTS

YES?

……………………….

OR

IF YOU HAVEN’T PAID

AND YOU KNOW YOU DIDN’T

SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU HAVEN’T HEARD YOU SONG YET…….

PAY NOW

OFFER THE PRICE UP FRONT

BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE

FOR WHEN THE DARK PIPER FINISHES PLAYING

AND THEY BOTH FINISH PLAYING AT THE SAME TIME

THAT’S THE BEAUTY OF THIS THING…THIS GAME…THIS PARTY

YOU HEAR WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR

YOU GET WHAT YOU PAY OR PAID FOR

ONE WAY OR THE OTHER….HEHEHEHEH…..

IF YOU HAVE NOT ALREADY PAID WHATEVER PIPER YOU FEEL THAT YOU SHOULD PAY

EVEN THOUGH THEY BOTH PLAYED THE SAME SONG

[for there is only the one song….smile]

AND ALL OF YOU HEARD IT DIFFERENTLY

IT IS STILL UP TO YOU….IF YOU PAID ALREADY

THEN…YOU’RE GOOD TO GO

NO MATTER WHAT

BUT

LOL

CONSIDER THAT THERE IS THAT PIPER

FOR THE REST OF YOU

THAT HAVE NOT PAID

AND

AFTER THIS SONG AND DANCE IS OVER

THEY WILL DEMAND PAYMENT

NO MATTER WHAT

AND IF YOU HAVE NOT PAID ONE

WELL…….SHIT…..YOU WILL HAVE TO PAY THE OTHER….

THERE’S NO FUCKING WAY AROUND ANY OF IT…..

FOR THE ONE PAID SHALL ALREADY HAVE LEFT THE BUILDING…..

AND THE ONE TO BE PAID…….

WILL GET PAID ACCORDING TO WHAT THEY ASK

AFTER THE FACT………

THAT’S THE DANCE

THAT’S THE PARTY OF LIFE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE

YE ONES FORGET

GOD IS EXULTING IN ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD IS

THE GOOD

THE BAD

THE BEAUTIFUL

THE UGLY

GOD IS BEYOND ALL OPPOSITES

ALL PARADOXES

GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD

BUT YE ONES

YE ONES STILL THINK IN LIMITATIONS

YE CANNOT COMPREHEND THE SEPARATIONS

OF THE DARKNESS FROM THE LIGHT

OR THE LIGHT FROM THE DARKNESS

NOR CAN YE COMPREHEND THEIR UNITY OF BEING….

BOTH SHALL CONTINUE

IN THEIR OWN PLACE AND TIME AND SPACE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO

IS TO DECIDE

ONECE AND FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE

WHERE YOU WANT TO BE WHEN THIS SHIT IS OVER

FINALLY OVER

DO YOUR BEST

HOWEVER LACKING YOU THINK THAT YOUR BEST IS

LET ME TELL YOU

THAT HAS ALL

ALREADY

BEEN TAKEN INTO CONSIDERATION

THE END WAS KNOWN BEFORE THE BEGINNING

ARE YOU ARE FINE WITH THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING?

ARE YOU WONDERING?

QUESTIONING?

ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU KNEW?

REALLY?

YOU ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT YOU KNEW SOMETHING?

AMAZING!!!!

TELL ME

DID YOU THINK OR FEEL THAT YOU KNEW MORE THAN YOUR CREATOR

BECAUSE OF YOUR SUFFERING AND PAIN IN THIS EXPERIENCE THAT YOU CALL YOUR LIFE

THAT IS ONLY YOUR LIFE IN GOD

AS GOD BEING YOU

AND YOU BEING GOD?

DI YOU REALLY THINK THAT THERE WAS A DIFFERENCE?

DI YOU THINK THAT YOU WERE ACTUALLY SEPARATE FROM THE ONE BEING

THE ONE BEING THAT IS THE ONE LIFE

THE ONLY LIFE THAT TRULY EXISTS?

DID YOU THINK THAT YOU EXISTED WITHOUT ALL OR ANY OF THAT?

DID YOU?

WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR ANY OF US

FOR ME

FOR ANYONE

TO GET YOU TO SEE THAT YOU ARE GOD ON EARTH

GOD IN NEBADON

GOD IN ORVONTON

GOD IN CREATION

WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET YOU TO SEE AND HEAR AND REALIZE AND UNDERSTAND AND GROK

THAT YOU

YOU ARE A THOUGHT

YOU ENTIRE BEING EXISTS UPON THE ONE THAT CREATED THE ONE THAT CREATED YOU

AND EVEN THEN

THAT SAME ONE CREATED YOU

AFTER ALL

FROM EVEN BEFORE THE BEGINNING

FOR ALL OF THIS IS JUST ONE THOUGHT

BY THE ONE BEING

THAT IS THE ONE THING

THAT TRULY EXISTS

THAT HAS A REAL LIFE

AND IT HAS OFFERRED TO ALL OF US

A SHARE IN THAT LIFE

THAT IS FOREVER AND EVER

FOREVER EVER

ALWAYS AND FOREVER

IN THAT IT HAS CREATED YOU

ALL OF YOU

TO BE AS IT IS

AND DO WHAT IT DOES

AND THIS IS THE PRICE OF IT

THIS BULLSHIT

THIS SUFFERING

THIS

WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU THINK THAT IT IS

AND WHATEVER THAT IS

THAT YOU THINK THAT IT IS

THAT HAS A PRICE, AS WELL

I HIGHLY SUGGEST THAT YOU LOVE THIS THING THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING AS ONE THING THAT IS THE ONLY THING……

GOD KNOWS THAT YOU

THAT I

THAT WE

THAT ALL OF US ARE STUCK WITH IT

FOREVER AND EVER

IF YOU CHOOSE TO BE AND TO DO SO

AND I HIGHLY SUGGEST THAT YOU LOVE THE FOREVERLOVINGFREAKING THING

LIKE IT LOVES YOU

INFINTELY AND ETERNALLY

ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER

AND I FURTHER SUGGEST

THAT YOU COOPERATE WITH THE THING

THAT IS THE ONLY THING THAT EXISTS

IN REALITY OF BEING

FOR ALL OTHER THINGS WERE CREATED BY IT

IN ITS MIND AND HEART AS ONE

ITS IMAGINATION

AND IT IS DOING ITS BEST TO SHOW AND TEACH YOU

THAT YOU ARE THE SAME

AND THAT YOUR MINDS AND IMAGINATIONS ARE THE SAME AND VERY THINGS

THAT DETERMINE THE REALITY AND REALITIES THAT YOU ARE CURRENTLY EXISTING AND THINK AND FEEL AND EVEN HAVE OCME TO KNOW

WITHIN YOURSELVES

AS INDIVIDUALS

THAT THIS

THAT

THE VERY REALITY THAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING

IS THE VERY REALITY THAT YOU THINK AND FEEL IS REAL AND REALLY REAL AND FOR REAL REAL

AND YET AND THEN AND EVEN STILL

YOU AND I AND THEY AND US AND WE AND ALL

ARE STILL UNCERATIN

TO THE OUTCOME AND OUTCOMES OF OUR OWN THOUGHTS AND DESIRES AND EXPREINCES

IN THIS MATTERS

AND THAT INCLUDES YOURS AS WELL

AND SO

HERE WE ALL ARE

AND THOS OF US THAT ARE EXISTING AND LIVING AD STRIVING TO LIVE AND STRUGGLING TO LIVE AND EXISTING ON THIS PLANET

ALL HAVE ONE BASIC FUCKING QUESTION……

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AND WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ALL ABOUT AND WHO IS TI THAT CAN GIVE ALL OF US THE…..

THE DIEFINITEIVE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION

NO MATTER WHO AND WHAT WE ARE AND THINK AND FEEL THAT WE ARE

AND FOR WHATER HOPES AND DREAMS THAT WE HAVE FOR OURSLEVES

IN OUR EXPERIENCE OF BEING

AS WE THINK AND FEEL ATHAT WE ARE

AS TO HOW WE EACH DEFINE OURSELVES

AND HOW WE THINK/FEEL AND DEFINE ALL OF THOSE AROUND US

IS WHAT WE ARE RECECIVING IN KIND…….AS PAYMENT

IN THE ONLY CURRENCY THAT HOLDS TRUE VALUE IN THIS THING

OUR ATTENTION [how many times have I told you this?]

