P.S.

IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT WAS IN STORE FOR ME TO COMPREHEND AND OVERCOME AND COME TO UNDERSTAND IN MY TIME AT DARTMOUTH
THEN PLEASE TO HAVE REVEALED TO YOU
THESE..

THE COPIES OF THE FRONT AND BACK COVER

OF OUR FRESHMAN YEARBOOK

FOR THE INCOMING CLASS OF 1978:

 

 

 

 

OK…SO NOW THAT YOU SEE THIS….WHAT WAS WAITING FOR ME

WHAT I WILL EXPLAIN TO YOU

CONCERNING WHAT I WENT THROUGH

TO BE WHO AND WHAT I AM

HERE AND NOW

WOULD YOU HAVE UNDERSTOOD THIS SIGN AND SIGIL AND SYMBOLS?

WOULD AND COULD YOU HAVE LEARNED THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER

AND HAVE GONE AGAINST ALL COMMENT

SOCIETAL

CULTURAL

WORLDY SENSE

POLITICALLY

FINANCIALLY

RACIALLY

 

I MEAN…REALLY

THE SHIT I WENT THROUGH JUST OT EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAND ALL OF THIS SHIT THAT I WAS FACED WITH

ONLY BE TOLD

AT THE POINT THAT I WAS TOLD

PROCLAIMED TO BE…ACTUALLY

THAT I WAS THE UNICORN OF GOD AND CHRIST

AND THE FIRST WARNING I RECEIVED

FROM A PERSON NEARBY

WHEN I WAS SCREAMING TO MY PARENTS

WHILE ON THE PAYPHONE

[does anyone anymore even know what a payphone is?  Anyway…]

BEWARE OF MEGALOMANIA!!!!!!

{and I thanked her profusely

and vowed to myself that I would never, ever, ever, never ever

forget that advice

and I haven’t

ever

ever never ever

ever……never…

and I thank GOD for that advice

and the ability to carry it up onto and unto this point of it all…..

SO THANKS FOR THAT, PAPA….

 

and the rest is histpory

in higher circles

that I will reveal to you all

whther you want it or not

for it time

I am told

and so it is

and so it should be

and so

it is so…

am I am glad to do so…

thank you very much

for I sepe this hit ending

and…well…you will see

who is ritght and who is wrong

what is truth and what is false and lies

what is upliftment and what is manipulation

what is GOD

and what is not GOD

what is of GOD

and what is not of GOD

SOON ENOUGH

AT LEAST

ONLY TRUTH

ONLY LIGHT

ONLY LOVE

ONLY REAL

REALITY WILL EMAIN

THE REALITY OF THE ONE

IN AND THROUGHA ND BY AND WITH AND FOR US ALL THAT REMAIN

THAT HAVE DONE ITS WILL

AND HAVE BEEN FOR IT

AND HAVE BEEN WITH IT

AND HAVE NO DETERRED FROM THEIR PATH

OF LIGHT

AND LIFE

AND LOVE

AND TRUTH

THESE ARE THE ONES

THAT SERVED THE WILL OF THE ONE

FULLY

COMPLETELY

ABSOLUTELY

SUPREMELY

ULTIMATELY

IN LIGHT AND LIFE AND LOVE

OF AND IN AND WITH AND THROUGH GOD

AND BECAUSE OF GOD

AND GOD

IN AND WITH AND OF AND THROUGH

ALL AND ANY AND EACH OF US

AS WE HAVE SEEN FIT

TO LET GOD

DO AND BE SO

THROUGH AND IN AND WITH

ALL AND EACH AND ANY ONE OF US

BEING OURSELVES

SAS WE HAVE SEEN GOD

AND HAVE EXPERIENCED GOD

AND HAVE THOUGHT OF GOD

AND HAVE FELT ABOUT GOD

FOR AS WE HAVE DONE THAT WITH AND TO AND TOWARDS GOD

THAT IS HOW WE HAVE REMAINED

TOWARDS AND INA ND WITH AND FOR EACH OTHER

AND WE

THOSE OF US THAT HAVE PASSED THE MANY TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS

THE TESTS AND EXAMS

OF ALL AND EVERY NATURE OF OUR VERY BEING AND EIXSITENE

BE THEY PHYSICAL

OR MENTAL

OR EMOTIONAL

OR SPIRITUAL…..

