WE HAD A MEETING
KINDASORTA
CALL IT
A MEETING OF MINDS
IT WASN’T WHAT I ORIGINALLY ASKED FOR
BUT HOW TO GET WHAT I ORIGINALLY ASKED FOR
INVOLVES….A LOT….
SO THIS WAS IT
PIECES OF DREAMS
PIECED TOGETHER
TO FORM A WHOLE CONCEPT
A WHOLE EXPERIENCE
REMEMBERINGS OF THINGS
THAT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH HERE
STAPLED ONTO THOSE
DREAMS THAT WERE TESTS
I HAD MAGIC
AND I WAS WONDERING WHAT TO DO WITH IT
LIKE AN ANIME
WHERE TO PUT THE MOST NUMBERS
I WOULD MAKE A CHOICE
AND THE WHOLE THING WOULD SPIN BACK
AND I HAD TO START OVER
I WAS GETTING THE HANG OF IT
MAKING BETTER CHOICES
I thought
BUT STILL I KEPT REPEATING
BUT I WAS MAKING PROGRESS
I WAS ABLE TO GO BACK WITH MORE AND MORE ENERGY
MORE FORCE
MORE POWER
AND ALL I NEEDED
WAS TO BE ABLE TO PUT THE RIGHT AMOUNTS
IN THE RIGHT PLACES
AND I DID
UNTIL I WAS LEFT WITH THE REMAINDER
A HUGE AMOUNT
WHEREVER IT WENT
WOULD BE MY MAIN FOCUS
MY CORE SUPPLY
AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT
WHERE DO I PUT IT?
STRENGTH?
ENDURANCE?
STAMINA?
SHOULD I INCREASE MY OUTPUT?
SHORTEN THE INPUT TIME?
AND THEN IT HIT ME
AND I BLURTED OUT
KNOWLEDGE
AND I IMMEDIATELY WOKE UP
I guess they didn’t want to tazke a chance on me doing anything else
And yeah
I would’ve tried to work that, too
Squeeze it
Divvy it out
To its most effectiveness….
SO IN THE END
MY GREATEST POWER WAS/IS KNOWLEDGE
AND SOON
I STARTED RECEIVING
I hate to call them downloads…
Hmmmm…..they’re more like….
LECTURES
LIKE I’M SITTING IN A CLASSROOM
AND SOMEONE IS EXPLAINING TO ME
CONCEPTS CONCERNING THINGS
I HAVE RARELY THOUGHT OF
OR HAVE PUT OFF
OR KNEW NOTHING ABOUT
OR ACTUALLY CONSIDERED
AND REALLY DID WANT TO KNOW ABOUT
THEY STARTED EXPLAINING IT TO ME
THINGS THAT MADE SENSE
AS THEY EXPLAINED IT
AND THEY WERE MORE THAN HAPPY
TO KEEP GOING OVER IT
OVER AND OVER
AS I BEGAN TO GROK WHAT THEY WERE SAYING…..
IT’S A PROCESS
BUT I’M LEARNING
AND I’M STILL LEARNING…..
BUT I AM AT A POINT WHERE I CAN START SHARING THIS STUFF
I DON’T THINK IT’S ANYTHING NEW
In my mind
I’m sure others know this as well
And the concepts have been put out there
Which is why I was thinking about them in the first place
BUT TO HAVE SUCH THINGS EXPLAINED TO ME
CONSTANTLY
THROUGHOUT MY DAY(S)
IS…ACTUALLY
RATHER COMFORTING
I WANT TO KNOW
I NEED TO KNOW
BUT HAD NOWHERE TO GO
TO LEARN
AND NOW
HERE I AM
IT’S ALL SO VERY WEIRD
BUT I BELIEVE
THAT THIS IS HOW THESE THINGS WORK
THIS IS HOW THIS STUFF GOES
I AM OPEN
Oh GOD!!!! I AM sooooo open
TO RECEIVING
AT SOME POINT
IF I HAVE
AS I HAVE
DONE THE WOTK
THE WORK IS WITHIN
I HAVE REACHED THIS STATE OF BEING
WHERE
NOT ONLY DOES THE ONE KNOW
THAT I CAN HANDLE THIS STUFF
THE ONE IS GIVING IT TO ME
I AM ELATED
AND GRATEFUL
AND CAREFUL
DOING MY BEST TO TAKE IN ALL AND EVERYTHING
AS BEST I CAN
WHILE I LIVE MY LIFE
I HAVE A LOT OF STUDY TO DO
SOME TIME AGO
EXPECTING TO HAVE PLENTY OF TIME TO READ
DURING THE ASNNOUNCEMENTS
THE DISCLOSURES
THE TEN DAYS OF DARKNESS
AS IT IS REFERRED TO
I ACTUALLY PURCHASED…*AHEM*:
PHYSICS FOR DUMMIES
AND
QUANTUM PHYSICS FOR DUMMIES
Among several other books
Sigh
I Do So Love To Read…….