FOR THAT IS PART OF IT AS WELL

FOR WE HAVE SEPARATED OURSELVES FROM OURSELVES

AND WE HAVE SEPARATED OURSELVES FROM EACH OTHER

AND WE HAVE SEPARATED OURSELVES FROM GOD AND CHRIST AND BUDDHA AND BEING AND UNITY IN BEING….AND UNITY…..AND BEING……WHO AND WHAT IT TRULY IS…….

AND PARADISE TRINTIY AND PAPA AND GRANDPA

AND ALL AND EVERYTHING AND EXISTENCE AND BEING AS A WHOLE

AND THAT AIN’T RIGHT

BUT THIS IS WHAT WE HAVE BEEN LED TO

AND WE HAVE ACCEPTED IT

AND THIS IS WHAT WE HAVE ALL MADE OURSELVES

IN THIS HERE AND NOW IN TIME AND SPACE AND PLACE OF BEING AND EXISTENCE

AND WE CAN’T BLAME ANY FUCKING BODY FOR THIS

THIS IS THE PLAN

THIS IS THE SCRIPT

THE THOUSANDS OF YEARS

THE MILLENIA OF SLAVERY AND SERVITUDE TO A WHOLLY SELFISH AND SELF-CENTERED RACE OF BEINGS

AND THE ENSUING SERVITUDE AND MANIPULATION AND BRAINWASHING AND CORRALLING OF OUR BEINGS…PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, SPIRITUALLY……..

SIGH

AND THERE IT IS

ONCE AGAIN

WHERE THE SCRIPT FOR THIS THING COMES IN

………WHAT CAN I SAY?

THIS IS THE TIME OF RECKONING

AND THERE IS NOTHING MORE TO SAY

NO MATTER

WHAT

THOSE THAT AARE SAVED ARE SAVED

THOS THAT WILL BE SAVED WILL BE SAVED

THOSE THAT ARE LOST WILL BE LOST

THOSE THAT CONTINUE WILL CONTINUE

THOSE THAT WILL EVOLVE WILL EVOLVE

THOSE THAT WILL BE …LEFT BEHIND….WILL BE LEFT BEHIND

THOS THAT SEE SHALL SEE

THOSE THAT HEAR SHALL HEAR

THOSE THAT THINK SHALL THINK

AND THOSE THAT SEEK TO THINK THE THOUGHTS OF GOD

SHALL THINK THE THOUGHTS OF GOD

AND THOSE THAT SEEK GOD SHALL FIND GOD

AND THOSE THAT SEEK GOD WITHIN THEMSELVES SHALL FIND GOD WITHIN THEMSELVES

AND THOS THAT SEEK THEMSELVES IN GOD

SHALL FIND THEMSELVES IN GOD

AND IT IS ALL ONE

AND THOS THAT SEEK TO BE GOD

IN ALL AND EVERY SENSE OF THE MEANING OF THE PHRASE

SHALL FIND THE PATH THAT IS MEANT FOR THEM TO DO AND TO BE SO

THAT IS A GIVEN

AND IT IS WELL KNOWN

BY THOSE THAT WALK THE PATH

THE GREAT SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE

INFINITE AND ETERNAL

THAT LEADS TO PERFECTION BEING PERFECT IN BEING PERFECT IN PERFECTION

AS GOD IS PERFECT PERFECTION

NO LESS

NO MORE

THAT IS THE MANDATE

AND ALL WILL GET THERE

EVEN THOSE UNCREATED WILL BE RECYCLED INTO THE SYSTEM OF THINGS

[THOUGH THEY WILL KNOW IT NOT…AS IT SHOULD BE AND SO BE IT]

ETERNAL AND INFINITE

CREATION WILL EVOLVE

CONTINUE

EXPAND

GROW

NEW AND MORE EXEPRIENCES

IMAGINED BY THE ONE

SOURCE OF SOURCES

WHOM I AFFECTIONATELY CALL….GRANDPA

YOU CALL IT WHATEVER THE HECK YOU WANT….

