OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD RIGHT NOW…….SMILE

EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING
IT IS WHAT IT IS
GOD’S WILL IS GOD’S WILL
AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE
ALL INTERIOR WILLS
ARE SUBJECT TO GOD’S WILL
BEING WITH AND WITHIN GOD’S WILL
GOD’S WILL IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS
THERE ARE NO MISTAKES
THERE ARE NO COINCIDENCES
BUT THERE IS SYNCHRONICITY…….
ALL THINGS
ALL EVENTS
ALL MOVEMENTS
ALL CIRCUMSTANCES
WORK TOGETHER TO CREATE A WHOLE AND ENDURING
ONE…
ONENESS
A UNITY OF UNITIES
ALL BEING ONE UNITY
THAT IS SUPREME AND ULTIMATE AND ABSOLUTE WILL
THE WILL OF GOD
FOR IT IS GOD THAT UPHOLDS AND SUSTAINS AND MAINTAINS ALL THINGS
WITH AND WITHIN ITS ONE THOUGHT
OF ALL AND EVERYTHING
THE CREATION OF ALL CREATIONS
A CREATION OF CREATIONS

CREATION

AND THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE
THERE IS ONLY ONE
AND AN INFINITE NUMBER OF CREATIONS
EXISTS WITHIN IT

GOD DREAMS AWAKE
THE PERFECT LUCID DREAM
THE PERFECT MEDITATION
THE ONE THOUGHT
OF THE ONE BEING
THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
AND HERE WE ARE
YOU AND I
EXPERIENCING THIS MINUTE PART
THIS IOTA OF ANY AND ALL OF IT
IN THIS HERE AND NOW THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING
AND OFTEN
ALL TOO OFTEN
IT IS MORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE
AND YET AND BUT AND STILL
IT IS ALL CONSCIOUSNESS
AND IT IS CONSCIOUSNESS
AND WE ARE CONSCIOUSNESS WITHIN IT
IT’S EXPRESSION OF ITSELF
IN CONSCIOUSNESS
AS ALL AND ANY OF US
AS CONSCIOUSNESSES
PERCEIVING A MATERIAL EXISTENCE
FOR THE SAKE OF EXPERIENCE
THAT WE MAY EXPERIENCE THE ONE
AND LEARN ABOUT IT
AND COME TO REALIZE IT
AND COME TO RECOGNIZE IT
AND COME TO LEARN OF IT
AND COME TO KNOW IT
AND COME TO…..DESIRE
TO DESIRE TO BE AS IT IS
NOT FOR OUR OWN SELFISH ENDS AND NEEDS
BUT OUT OF LOVE
YES
LOVE
TO COME TO LOVE THE THING THAT CREATED US
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
TO LOVE IT
AS IT LOVES US
AND IN DOING AND BEING SO
TO LOVE OURSELVES AND EACH OTHER
AS BEING WHAT IT IS
AND TO LOVE WHAT IT IS DOING
AND LOVING STRIVING TO DO THE SAME…..
IN HOWEVER MUCH TIME IT MAY TAKE
LIFE AFTER LIFE AFTER LIFE
WITHIN LIFE
THE LIFE OF THE ONE
THAT IS WHAT WE ARE
EXPRESSIONS OF THE ONE
SHEPHERDED TOWARDS OUR OWN
LEARNED AND EARNED PERFECTION
IN AND WITH THE ONE
TO BE LED BY THE ONE
TO A STATE OF BEING AND DOING
THAT ALLOWS US
ALL AND ANY OF US
TO BE AND DO
AS THE ONE IS
TO BE PERFECT AS GOD IS PERFECT
QUITE A FEAT
I MIGHT ADD
IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT
TO KNOW ALL AND EVERYTHING
ON MACRO AND MICRO LEVELS OF BEING AND DOING
THAT ARE KNOWN AND UNKNOWN BY US AND TO US
AND YET
WE WILL LEARN
WE WILL BE
WE WILL DO
IF WE ARE WILLING TO SURRENDER
TO SURRENDER TO THAT ONE WILL
THAT ONE BEING
THAT ONE MIND
THAT ONE HEART
THAT ONE PURPOSE
THAT ONE REASON
THAT ONE WAY
THAT ABSOLUTE AND SUPREME AND ULTIMATE
FORCE…..
ABSOLUTE AND ULTIMATE AND SUPREME LOVE
ABSOLUTE AND ULTIMATE AND SUPREME LIGHT
ABSOLUTE AND SUPREME AND ULTIMATE FORCE
ENERGY
POWER
YES…POWER
EVERYONE’S EARS PERK UP
WHEN YOU MENTION GAINING POWER
BUT IT IS NOT YOUR POWER
NOT OUR POWER
IT IS GOD’S POWER
GOD’S FORCE AND FORCES
THAT WE ARE ALLOWED TO USE
LOANED….AT COST….
AS GOD SEES FIT…..
AND IF GOD DOESN’T SEE FIT…WELL…
OH WELL………
BUT THAT’S ANOTHER POST…..
FOR ANOTHER DAY…….
AND COST IS DETERMINED ON AN INDIVIDUAL BASIS….
BY THE WAY…
SUFFICE IT TO SAY
THAT THE TIME HAS COME
I TRULY AND REALLY THINK AND FEEL AND BELIEVE
AND KNOW
THIS
THE TIME HAS COME
OUR TIME HAS COME
THE FEELING IS PREVALENT
IN MANY CIRCLES AND AREAS OF THOUGHT AND BEING
THE MASS CONSCIOUSNESS IS READY
SURELY THAT MUCH IS EVIDENT…I SHOULD HOPE
I SEE IT
I FEEL IT
OUR FREEDOM IS RINGING OUR DOORBELL
OUR ASCENSION IS AT OUR DOORSTEP
KNOCKING ON THE DOOR
WHO WILL ANSWER?
I CAN BE RIGHT
I CAN BE WRONG
MY OWN BELIEFS ARE IN MY SONG……
OR SO THE SONG GOES
DON’T TRY TO BE SLY
ABOUT ANY AND ALL OF THIS……..smile
WE SHALL SEE
WHAT WE SHALL SEE
I HAVE NO REASON THAT I CAN CONVEY
AS TO WHY I FEEL THIS WAY
BUT I HAVE SEEN
I HAVE HEARD
I HAVE EXPERIENCED MANY DIVERSE THINGS
IN THIS LIFE THAT I LEAD HERE
AND I HAVE LEARNED
WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN ME TO LEARN
AND WHILE
MANY TIMES
LEARNING IS A PAINFUL PROCESS
STILL…
I HAVE LEARNED
AND I AM GRATEFUL
THAT GOD HAS GIVEN IT TO ME TO DO SO…
THE THINGS THAT PROPEL US IN OUR SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION
ARE ALSO OBSTACLES TO THE SAME
LIKE LANGUAGE IS AN OBSTACLE TO COMMUNICATION
[Victor Menza taught me that at Dartmouth…..
GOD bless him……
He was my favorite philosophy professor
he taught me that I could forge my own path in philosophy
my own way
to realize that I
even I
was my own way……
and in that
I discovered that my way was and is and will be GOD’S Way….
not everyone discovers that
so I am grateful to GOD for that….
and to Victor
GOD Bless him always…..
thank you very much……..
for now
consider this……:]