Soon….I Will Have Plenty Of Time To Do So…….
[huge chuckling smile….here]
Anyways………
The…lectures
That I have been receiving
Seem to have a lot to do with that
It seems……HOLD ON
IT SEEMS THAT THERE ARE THOSE THAT
BELIVE THAT JESUS
We won’t quibble over names….okay?
ESU FIGURED OUT QUANTUM BEING
AND OPERATED ON IT
AND I BECAME VERY INTERESTED IN THAT
I WAS CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT WHAT THAT MEANT AND MEANS
AND THEN THE DREAM[S]
AND THEN THE VOICE
WITH THE LECTURES
THE TEACHINGS
OVER AND OVER AND OVER
IF THIS HAD HAPPENED IN CLLEGE
PHYSICALLY
MATERIALLY
I WOULD’VE BEEN BORED SILLY
SIMPLY BECAUSE……Sorry….Apologies
I was never a really good student
But and then and still
I graduated…….
Bottom of my class
Chuckle
Dartmouth College
Class of 1978
I graduated in December of 1980
Went to the Convocation in June of 1981
It snowed that morning
Quite a sign
Even I didn’t get it then
But I do now
Sigh
So much has happened since then
And here I Am
HERE I AM!
WE ALL LL,IVE OUR LIVES HOWEVER WE LIVE THEM
HOWEVER WE DEFINE
AND ACT UPON OUR CHOICES
WHATEVER CHOICES WE HAVE
OUR LIVES ARE THE CULMINATION OC CHOICES
THAT HAVE LED US ALL
TO OUR HERE AND NOW
AND WE TELL OURSELVES THAT WE DID THIS
WE DID IT
OUR FREE WILL
OUR CHOICES
WE MADE THIS WORLD WHAT IT IS
AND THE WORLD WILL BE
WHAT IT WILL BE
OUR LIVE WILL BE WHAT THEY WILL BE
BECAUSE OF US
BECAUSE OF THE CHOICES THAT WE HAVE MADE
AND WE LIVE OUR LIVES BASED UPON THAT UNDERSTANDING
WE CALL IT KARMA
WE CALL IT FATE
GOD’S WILL
AND WE NEVER, REALLY TRULY UNDERSTAND
{CAN WE?
WILL WE?
DO WE REALLY WANT TO?
WE MUST KNOW!!!!
AT SOME POINT
OTHERWISE….}
JUST WHO WE ARE
AND WHAT WE ARE
AND WHY WE ARE
AND WHAT TO DO WITH
THE ANSWERS TO THOSE QUESTIONS
ALL THAT
AND HOW WE GOT HERE
AND WHERE WE ARE GOING……..
‘WE WILL GO WHERE WE CHOOSE TO GO WHEN WE CHOOSE TO GO THERE!’
THAT IS THE CRY OF BABES IN THE WOODS OF CREATION
HENCE THE ABOVE-MENTIONED CONVERSATION…….
(WHENEVER WE MEET TO TALK
IT IS
IT SEEMS
TO BE A HILL
A HIGH HILL
THAT IS PART OF A LOVELY PARK
AND THE SIDEWALK
THE PATHWAY
SPIRALS UP AROUND IT FROM
THE PICNIC AREAS AND PLAYGROUNDS
AND RESIDENCES AND SCHOOLS
AND MATERIAL WORLDS BELOW
AND WE SIT ON A PARK BENCH
GOD AND I
THE FATHER AND I
Sometimes LORD ATON joins us
Sometimes Esu
Sometimes both….
I’ve been here a lot….
WE TALK AND HAVE TALKED ABOUT MANY THINGS
AND I HAVE LEARNED
AND KEEP LEARNING
AND I AM GRATEFUL
SO VERY GRATEFUL
TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS………
AND GOD
THE ONE
THE FATHER
TURNED TOWARDS ME
AND LOOKED ME IN THE EYE
AND SAID TO ME:)
“ LOOK…..
I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THIS
ALREADY
YOUR BELOVED FRIEND TAUGHT YOU THIS
BY MY WILL
AND YOU HAVE ALWAYS HELD IT IN YOUR HEART
BUT YOU NEVER TOUCHED UPON THE CORE MEANING OF IT
SO LET ME TELL YOU
AGAIN
EVEN AS YOU HAVE EXPLAINED IT TO OTHERS
AS BEST YOU CAN AND COULD AND HAVE…..
‘YOU’RE NOT DOING ANYTHING!
YOU’RE NOT BEING ANYTHING!’
GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL
YOU
ALL OF YOU
ALL OF YOU AND THEM AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
IS AND ARE
WHAT I AM…..