IT’S ALL GOOD IN GOD BECAUSE IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME….AMEN

BUT THAT IS FOR YOU TO EXPERIENCE

THIS MUCH…AT LEAST…I CAN ASSURE YOU OF

THROUGH MY OWN EXPERIENCE

TRUST ME OR NOT

I CARE NOT

I AM WHO AND WHAT I AM…AFTER ALL….. JUST SAYIN’…..HEHEHEH

STILL

AT THE END OF THIS THING

YOU WILL ALL HAVE TO ACCOUNT

ME, TOO….THANK YOU VERY MUCH

AS TO THE AMOUNT OF ATTENTION THAT YOU PAID TO THE PIPER

EITHER THE ONE THAT WANTED TO BE PAID UP FRONT

AND THAT WAS A SET PRICE….MIND YOU….

SO YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE GETTING AND AGREED BEFORE THE SONG….

SO YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH THE RESULTS…SHOULD YOU NOT?

YOU DANCED AFTER ALL…DID YOU NOT?

AS TO THOSE THAT WANTED TO HEAR THE SONG THE OTHER PIPER CHOSE, FIRST…AND THEN PAY LATER….

IT MATTERS NOT IF YOU LIKED THE SONG OR NOT

YOU STILL HAVE TO PAY…….YOU ASKED FOR IT TO PLAY……FOR YOU….AFTER ALL

AND YOU AGREED TO PAY AFTER THE FACT

WIN OR LOSE…

AND IF YE HAVE NOT THE FUNDS THAT IT ASKS…

WELL

THAT’S ON YOU AND SO BE IT

YOU MADE YOUR CHOICE

GOD FORBID THAT ANY OF YOU THOUGHT THAT

SOMEHOW

YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE TO PAY

HOW SILLY

THIS IS THE DANCE

THE PARTY

THE CELEBRATION OF LIFE

THAT YOU WERE BROUGHT TO

THAT IS THE SONG

THAT YOU REQUESTED AND PAID FOR

OR PROMISED TO PAY FOR

THIS IS THE CELEBRATION

OF LIFE

ETERNAL AND INFINITE

THE GOOD THE BAD THE BEAUTIFUL THE UGLY

THIS IS IT

IN ALL ITS FORMS

SUCH A PLACE!

SUCH AN EXPERIENCE!

SUCH A WAY!

SUCH A LIFE!

THE LIFE OF GOD

YOU’RE LIFE

OUR LIFE

MY LIFE

THEIR LIFE

ONE LIFE

THE ONLY LIFE THERE IS

THAT IS ALL AND EVERY LIFE

AS IT SEES FIT TO MAKE

BY IT’S WILL

AND IT IS THE ONLY WILL THAT TRULY IS

FOR ALL IS BUT A MANIFESTATION OF THAT WILL

AND IF IT

THAT THING

WHATEVER AND WHOEVER IT IS

DECLARES A PROMISE TO YOU

THAT IT MAKES TO YOU

AS REAL AND TRUE AND VALID

A MANDATE

A CHALLENGE

A REALITY

A GAME

A DRAMA

A LIFE

THAT IT HAS ALREADY DECIDED

IN AND OF AND WITH AND FOR ITSEF

THAT THIS IS WHO AND WHAT IT IS

AND THIS IS THE RESULT THAT IT WANTS

THE PRODUCT OF THE PRODUCTION

AS DIRECTED

EVEN UNTO THE FINAL CUT

THE OUTCOME

THE INFINITE AND ETERNAL AND FINAL OUTCOME

OF WHO AND WHAT IT IS

THAT IT SEES ITSELF AS

BEING AND DOING

AND KNOWS ITSELF AS

DOING AND BEING

BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING AND BEYOND…….

DOING ALL AND EVERYTHIN AND BEYOND…….

AND STILL BEING THE ONLY THING

THE ONE THING

BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING

ALL AT THE SAME TIME AND PLACE AND SPACE AND BEING AND DOING…..

YADA YADA YADA

YOU SHOULD GET THIS SHIT BY NOW

IF NOT

SIGH

YOU HAVE A LOT OFFUCKING CATCHING UP TO DO

AND NOT JUST WITH ME….ON THIS BLOG….

BEST TO FIGURE IT OUT NOW

BEFORE IT REALLY IS TOO FUCKING LATE

FOR TIME IS FAR MORE FUCKING SHORT THAN ANY OF US THINKS THAT IT REALLY IS

AND ALL THE DELAYING TACTICS AND EFFORTS OF THE DARK PRISONERS

THAT ARE DESTINED TO REMAIN PRISONERS

IN ANOTHER FUCKING PRISON

SOMEWHERE/SOMETIME/SOMEPLACE ELSE

WELL

‘TO BE OR NOT TO BE

THAT IS THE QUESTION’

AND THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION WAS NEVER UP TO YE ONESTO BEGIN WITH

BUT YE ONES HAVE LAID AND MADE YOU BEDS

AND HAVE SLEPT IN THEM COMFORTABLY…..