GOD IS MIND
GOD IS LOVE
GOD IS LIGHT
GOD IS MANY AND ALL AND EVERYTHING
BUT GOD IS
FIRST AND FOREMOST
CONSCIOUSNESS
MIND AND HEART AS ONE
AND SO AND THEREFORE
GOD IS MIND
ALONG WITH ALL OF GOD’S OTHER
ADORABLE QUALITIES….SMILES AND HUGS HERE…..
{There’s nothing like hugging GOD
and being hugged by GOD
you really should do your best to try it…smile}
ANYWAY
WE ARE MINDS WITHIN THE ONE, DIVINE MIND
WE ARE BEINGS OF PERCEPTION OF HAVING LIMITED MINDS
BUT OUR MINDS
AS ASPECTS OF THE ONE
REAL AND TRUE
DIVINE MIND
ARE THE PROVING GROUND
OF GOD
WITH AND WITHIN US ALL…
OUR MINDS ARE
IN REAL REALITY
INFINITE AND ETERNAL IN SCOPE
AND POTENTIAL
THE ACTUALIZING OF ALL THAT
IS EXPERIENCED
WITH AND WITHIN OUR EXPERIENCE
OF BEING WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
IN GOD
WITH GOD
AS GOD
BEING WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
AND SO IT IS
AND SO IT IS……
TRULY
IT IS SO……
HUMAN BEINGS USE LESS THAN 10% OF THEIR MINDS
THEIR BRAINS
AS IT WERE
SOME USE MORE
TOO MANY ARE USING LESS…….
BUT IF WE COULD ALL USE MORE OF OUR BRAINS
ACCESS MORE OF OUR MINDS
WHICH IS THE MIND OF GOD
WITH AND WITHIN US
WE COULD INSTANTLY CREATE A STATE OF PARADISE
ON AND UPON AND ALL ACROSS THIS WORLD
JUST BY WANTING IT
THINKING IT
IMAGINING IT
VISUALIZING IT
BELIEVING IT
WE COULD LEARN AND EARN
OUR REAL AND TRUE PLACE IN GOD
WE COULD LEARN WHAT IT IS TO DO AND BE AS GOD IS
AND BE SO………
AND DO SO………
THIS
ALL THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING
HERE AND NOW
RIGHT HERE
RIGHT NOW
IN GOD
THE WILL OF GOD
HOWEVER WE MAY THINK AND FEEL ABOUT OURSELVES
WHATEVER OUR GIVEN CAPACITY
TO THINK AND FEEL AND DO AND BE
AND REALIZE AND BECOME
ALL THAT GOD MEANS FOR US TO BE
AS GOD MEANS FOR US TO BE IT……
THIS
THIS HERE AND NOW
THAT WE ARE ALL EXPERIENCING IN AND WITH GOD
IS MEANT TO PROPEL US TO A NEW AND GREATER UNDERSTANDING AND RECOGNITION
OF ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT LIFE IS
CAN BE
AND WILL BE
FOR ALL AND ANY OF US
AND FOR THIS PLANET
THIS LIVING PLANET
AND THOSE OF US THAT CAN ACCEPT THAT
WILL BE ABLE TO REMAIN AND PROSPER
AND FINALLY
FINALLY FIND OURSELVES
ABLE TO DO WHAT MUST BE DONE
BE WHAT WE ALL MUST BE
DO WHAT WE ALL MUST DO
IN ORDER TO MAKE SUCH A PARADISE
ON AND OF
EARTH SHAN GAIA/URANTIA