I KNOW….I SAID….
NO! YOU DON’T KNOW!
YOU STILL THINK THAT YOU HAVE A SAY SO IN SOMETHING
YOU STILL THINK/FEEL THAT YOU WILL MEANS SOMETHING!
IT DOESN’T!
NOT IN THIS SENSE….
YOU ARE EXPERIENCING WHAT YOU THINK IS YOUR LIFE
BUT IT IS NOT
YOUR LIFE
IT IS MY LIFE
WHAT PART OF THAT IS SO HARD FOR YOU TO GET?
I STAMMERED
YEAH…BUT…I…I’M HERE
I’M ALIVE
I HAVE A LIFE
I’M LIVING IT
I MAKE DECISIONS
I CHOOSE THINGS
CHOICES
I MAKE CHOICES
AND I HAVE TO ABIDE IN THE CONSEQUENCES OF THOSE CHOICES
I KNOW IT IS ONLY AN EXPERIENCE OF FREE WILL
BUT I AM STILL EXPERIENCINGING IT
I CHOOSE TO LOVE OR FEAR
I CHOOSE TO ACCEPT OR REJECT
EVEN YOU
I LIVE IN A WORLD THAT WAS TAEKEN OVER
ENSLAVED
CAUSED TO REJECT YOU
TAUGHT LIES ABOUT YOU
IN ORDER TO PERPETUATE THAT
YET FOUND YOU
BY MY CHOICE
I SEARCHED FOR YOU
I FOUND YOU
WE PLAYED HIDE AND SEEK AND I FOUND YOU
I WON!
NAY
NAY?
NAY
THEN WHAT DID I DO?
YOU LIVED MY LIFE IN YOU
AS YOU
ACCORDING TO MY WILL
WELL….YEAH…..OKAY….
BUT WHAT CHOICE DID I HAVE IN ANY OF THIS?
TO LOVE WHAT I AM
ME
TO LOVE ME
AND EVEN THEN
I ALREADY KNEW
SO CAN YOU REALLY SAY THAT IT WAS YOUR CHOICE?
WELL….I DUNNO
IF YOU COULD CONTROL YOUR OWN DREAMS
AND YOU WILL
BUT IF YOU COULD DO IT NOW
WHAT WOULD YOU DREAM?
WHATEVER I WANTED TO EXPERIENCE
THE WAY I WANTED TO EXPERIENCE IT
EXACTLY!!!
DO YOU THINK THAT I AM DOING ANYTHING LESS
IN THIS
MY DREAM AWAKE?
MY WAKING DREAM?
UM….NO….
ALRIGHTY THEN!!
PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR LESSONS
THEY WILL SERVE YOU WELL IN REACHING YOUR GOAL
TO AS ESU EAS
AND IS AND WILL BE
YOU’RE ON YOUR WAY, KID
I’M PTOUD OF YOU
THANKS
BUT WHAT IS THID ALL FOR
MY UNIVERSE IS SETTLED
WHY AM I HERE?
VACATION
HUH?
VACATION!!!!
TIME OFF!!!
TIME OFF FROM THE WHERES AND THERES AND CARES
TO DO WHAT YOU WANT WHEN YOU WANT HOW YOU WANT
AND THIS IS WHAT I GET?
WE’RE DYING HERE
YO WANTED TO EXPERIENCE THIS
YOU WANTED TO HELP
SO….HELP
TELL OTHERS WHAT YOU LEARNED
DON’T CARE WHAT THEY THINK JUST GIVE IT TO THEM
LET THEM FIGURE IT OUT FOR THEMSELVES
IN WHAT I AM
I ALREADY HAVE IT FIGURED OUT……
BUT WHAT ABOUT….
IT’S COMING
YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT
PATIENCE, JACKASS….PATIENCE
THAT’S AN OLD JOKE
FROM 6TH GRADE
YET YOU GET THE PUNCHLINE
YEAH, YEAH
I DO….SIGH…….
THANKS FOR ALL THE HELP
ALL MY LIFE
THANKS
I AM GRATEFUL
I KNOW
NO PROBLEM IT’S WHAT I WANT
AND YOU ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT
YUP
I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT
YOU WILL TOO….WHEN YOU GET THERE…
ARE YOU SURE YOU DON’T WANT YOUR OWN
CREATION AFTER THIS?
NAH….I STILL WANT TO EXPLORE IT ALL
ALISIKI?
ALISIKI….
[inside joke…sorry
It’s a story about a fairy that had no plant to look after
So she helped all the other fairies with theirs
After awhile she had gained so much knowledge
GOD made her the Head Fairy…..]