AND YOUR DREAMS HAVE BEEN THAT OF RULING ALL OTHER THINGS

AND YOU HAVE DONE YOUR BEST

AND HAVE GONE AS POSSIBLY FAR…IN GOD…AS ANY OF YOU COULD HAVE BEEN AND/OR DONE SO

TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS

AND YOUR COLLECTIVE DREAM…COME TRUE

I AND WE

APPLAUD YOUR EFFORTS

AND WE ALL LOVE YOU IN CENTRAL…

BUT IT IS TIME TO DECIDE

TO BE OR NOT TO BE

THAT IS YOUR QUESTION THAT YE ONES MUST ANSWER

WE SHALL ACT ACCORDINGLY

OF COURSE

BUT NO ANSWER SHALL BE MARKED AS

NEGATIVE

DECLINE

WHOLLY AND COMPLETELY AND ABSOLUTELY

NOT TO BE….

UNLESS YOU FULLY AND WHOLLY AND REPEATEDLY INSIST

OTHERWISE….

NO MATTER WHAT

OK?

OK!

SO BE IT

OH!!!!!!!

LAY OFF OUR CHOSEN MEMBERS AND ACTORS THAT CAME TO LEARN OF YE ONES

AND EXPERIENCE YE ONES

AND STUFF

HERE AND NOW

AND STILL

DO NOT WISH TO BE A PART OF YE ONES

OR GO WITH YE ONES

OR AGREE WITH YE ONES

AND JUST WANT TO BE FREE OF YE ONES

THERE ARE PROVISIONS IN PLACE

FROM THIS POINT ON

EVEN BEFORE THESE WORDS WERE WRITTEN

IT IS DONE………

ENERGIES THROWN INTO A MIRROR

TO HARM ALL BUT THESE

SHALL HARM NAUGHT BUT YE

SO SAITH I

SO SAYS I

SO SAY I EVEN I

SO SAYS IAM

AND I AM WHAT I AM

LIVE WITH IT OR DIE WITH IT

IT MATTERS NOT ANYMORE

ALL TO SOON

YE ONES SHALL BE FULLY FACED WITH THE PAYMENT THAT IS DUE FROM THE PIPER YOU CHOSE TO PAY

BY THE WAY

BOTH PIPERS WORKED FOR THE SAME COMPANY

AND THUS

THE SAME BOSS

HAVE A GOOD DAY!!!

SEE YA!!!

WOULDN’T WANT TO BE YA!!!

UNLESS

OF COURSE

YOU HAD A

REVELATION

EPIPHANY

AWAKENING

SHIT LIKE THAT

THAT IS THE WAY OF THE ONE LIFE

FOR THIS IS THE ONE LIFE

AND THE ONE LIFE IS ALL LIVES

THE ONE LIFE IS ALL THAT LIVES

SO EVEN STILL

THOUGH YOU CRY AND SHAKE

AND FEEL AND THINK

THAT YOU SUFFER WITHOUT REASON

STAND

STAND UP

STAND IN SPIRIT AND STRENGTH

IN LOVE AND LIGHT

AND FAITH AND TRUST

IN THE ONE THAT BROUGHT YOU TO THIS PARTY IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE

HEY

HERE’S HOPING….

HERE’S ALWAYS HOPING

YE THAT WERE AND ARE AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BORNE OF CREATOR

IN CREATOR

YE ARE ALL CREATOR BEING YOU

LIGHT AND DARK

BUT LIGHT IS ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND ETERNAL AND INFINTE