ALL THAT WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH
UP TO THE POINT OF OUR NEW BEGINNING
WITH AND WITHIN GOD
HAS BEEN HARD BEYOND WORDS
BUT WHAT IS TO COME
CAN AND WILL BE HARDER
THE ESTABLISHMENT OF THIS PLANET AND ITS PEOPLES
IN THE SOLID STATE
OF LIGHT AND LOVE
LIGHT AND LIFE
IS NO EASY TASK
AND AS ALL AND EVERYTHING
HAS BEEN GIVEN TO US TO DO AND BE SO
AS IT WILL BE
SO MUST IT BE
EVEN NOW
PERCEIVED AS ALREADY BEING
AND AS WE HAVE PREPARED FOR IT…
LET US BE FULLY READY
WHEN THE TIME COMES
HOWEVER SHORT OR LONG
THE REMAINING WAIT MAY BE
I TRULY FEEL THAT IT IS SOONER THAT SOON
NO MORE TALK OF WEEKS OR MONTHS
NOT EVEN DAYS
HERE
NOW
THAT IS MY PRAYERFUL SUPPORT
AS EXEMPLIFIED BY THE LIVING OF MY LIFE
AS MY WORSHIP OF GOD
MY REACTION TO GOD
MY ANSWER TO GOD
AS GOD SEEKS THE ANSWER TO ITS INQUIRY:
WHO AND WHAT AM I
TO YOU?
ANY OF YOU?
ALL OF YOU?
AND HERE WE ALL ARE
BE READY TO ANSWER
AND TO PROVE YOUR ANSWER
BASED UPON THE WAY THAT YOU LIVED
YOUR EXPERIENCE OF LIFE
YOUR PERCEPTION OF BEING AND DOING
IN THIS
SO REAL TO US
EXPERIENCE
OF EXISTENCE AND BEING AND DOING
THAT IS GOD
IT IS ALL GOD ALL THE TIME ANYWHERE
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER
HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!
AMEN AND AMEN
WHAT COMES….COMES
WHAT IS HERE IS HERE
AND ALL AND ANY OF THAT
IS UP TO GOD TO DECIDE
LET US ALL PRAY FOR OUR FREEDOM
OUR ASCENSION
HERE AND NOW
NOW AND HERE
LET IT BE ALL WE WANT
WITH AND IN GOD
AND IN WANTING IT
LET US CREATE IT
ALL IN GOD
ALL WITH GOD
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN!

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18 Responses to OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD RIGHT NOW…….SMILE

  1. Marja's avatar Marja says:

    Lucifer a Christ?
    Lucifer, the Light Bringer a Christ? Maybe, before he fell and his name was changed to Satan, the Adversary.
    See the true meaning of Satan in PJ 22, The Appendix – Terminology…..
    Christ Lucifer, as a name, character or being, if it ever existed, I don’t believe exists any more.
    A being that turned to dark cannot be a Christ that is representative of Light – it is an oxymoron – a word combination of two directly opposite things or ideas which are mutually exclusive, thus defying all reason and logic.
    Can evil coexist with Love? It does, but not in the same being for long – one or the other will prevail.
    It is one of the lessons we came to master – to be aware of its presence/existence around us at all times and to fight it by keeping the balance with the help of The Laws of Balance given to us. To be very aware and not allow it to infiltrate our beings, Ever!
    As evil/dark infiltrated it causes the light to dim – if allowed to remain, the vibrations are slowed/lowered and disintegration sets in through diseases of the body.
    This disintegration if not stopped and reversed will cause the complete disintegration back to the original particles given by the Supreme Creator to give us form – and even down to the disintegration of the Soul.
    This is what I am given to understand,