GOD SMILED AT ME
AND STARTED TO GET UP
GOD ROSE UP AND PATTED ME ON THE SHOULDER
SMILING
HE LOOKED AT ME
‘GOOD JOB’
HE SAID
THANKS
NOT SURE I DESERVE IT…. BUT THANKS…
I’M GRATEFUL
YOU’RE ALWAYS GRATEFUL FOR ALL AND ANY AND EVERYTHING
YOU’VE LEARNED TO TAKE THE BAD EXPERIENCES AS LESSONS
AND THE GOOD ONES AS VINDICATIVE BLESSINGS
AND YOU’RE RIGHT
YOU EARNED YOUR PLACE HERE
YEAH, THANKS….BUT WHAT ABOUT…..
QUIT YOUR BELLYACHING…. YOU WON’T DIE BEFORE IT GETS TO YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE.
I KNOW YOU’VE LOST PEOPLE
BELOVED PEOPLE
I CAN’T APOLOGIZE…
IT IS THE WAY
OF WHAT I AM
IT IS MY WAY OF BEING MYSELF
THEY’RE ALL FINE
COUNT ON IT
WAITING ON THEIR NEXT ADVENTURE
OR ALREADY IN IT
FEAR NOT
YOU TIME IS SO CLOSE I WOULD SAY
IN MY MIND
IT’S ALREADY HERE…….
I APPRECIATE THAT…. THANKS
I KNOW AND I APPRECIATE YOUR CONSTANT THANKS
YOUR PERPETUAL GRATITUDE
IT’S NOT AS PREVALENT
AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO THINK ON YOUR PRESENT WORLD
SIGH…. I KNOW…I’M HOPING TO HELP CHANGE THAT
YOU WILL….YOU WILL….
WELL…..
I FEEL LIKE SOMEWHAT LIKE THE ORACLE IN THE MATRIX MOVIE
OUR TIME IS DONE FOR NOW
JUST WITHOUT THE BAD NEWS
GOOD THINGS ARE COMING
BE READY
I WILL
I KNOW
CYA, KIBO
YOU’LL HAVE A LONG TALK WITH YOUR
REAL AND TRUE SELF
WITH LORD DABI
WHO IS WITH YOU ALWAYS
AS YOU
AND YET…..
SOON ENOUGH…
SOON ENOUGH
YOU WILL FULLY GROK YOUR SELF AND YOURSELF
LIKE I SAID
A VACATION
ONE THAT IS SOON ENDING HERE
AND WILL CONTINUE ELSEWHERE….
FOR NOW
KEEP THE FAITH
WE’LL TALK AGAIN SOON
I’LL KEEP WORKING THROUGH YOU
YOU KEEP WORKING WITH ME
LEARN FROM IT!!!!
OKAY?
OKAY!”
AND THERE IT IS SO FAR…
ALL PROPER LESSONS WILL BE PUBLISHED AT THE TREEHOUSE
YOU’LL KNOW
RIGHT AFTER I WILL….
I’LL LET YOU KNOW
UNTIL THEN…..
I THINK THAT WE’LL BE FINE
IT’S NOT THE END THAT IS SO VERY NEAR
YEAH
THE END OF THE OLD EVIL
THE EVIL ITSELF
BUT A NEW GOOD IS BEGINNING
ONE THAT WILL LAST FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS
MAYBE FOREVER
WE WILL SEE….
YOU ALL
WE ALL
STILL HAVE THE EXPERIENCE OF OUR CHOICES TO MAKE
EVEN IF THEY ARE ALL GOD THOUGH US
LEARN FROM THEM
THERE ARE MANY VARIATIONS OF ALL OF US
WE STILL LIVE THE CHOICES WE DON’T EXPERIENCE
LEFT OR RIGHT
YOU LIVE BOTH
AND AT SOME POINT
IT ALL COMES TOGETHER
BUT NOT UNTIL YOU’RE READY
THAT IS WHAT IT IS
WHAT IT MEANS TO BE A HUMAN BEING
GOD ON EARTH
YES
WE ARE SPECIAL
OUR DNA IS SPECIAL
WE ARE GODS BEING GOD BEINGS US
IT IS THE SAME FOR ALL
EVERYWHERE IN CREATION
BUT HERE IS A SPECIAL SITUATION
SO MANY HERE
FROM SO MANY OTHER PLACES
SO MANY BEINGS
OF SOOO MUCH POWER AND FORCE AND GLORY
SO MANY HERE
ALL COME TOGETHER TO GET THIS DONE
WE ARE GODS
WE ARE ALL PLAYING OUR PARTS IN THE WAKING DREAM
THE GOOD
THE BAD
THE BEAUTIFUL
THE UGLY
Great movie…btw….
LEARN YOUR LIFE
THAT IS THE BEST I CAN TELL YOU…….
I LOVE YOU
GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS IN ALL GOOD THINGS
ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE!!!!!
(-I-)
Kibodabi 