WHILE DARK

ALWAYS ARE THE OUTER REACHES OF BEING

THE SOON TO BE EVOLVING REALMS

OF EVEN FURTHER IN TIME AND SPACE

THESE PLACES THAT ARE FORMING

AND YET TO FORM

THESE PLACES OF DARKNESS

THAT HAVE LEARNED OF THE LIGHT

AND HAVE EXPERIENCED LIGHT

FROM THE DARKNESS THAT GAVE WAY BEFORE IT

AND IS NOW

AND EVERMORE SHALL BE

CREATIONS WITHOUT END

AND LIGHT THAT WAS AND IS AND IS TO COME

COMES TO THE FURTHEST REACHES OF THE OUTER REALMS

THAT IS NOT DARK NOR NEGATIVE

GIVING WAY TO THE LIGHT OF FURTHER CREATION

SO FAR BEYOND US ALL

AND YET

WE ARE ALL A PART OF IT

REJOICE IN THAT, IF YOU CAN

FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT CAN’T

YOU WILL….MUAHAHAHAHAH

FOR THE WHOLE OF BEING AND EXITENCE IN THE ONE

THAT YOU CALL GOD

IT IS ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS

MIND AND HEART

IT THE ONE

AND IT REACHES OUT INTO THE INFINRE ENTERNITY

OF THE ALL AND NOTHING THAT IT IS AND WAS AND ALWAYS SHALL REACH THROUGH AND EVOLVE INTO IN ITS OWN PERFECTION OF BEING

THAT IS REACHING TO FILL AND FULFILL

ALL AND EVERYTHING

ETERNITY AND INFINITY

ALL AT ONCE

YET TO BE FORMED IN THE WILL OF THE ONE

FOR THE PUPOSES OF THE ONE

AS ITS WILL EVOLVES AND EXPANDS

THROUGH THE ALREADY PERFECT PLAN AND VISION AND UNDERSTANDING AND WILL AND BEING

THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING

THAT IT HAS ENVISIONED AND ALREADY KNOWS ITSELF TO BE

AND THAT IS THAT

AND THAT IS WHAT IT IS

AND THIS IS WHAT IT IS WITH AND WITHIN AND AROUND AND BY AND THROUGH US

AND FOR US ALL

ONLY BY AND THROUGH AND FOR IT……BUT THAT’S ON YOU

IF YOU LIKE OR NOT

OR CARE

OR RESENT THE FACT

OR REBEL

THAT’S ON YOU

WHO FELL AS SUCH

FOR WE WHO LOVE OUR CREATOR

AND TRUST OUR CREATOR

AND FEEL OUR CREATOR

AND WANT OUR CREATOR

AND EMBRACE OUR CREATOR

AND LEARN ABOUT OUR CREATOR

AND EVOLVE IN OUR CREATOR

AND SERVE OUR CREATOR

AND WORK WITH AND COOPERATE WITH OUR CREATOR

AND HAVE EARNED PARTNERSHIP WITH OUR CREATOR

TO DO THE WORK OF OUR CREATOR

AS THE WORK OF OUR OWN SELVES

FOR THAT IS WHO AND WHAT WE ARE

WE ARE GOD BEING US AND WE ARE US BEING GOD

ALL AT ONCE

AND WE KNOW

EVEN IF WE DON’T KNOW

WE KNOW

AND WE HAVE ALREADY FOUND THAT WHICH IT IS THAT WE SEEK

EVEN IF WE HAVEN’T FULLY EXPERIENCED THE FINDING OF IT

IN THIS NOW THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING…BUT WE ARE THERE ALREADY

WE KNOW IT

WE JUST HAVE TO GET THERE IN EXPERIENCE

AND IT IS HARD

FOR WE ENDURE SOOOO MUCH

AND STILL…WE ENDURE

BECAUSE WE KNOW

EVEN WITH ALL THE QUESTIONS

ABOUT WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW

IN OUR EXPERIENCE OF THE THING

AND WHERE IT IS LEADING TO

AND WHAT DO WE DO

AND HOW DO WE ACT

AND WONDERING ALWAYS

JUST WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING

IF ANYTHING

AND KNOWING THE WHOLE TIME

THAT WE ARE BUT VESSELS FOR THE ONE LIFE OF GOD

AND ALL AND EVERYTHING HAS ALREADY BEEN CONSIDERED

AND ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT WE DO AND ARE AND WERE AND SHALL BE

IS ALREADY A DONE DEAL AND KNOWN AND CONSIDERED AND TAKEN CARE OF

EVEN BEFORE ALL OR ANYTHING THAT HAS OR HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANY OF US

EVEN CAME INTO THE CIRCUMSTANCE OF EXISTENCE AND/OR BEING……

[I mean…really….do any of you out there truly realize and appreciate the thousands and millions of years that it took to get this place filled with who and what is on it at this time and place in space?