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    • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

      heh, guess I agree with u for the most part Marja, darkness from the Earth plane sense does lead to deterioration and disease, although I believe one can redeem themselves and come back stronger regarding Lucifer or any dark being, with lessons learned, from darkness to light I suppose. as to the laws of balance, I recognize the basics will always be true but need to expand beyond duality and start making exceptions as new ways and being of existence start to manifest and our expanded into. I allow darkness into my being to master it… and if I fall and fail… I just come back with humble pie *smile*, existence never ends for me and I’ll come back to be me time and again with lessons learned. Heh just listening to some Wolfmother while gelling with u in this moment Marja. Love ya, Eye of the beholder, heh heh, anyway this will suffice for now, hit me back with anything else u want me to read and understand, looking into PJ22 now. thx, peace oot.

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      • Marja's avatar Marja says:

        If you play with fire, you get burned.
        The Laws of Balance are complete, fixed and immutable – IN ALL DIMENSIONS.
        You break them they break you – NO CHOOSING, NO EXCEPTIONS.
        You will not expand beyond duality if you break the LAW and may fail and fall into the void.

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        • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

          Thanks but I’m going to see beyond this simple approach and maybe be a fire juggler with all kinds of different flames, to each their own. If u wanna limit yourself to fixed laws, that’s on u, I’ll expand thank you very much. I’m not scared of trips to the void heh but judge all u like, let’s see where we take this Marja.

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          • KIBODABI's avatar kibodabi says:

            Sometimes…….sometimes…sometimes even most of the time…..(smile)
            simple is best…..
            too many people fail to realize just how intricate and exquisite simplicity really is……
            take karma, for instance….
            an automatic mechanism that is designed simply [heheheh] to keep balance……
            what goes around comes around…….and all that……and it works…..
            here’s the thing
            duality is a realm of choices….CHOICES…..
            THIS MEANS THAT YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THE CHOICES AVAILABLE!
            There is a reason for this
            It is so that the inhabitants of such a realm…learn….
            By making choices and experiencing the consequences of those choices
            they learn how to best get the things they desire in their…..
            experience of life
            it matters not whether they think/feel that they are wholly material beings
            having a material experience
            or they think/feel that they are totally spiritual beings
            having a material experience
            there are still the details of the experience of the whole thing……
            cause and effect
            which is very important, by the way………..
            BEHOLD THE EXTRES!
            LIGHT OR DARK
            LOVE OR FEAR
            WITH GOD OR AGAINST GOD
            …GOD OR NO GOD…
            stuff like that……..
            you
            my beloved friend
            seem to want to walk the tightrope
            while claiming to have a foot on each side
            the only question that remains is
            which side will you fall on?
            and yet and still you are love
            you claim to be love
            and I have experienced it in you
            I see it
            I feel it
            I know you are that
            but and yet and still
            you want to scoop up the dark side and play with it
            for you feel that it is just a toy to play with
            to take and pick apart
            to see what makes it work….
            which is all well and good
            IF you have the overall balance
            that is necessary to do so
            spiritually, mentally, emotionally
            to keep one’s balance to stay focused on the light
            while you dip into the darkness
            is a…well…helluva thing to be able to do
            I can’t
            I don’t even try
            perhaps I could if I wanted to badly enough
            it’s just that I don’t want to
            I want light
            I want even more light
            I want love and more love
            I want ascension
            freedom
            I want GOD’S WILL
            over and in and through and around
            an from within and without
            center and source with all and everything
            I want that as my life and being and existence
            as my means
            as my way
            as my understanding
            as my knowledge
            as my purpose………
            That being said
            the Will of THE ONE
            has Its own reason and reasons for what it requires
            for the whole of creation
            to be IT’S fullest expression of ITSELF……
            as I have learned
            sometimes what looks like the wrong thing
            is actually the right thing
            because of the effects that it causes…..
            so there’s that……..
            But and still….
            I have learned
            through my own experience
            …and experience may vary
            from individual to individual…..
            so this is something that I have learned
            from my own, unique individual experience…..

            CHOICE IS IMPORTANT
            AND FOLLOWING THROUGH ON YOUR CHOICE AND CHOICES
            IS EVEN MORE IMPORTANT THAN MAKING THE CHOICE ITSELF
            FOR THAT IS WHAT MAKES IT
            EXPERIENCE…….