THOSE OF US THAT WILL REMAIN

WITHOUT THE SHADOW OF ANY DOUBT

AS TO OUR CREATIONAL CHARACTER

IN THE MATTER AT HAND

NO MATTER OUR ORIGIN

EITHER WE MADE IT

WE PASSED

OR SE DID NOT

THAT IS ALL THERE IS TO IT

POINT OF ORIGIN IS NO GUARANTEE OF SUCCESS

IN ONES MISSION AND ASSIGNMENT

FOR TOO MANY ARE THE PITFALLS AND TRAPS

AND YOU NEED ONLY ONE

TO LOSE YOUR WAY

AND BE LOST….

I LOVE YOU

REALLY I DO

BUT THAT’S ON YOU……

I AM HERE TO HELP ALL THAT I CAN

AS BEST THAT I CAN

TO GET A LEG UPAN KEP A LEG UP AND GET THERE…

WHEREVER ‘THERE’ IS FOR THEM

IF I FALL AND FALTER AND FUCK UP

LEAVE MY ASS BEHIND

I BEG OF YOU

I WILL GO FORWARD IN THE NEXT ROUND

WE ALL

THAT KNOW

WHO AND WHAT WE ARE

IN AND WITH GOD

AND BECASUSE OF GOD

AND THROUGH GOD

DO OUR BEST TO HELP ALL THAT WE CAN

TO BE AND DO

IN LIGHT AND LOVE AND LIFE

OF AND IN AND WITH AND BECAUSE OF AND THROUGH GOD

AND WE ALL STILL HAVE TO MAINTAIN OURSELVES IN THE INTERIM

WHILE WE DO THE GREAT WORK

NOT JUST FO OURSELVES

BUT FOR ALL OTHERS, AS WELL

NO MEAN FEAT

NO SMALL JOB

DO YOUR BEST

AND PRAY FOR HELP FROM GOD

ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE….PLEASE

AFTER THAT

WELL

GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF US

THAT THINK WE ARE WHAT WE ARE

BY OUR OWN EFFORT AND FAULT ALONE

THOSE THAT THINK THAT IT IS UP TO US

TO BE WHAT WE SAY AND THINK WE ARE

AND DO  AND BE

WHAT WE THINK THAT WE CAN DO AND BE

BY OUR OWN WILL……

FOR WE MAY FIND DIFFERENTLY………

I KNOW THIS MUCH FOR SURE

NO MATTER WHAT:

GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD

 

DO WITH THAT WHAT YOU WILL

AS BEST YOU CAN

AND KNOW THAT IT IS ALL ON YOU

NO EXCUSES…..

AMEN

I LOVE YOU ALL

NO MATTER WHAT

BUT WHAT MUST BE LET GO OF

WHAT MUST BE LEFT BEHIND

WILL BE LEFT BEHIND

WE LEAVE THE DARK AND THE DSARKNESS BEHIND

LET IT GO

LEAVE IT BEHIND YOU

AND IF YOU CANNOT….

WELL…

I LOVE YOU

I WILL SEE YOU …SOON ENOUGH

WHEN YOU HAVE CROSSED THAT RIVER

THAT BRIDGE

AND WILL REJOICE IN YOUR DOING SO

FOR NOW

DO YOUR BEST

FIGHTING!CHOOSE….

I ALREADY TOLD YOU ALL

LONG AGO

WHAT THE CHOICES WERE:

GOD OR NOT GOD

LIGHT OF DARK

LOVE OR FEAR

SELFLESSNESS OR SELFISHNESS

YOU KNOW THE DRILL….

DO THE WORK

THE WORK IS WITHIN

IT ALWAYS HAS BEEN

AND THE EFFECT OF YOUR WORK

IS SEEN IN YOUR LIFE AND BEING AND DOING

ALL AROUND YOU…….

THANKS FOR READING THESE WORDS

GOD BLESS YOU FOR IT

I AM GOING NOW

I WANT TO RELAX

PLAY

DECOMPRESS

WHATEVER………

DRINK BEER AND PLAY XBOX UNTIL LATE INTO THE NEXT DAY…SMILE……

 

WHATEVER YOU THINK/FEEL

OF AND ABOUT

WHO AND WHAT I AM

WHAT I DO

THAT’S ON YOU

I THINK/FEEL THIS….SMILESMILESMILE

ABOUT WHAT I DO AND WHAT I AM AND WHO I AM

YOU DO YOU

I DO I

YOU BE YOU

I AM I

ENUFF!

GOD BLESS US ALL EVERYONE

BUT ADJUDICATION COMES SOONER THAN YOU THINK

BE PREPARED

GET READY

BE READY

WITH AND WITHIN YOURSELF AND YOUR SELF

KNOW YOU

BE YOU

DO YOU

THAT IS ALL

AMEN

AMEN

AMEN

CYA!!!!!!

KIBODABI