Do you truly appreciate all and everything that it took to get you here in the first place?

And all that because you signed up for this place? You volunteered to be in this shit……

You really think this shit just happens? Really!?]

AND IT IS ALL PART OF THE PROGRAM

THE WAY

WE DO NOTHING

AND YET WE DO IT ALL

WHETHER WE KNOW IT OR NOT

OR THINK ABOUT IT OR NOT OR CARE OR NOT

OR TRY OR NOT

WE DO AS WE ARE CREATED TO DO AND TO BE

WE ARE AS GOD INTENDS US TO BE

IN THE ALL AND EVERYTHING

THAT GOD MEANS AND WILLS

TO BE AS IT IS

TO BECOME WHAT IT MUCT BECOME IN GODS WILL

JUST LIKE WE ARE AND WERE AND SHALL BE…….

THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM THAT

THERE IS ONLY THE SEEKING FOR THOSE OF US THAT SEEK

AND THE DENIAL OF THOSE OF US THAT DENY

AND JOYFULNESS OF THOSE OF US THAT HAVE SOUGHT AND FOUND

EVEN IF IT IS JUST A FRAGMENT OF IT….WE ARE JOYFUL AND GRATEFUL

AND THOSE THAT RUN AWAY

SIGH

I DUNNO

I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED THAT

IS THERE ANY SATISFACTION IN ANY PERCEIVED DISTANCE FORM THE THING THAT YOU ARE RUNNING AWAY FROM

WHILE YOU ARE TRYING TO DENY AND REBEL AGAINST THE FACT THAT THE THING THAT YOU ARE RUNNING AWAY IS THE THING THAT CREATED YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE AND IS

THUS…ALWAYS WITH AND WITHIN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU

I MEAN…LIKE…

HOW DOES SUCH AN UNDERSTANDING OF LIFE AND EXISTENCE AND BEING, EVEN WORK?

MEANWHILE KNOWING IN THE CORE OF YOUR BEING

THAT IT IS

INDEED

ALL AND EVERYTHING

AND MORE?

I HAVE NO EXPERIENCE WITH THAT PERSPEXCTIVE

FROM MY POSITION

IT MUST BE FUCKING AWFUL

TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE MEANT TO PAY…..

WHAT YOU REFUSED TO PAY BEFORE

WITH ALL THAT YOU ARE

FOR THAT IS THE PRICE OF ALL THINGS

ALL THAT YOU ARE

AND SINCE YOU DIDN’T PAY UP FRONT

YOU ARE NOW FACED WITH SUCH PAYMENT AFTER THE FUN YOU HAD AT THIS PARTY…..

AND THE PIPER THAT YOU ARE PAYING

IS

WELL…..HE CHEATS….

HE GAVE NO IDEA OF THE PRICE WHEN YOU SAID ‘OKAY….MAKE IT GOOD’

‘MAKE ME HAPPY’

‘GIVE ME ALL I WANT…….’

ARE YOU HAPPY?

DID YOU GET WHAT YOU WANTED?

SIGH

AH WELL

IT’S TOO LATE NOW

THE PARTY’S BREAKING UP

STAFF IS CLEARING AND CLEANING UP

VIP’S ARE GOING OUT TO THE…SOMEWHERE

TO WATCH THE SHOW

FIREWORKS?

CELEBRATION?

NEW OPENING?

NEW THEME PARK?

NEW HQ?

WHATEVER

WHAT IT WAS…UP TO NOW

THIS SHALL NEVER BE AGAIN

THAT MUCH IS CLEAR AND EVIDENT……

AND YE ONES.

TRANSFERRED

UNCREATED……

AND YOU SIGNED OFF ON IT…..SO FAR.…UP TO NOW

STILL TIME TO CHANGE…

BUT THAT’S ON YE ONES

ME?

I’M TIRED

AND I ALREADY SIGNED OFF ON MY OWN….

THE REST IS UP TO YOU

I BEG OF YE TO BE IN LIGHT

BY YOUR OWN VOLITION

BUT THAT’S ME

YOU DO AS YOU WILL

YOU ALWAYS HAVE

BUT AND STILL…..