            YOU CANNOT SAY TO ANOTHER
            WHO IS GOD AS MUCH AS YOU ARE
            I LOVE AND I FEAR YOU
            THEREFORE I HATE YOU
            THAT IS NOT A CHOICER
            THAT REFUSING TO MAKE THE CHOICE
            YOU CAN’T JUGGLE BOTH SIDES
            AND EXPECT TO PASS THROUGH THE PORTAL MEANT FOR EITHER ONE
            ALL YOU WILL DO IS HOLD YOURSELF BACK FROM PROGRESSING
            FROM EVOLVING
            AND ENTERING INTO THE REALMS WHERE DUALITY IS NOT A NORM
            DUALITY IS NOT EVEN A CONSIDERATION
            FOR THERE ARE REALMS WHERE ALL IS LIGHT AND LIGHT IS ALL
            AND THE SAME GOES FOR DARKNESS
            IT MATTERS NOT THE SHADES OF GREAY IN-BETWEEN
            ALL OF THOSE EXIST HERE
            THAT IS WHY WE ARE HERE
            TO DEAL WITH ALL OF THAT
            AND TO DISCERN AND TO CHOOSE ONE WAY OR THE OTHER
            WHICH WAY WE WANT TO GO
            YOU MAY WANT TO EXPLORE
            BUT I IMPLORE YOU TO CONSIDER
            THAT THE TIME FOR SUCH IS SHORT
            AND THE GATE
            WHILE OPEN NOW
            WILL CLOSE
            AND AFTER IT CLOSES
            IT WILL BE A VERY LONG FUCKING TIME
            BEFORE IT OPENS AGAIN……
            SO THERE’S THAT…….
            and here’s the thing
            we all have to do what we all have to do
            in order to get to where it is that we are compelled to go
            that we have to go to and towards
            in order to get to where we really and truly need to be
            in order to fulfill Holy Will
            THAT HOLY WILL OF GOD
            GOD
            THE ONE
            THAT GOD
            WITH AND IN AND THROUGH ITS CHIRST MICHAEL ATON
            SUPREME, UNCONDITIONAL, UNIVERSAL SOVEREIGN OF NEABADON
            THE UNIVERSE OF HIS OWN MAKING
            and may GOD make it so through Him
            that the experience will come
            when we will be the same
            as sovereign creators and rulers of our own universes
            and then creators of our own Grand Creations
            and of Multiverses
            and Omniverses
            ALL IN THE ONE
            ALL IN THE ONE
            FOR THERE IS NOTHING BUT THE ONE
            AMEN

            now
            consider this question….
            Are you lost, Neo?

            moving on…….
            to other considerations
            if there is or was or will be some kid named Lucifer
            that achieves and attends to
            and walks the path to Christ
            and completes and fulfills the journey
            and is given by GOD to hold the title and responsibilities
            of a Christed being
            for one that has earned the right
            to have the Christ spirit bestowed upon them
            as GOD has determined and declared
            for bestowal is not up to us
            not you
            not me
            bestowal is up to GOD
            and so it is
            and so it goes…….
            but so and then and still
            then and there and somewhere that is not here
            right now……in this place….at this time….
            but in that place
            yes…surely
            Christ Lucifer it is
            and GOD BLESS HIM OR HER ALWAYS!!!!!