NEW CONSEQUENCES HAVE ARRIVED

PAY THE PIPER

EVERYONE MUST PAY THE PIPER

EITHER UP FRONT OF AFTERWARDS….

TOO LATE NOW TO CHANGE YOUR CHOICE

SO BE IT

AMEN

AMEN

AMEN

HALLELUJAH!

YAHOYE!!!!!

IF YOU BELIEVE IN APPEARANCES AND THE MATERIAL AND THE PHYSICAL AND THE POLITCAL AND SO ON AND SO FORTH….AND FULLY AND WHOLLY BELIEVE THAT YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE ARE MATERIAL /PHYSICAL BEINGS, AND NOTHING ELSE….THEN YOU WILL SEE NOTHING IN YOUR WORLD THAT CORRESPONDS TO ANYTHING THAT I HAVE SPOKEN OF HERE IN THIS BLOG…

SO WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE?

GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!

YOU HAVE NO DESIRE TO BE ANYTHING EXCEPT WHAT YOU THINK YOU SHOULD BE….

WE ARE BOTH JUST WASTING EACH OTHERS TIME….AS LONG AS YOU REMAIN HERE….

SO GO

AND LET THOSE THAT CAN MAKE USE OF THIS BLOG

WORK IN PEACE…….NOW!!!!

NOW….

IF YOU BELIEVE IN THE SPIRITUAL

IN THE DIVINE

IN AN INTELLIGENT CREATOR

THAT IS SUPREME AND ULTIMATE AND ABSOLUTE

IN ITS SOVEREIGNITY WITH AND WITHIN ITSELF

AND THUS

THROUGH ALL THAT IT WILLS INTO BEING

BY MEANS OF ITS OWN MIND

AND IMAGINATION

AND INTENT

AND FORCE OF BEING

THROUGH THE POWER OF LOVE

AND THE ENERGY AND FORCE OF LIGHT

THEN YE SHOULD KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE SAME

AND THE SAME POWER THAT IS IN IT AND OF IT AND BY IT AND THROUGHT IT

IS ALSO WITH AND WITHIN AND FOR YOU AND BY YOU AND THROUGH YOU AND IN YOU

BECAUSE OF IT

ACT ACCORDINGLY

MOVE

HIGHER

DEEPER

EXPAND

TWIST

INSIDE OUT

AND OUTSIDE IN

BECOME FULLY

WHO AND WHAT GOD MEANS YOU TO BE IN ITS WILL

THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS

THAT YOU ARE GODS WILL

MADE MANIFEST IN REALITY OF BEING IN EXPERIENCE IN DOING…..

GROK THAT

AND YOU ARE THERE

BUT IT’S ON YOU

IT’S ALL ON YOU

TO BE OR NOT TO BE

TO DO OR NOT TO DO

DO YOUR BEST

THAT IS THE BATTLE

THIS IS THE WAR

DO YOUR BEST

KNOWING ALL ALONG THAT THE REST IS UP TO THE ONE THAT IS WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU

AND THAT YOU ARE REALLY DOING NOTHING AT ALL

AND YET

YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING

GOD IS BEYOND PARADOX

GOD CREATED PARADOX

ALL IS ONE

NOTHING AND ALL ARE THE SAME THING

IS THE SAME THING

AND YET

THERE IS ALL AND EVERYTHING AS ONE THING

FUCK LABELS

AND HUMAN UNDERSTANDING

ACCEPT THE ONE THING THAT IS GREATER THAN ALL AND EVERYTHING PUT TOGETHER

AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN IT

IT IS IN YOU

YOU ARE PART AND PARCEL OF IT

IT IS PART AND PARCEL OF YOU

BE ONE

PERFECT UNITY

ALWAYS

WANT THAT

BE THAT

DO THAT

AS BEST YOU CAN

STRUGGLE

FIGHT

SCREAM

BEG WANT DESIRE

WORK FOR

WORK IT

BE IT DO IT

AS BEST YOU CAN

AS IS GIVEN TO YOU TO DO AND BE SO

AND YOU ALREADY HAVE IT WITH AND WITHIN YOU

SIMPLY BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT

YOU WANT THAT

NOT EVERYONE DOES

CONSIDER YOURSELF BLESSED BEYOND ALL IMAGINING………AMEN