            in the meantime
            we are here
            and the name and word
            and vibration and frequency
            and energy and meaning an value
            of the word Lucifer
            the name Lucifer
            is not something that can be joined with Christ
            at least
            not as far as the experience of Lucifer in this universe
            Lucifer, the system sovereign
            Lucifer the headstrong
            Lucifer the stubborn
            Lucifer the rebel
            Lucifer the fallen
            Lucifer the insane
            Lucifer the incarcerated
            Lucifer the uncreated
            and uncreated he was….
            that much I know
            that much I am assured of……..
            here’s another thing……
            it is all well and good
            with those of us
            that existed on….
            higher levels
            at the time
            to be friends with Lucifer
            he was a good guy, after all
            before he refused the…grid….
            not just went off the grid
            he refused it….
            but that’s a…..
            post for another day…….
            Lucifer rebelled
            against the Will of GOD
            THE WILL OF GOD
            and nothing
            nothing can supersede or overcome…THAT
            THE WILL OF GOD IS ABSOLUTE AND SUPREME AND ULTIMATE
            AND UNCONDITIONAL
            the problem is that those of us that are here
            in this realm
            at this time
            tend to view concepts
            such as
            unconditional
            as being tyranny
            Sobeit
            if there are those that think/feel
            that such a being as this…..GOD
            GOD THE ONE
            is simply a tyranny of values
            for all of those that would seek to pit their relative concepts and thoughts/feelings
            against the absolute…knowledge…of GOD
            exemplified through THE WILL OF GOD
            then be my guest
            me?
            I PREFER TO SURRENDER TO GOD
            AND ACCEPT GOD’S will
            AND DO MY BEST
            TO LEARN
            AS BEST I CAN
            TO ACT WITH AND WITHIN IT
            THAT I MAY
            ONE DAY
            BE MORE THAN A CHARACTER PLAYED BY GOD
            I LONG TO ACT AS GOD ACTS
            AND BE AS GOD IS
            AS I WAS PROMISED
            BY GOD ITSELF
            AND SO I SHALL
            AND SO I SHALL
            AS LONG AS I CAN ADHERE TO THE GREAT SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE
            INFINITE AND ETERNAL
            AS LONG AS I AM WILLING TO ENDURE IT
            WITH ALL MY MIND AND STRENGTH
            MY BODY AND SOUL
            MY LIFE AND BEING
            TO REACH THE GOAL
            THAT ETERNAL AND INFINITE GOAL
            THAT WILL ALLOW ME TO BE
            AS GOD IS
            AND DO AS GOD DOES
            TO DO AS BEING IS
            FOR THERE IS ONLY ONE BEING
            AND THAT IS GOD
            THAT IS REALITY
            TRUE AND REAL REALITY
            AND I WANT
            I
            WANT
            I WANT TO DO AND BE
            ALL AND EVERYTHING
            THAT THAT BEING WANTS AND NEEDS ME TO DO AND BE
            AND NOTHING ELSE
            I WANT ONLY TO BE AND DO AND FULFILL ITS WILL FOR ME
            AS I AM
            AS IT HAS THOUGHT OF ME
            AS IT HAS DESIGNED ME TO BE AND TO DO
            FOR THAT IS WHAT I AM
            AND THAT IS ALL THAT I AM
            FOR WITHOUT THAT THING
            THAT THING THAT IS GOD
            WITHOUT GOD
            TO THINK OF ME
            AND IN THAT THOUGHT OF ME
            TO STAY WITH ME
            TO SUPPORT ME
            TO UPHOLD ME
            TO BEHOLD ME
            TO SUSTAIN ME
            AND MAINTAIN ME
            I WOULD NOT BE NOW
            AND IF THE ONE HAD NEVER DONE SO
            I COULD NOT BE NOW
            FOR I WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN
            AND SO IT IS WITH ALL AND EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US
            AND SO IT IS WITH YOU
            AND SO IT IS WITH ME
            AND SO IT…WAS
            WITH LUCIFER
            AND YET AND BUT AND STILL YOU CLING TO THE NOTION
            THAT YOU CAN DETERMINE YOUR OWN EXISTENCE
            EVEN BEFORE YOU HAVE EARNED THE RIGHT TO DO AND BE SO
            BY ENDURING THE GREAT SPIRAL PATH
            YOU WANT TO SAY THAT YOU CAN BE BOTH GOOD AND EVIL
            YOU WANT TO SAY THAT YOU CAN BE BOTH GOOD AND BAD
            YOU WANT TO SAY THAT YOU CAN BE LIGHT AND DARK
            ALL AT THE SAME TIME
            BUT THAT ONLY CREATES
            A SHADE OF GREY…..
            AND THE TIME COMES WHEN ALL SHADES OF GREY
            WILL BE WIPED AWAY
            AND THERE IS AND WILL BE
            ONLY THAT WHICH MATTERS MOST
            IN THE REALM AND REALMS OF DUALITY
            THE STRUGGLE OF…..LEARNING
            LEARNING THROUGH ALL THE CHOICES THAT ARE OFFERRED……

            and you can juggle the different fires
            that burn you all you want
            but eventually you will have to decide
            which one to hold in your hands
            both hands
            one flame in both hands
            and that
            that is not a point you have truly reached yet
            for you
            you still think that GOD is not what GOD is
            that GOD
            who thinks the One Thought
            of all and everything
            and all parts and aspects of it all
            that GOD
            if GOD ever stops thinking of a thing
            that IT has created
            then that thing would cease to exist…
            it is as
            simple
            wholly as
            simple
            very, very simple
            and as
            simple as that…
            that is all that it takes
            and know
            that the decision comes not from the Creator
            but from the created one……..
            the created one simply saw the truth of the matter
            and realized that it would be better off
            recycled…….
            the energy of GODTHOUGHT
            that was put into it
            could be better recycled
            produced and used to create something fully and wholly better
            a thing of light instead of darkness
            is that so hard for you to understand and accept?
            or will you still insist upon saying that GOD
            GOD
            BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING AND THEN SOME
            JUST THROUGH PURE CONSCIOUSNESS ALONE
            WHO HOLD AND BEHOLDS AND UPHOLDS
            THE WHOLE CREATION OF CREATIONS
            AND THE WHOLE REALITY OF REALITIES
            WITH AND WITHIN ITSELF
            AS IT CAN
            AS IT DOES
            AS IT WILLS
            AND THERE IS NO OTHER
            NOR GREATER WILL
            TO SUPERCEDED IT
            IN ANY OF EVERY THING
            THAT EXISTS
            FOR ALL THAT EXISTS
            IS BUT AN IOTA OF ITS THOUGHT AND FEELING
            AND BEING AND DOING
            AND ALL THAT AND THEN SOME
            AND SO ON AND SO FORTH
            AND THERE YOU GO
            AND HERE WE ARE
            AND TI IS WHAT IT IS
            AND EVERYTHING IS EVERTYHING
            AND ALL THAT
            AND SO
            I want you to consider that you are like unto a child
            a child that is playing a game
            that child is playing a game of choice
            but the child wants to choose both sides of the line
            as it walks the line
            down the path of its life
            in and with GOD
            and the child says that it is thinking about its parent
            but it does not act like it
            for it veers as they will to veer
            leaning to whatever side of the line
            between the realms fof light and dark
            that I chooses to do and be so
            at any given time
            based upon its own thoughts and feeling on the matter
            at any given time in their experience of it
            and yet and but and still
            it doesn’t really see the gate ahead
            it doesn’t see the camels ahead
            going through the eyes of the needles
            it doesn’t see
            how the gate before them narrows even more…..
            they are dancing
            they are exploring
            they are joyous in being alive
            and they
            they are unawares and unconcerned
            simply…hehe.
            simply because they are simply that……
            and yet and but and then and still
            while there are many that surely fit this scenario
            I see and say differently about you
            for I have seen you
            and I have heard you
            and I have felt you
            and I know
            the plans for you
            that were laid out for you
            since before the beginning of creation and so
            here and now
            I say to you…..
            as dictated by THE ONE:

            “ye are a true child of GOD, THE ONE
            ye laugh
            ye play
            ye see the worlds of being and doing
            through the eyes of the innocent heart
            that children bear within them
            and ye have endured as a child with that same love
            for all and everything and everyone
            and soon
            all too soon
            that world will end
            and you will be expected to take your place
            and your acceptance of
            THE WILL OF THE ONE
            THE WAY OF THE ONE
            THE LOVE OF THE ONE
            THE LIGHT OF THE ONE
            will leave you no other ground to walk on and upon
            other than that
            and so
            leave the playful explorations of the dark and the darkness behind you
            and stay in the light
            THE LIGHT THAT WAS ALWAYS MEANT FOR YOU
            trip not
            falter not
            fall not
            be not lost at this time
            for even as the sheepdog finds you
            after all of this
            for you have been delivered into the scent of the sheepdog
            and the eyes of the shepherd have found you
            if you continue to run playfully into further darkness
            how can you be brought back through the gate
            before it closes?
            For afterwards
            ye shall have to wait another series of thousands of years
            to be able to do and be so……again
            and then….how will you be?
            the place is here
            the time is now
            for you to ascend
            stay in light
            be in light
            be blessed in and with GOD
            with and within you and all around you
            and stay blessed in GOD
            with and within you and all around you

            that is all
            this message has been delivered
            amen
            I am
            I am I
            I am who and what I am
            I am I
            I am
            I
            amen
            amen
            amen
            Sobeit
            Soitis.

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            • Cooy/Clayton's avatar Cooy/Clayton says:

              Thank you Kibo, I’ll do the work within and see where this goes, just a little bruised pride, to be expected time to time. Maybe I am just a “simple” child *smile*, I’ll let my life speak for itself when I can share it from a soul level. Just playing the odd man out… I think it’s the role “god” wants for me right now. I guess I don’t mind getting burnt if it can help anyone else in some way. 1 or zero eh? No 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9? I think I like the middle as much as the zeros and 1’s, if u think u know what role I’m supposed to play better than *crazy laughter* “us”

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              • KIBODABI's avatar kibodabi says:

                0
                0.9
                0.99.
                0.999
                so many shades of grey between the light and the dark
                please to consider
                that
                while you may be…..
                whatever you are
                in this here and now that you are experiencing
                the thing
                the being that you were
                before you came here
                makes all the difference in the world
                the situation that you find yourself in
                here an now
                may be unfamiliar
                and what you do with it is up to you
                and GOD in and with and through you
                but and then and still
                the very fact that you are such high being
                makes all the difference in the world……..
                at least
                for your experience in this world
                keep going
                straight to the line of promise
                you’re good
                you have less obstacles than most of us
                certainly me….
                just
                keep going
                and you will see…….smile
                love ya!
                GOD BLESS YA!
                KIBO

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        • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

          I’ll let the song speak for me and go beyond within, meet me on that bridge Marja? 🙂

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  2. Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

    Hey Kibo, just wanna open up a convo for anyone wanting to take me up on it about the concept of “Christ Lucifer” (covers for the flak cannons *smile*). Is this really so “wrong” to state such a thing? is it like stating love and hate cant exist in the same frequency? I’ve done the work within… and love and hate can create neutrality when combined, I hear it in my mind all the time in the Aum chant. black and white creating grey and the myriad of analogy’s u can use to come to the same conclusion. Gunna leave it at that for now, gunna put some poetry I wrote up, think 1 of these is already on Kibos blog somewhere, if all 3 already are, I apologize but it just gives one a glimpse into my mind and what I/We/God/Love/The universe is here to express, atleast through this particular conduit, I might make some more poetry in the future but I’m pretty content just chilling and spending my days with Baba and listening to music. So here’s the pieces:

    1. A Story:
    A man of Earth to meet and Andromedan beauty in a dream
    Their tale of lust and adventure just beginning
    Time would pass strangely, forging a bond to last eternity
    A difficult past haunting me from beyond the grave
    Tuning into the right frequency proved not so easy
    Grinding, slogging through the days, the ultimate betrayal always a breath away
    Yet soldier on I must, hoping for better days
    With music to inspire me, I roamed freely, finding purpose and meaning
    An angel on one shoulder, a demon on the other
    Trips to the ward, learning slowly and anything but patiently
    The bond stretched to it’s limits, breaking and renewing constantly
    Friends from the stars looking on curiously
    The blade tempering wickedly and yet peacefully
    Loves voice offering comfort and support
    Wisdom seeping in slowly but surly
    The soul mastering the clock and perfect unity
    A simple being finding itself through its ongoing voyage
    Steering the ship much more cautiously and precisely
    Mastery sinking in with help from the light
    An infinite number of past lives humbled gracefully
    Back home with Baba now, my odyssey coming to a close
    Runes of magic flitter, beckoning lovingly
    The taste of redemption guiding one on heavenly
    Choirs sing of notes unknown, trusting the process and plan
    Christ’s smile always with me

    Heh, reflecting on this story I realize how much it actually is Lucifers and mine, past 12 years or so of my life summed up in 25 or so sentences 🙂 wrote this at my grandma and grandpas not to long before my grandpa died, I know he’s happy where he is.

    2. Cooy’s poem of the universe:
    Soul delight is always within sight
    Vibes so true and free
    Returning to the universal father humbled before thee
    Growing, expanding into infinity and eternity
    Never ending cycles of perfect spiritual symmetry
    Humanity take flight, reaching for the truth and light
    Blissful sacred geometry fulfilling god’s purpose of unity
    Knowledge on a tree returned 100 fold to you and me
    Musical insight from gods heart beating love and truth for all to hear and see
    A gamers tale of a roman legionary redeemed through light, to be forever set free
    Earth mother plundered no more, returned to pristine beauty
    Man looking in the mirror knowing he is whole and complete
    A new chapter of hope and peace revealing it’s glory for all to feel within
    New magical colours explode on the scene, unfolding a tale so serene
    Abuse, torture, misery rendered out of date and obsolete
    Christ returns to fulfill a promise made to humanity
    Earth mother shudders and shake all not in alignment with their heart, sent back to make a fresh start
    Keys of the omniverse unlock our destiny, echoing on for all eternity

    Wrote this one on my last trip to the ward, really came outta my shell that go, heh. Cooy was my cat and best friend for 17 years of my life, love him with all my heart 🙂

    3. Baba/Grandfather
    Grandfather I love thee
    Your home in the Pleaides
    Returning me to whence I came
    Forever to be free
    As a grandson that desired to serve thee
    My home is your amongst the stars
    Future generations will speak of us all
    Blessings be unto thee from your hear and soul in the Pleiades
    The stars so bright in your eyes
    I am complete and whole, I know unending bliss
    From the stars we came to find a new birth place, Mother Earth
    Friends come and go to return with lessons learned
    The bliss of the soul rests in eternity
    Crazy kitty comes out of the attic
    The shepherd dog comes home
    An old friend is renewed
    Another friend is winding down as a life well lived
    A white rose roams the universe
    A cold blooded friend from the south raises his young
    My baba within is so powerful and channels his rage to serve love
    A friend once in fear finds her dignity
    A brother and sister serving through their strength in unity
    Hearts, souls and spirits connected through a loving family
    An aura of redemption saved me from pain and misery
    Time mocks me no more and returns as a friend from the start
    The Matriarch and Patriarch return
    The music around the house echoed on beautifully

    This last one was hard near the end…. way to personal to explain, asked grandpa and mother earth for help, needed a drink of water while crying *smile*

    peace oot Kibo, love ya man 🙂

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    • KIBODABI's avatar kibodabi says:

      sigh….I will wait to see what others have to say before throwing my two cents into the pot……please to go for it with gusto…..although I tell you this person is more than they seem….this conversation is something they…and thus we, all need to have….for many reasons…..but that’s me…..you guys…..well…I will wait to see……smile…

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    • KIBODABI's avatar kibodabi says:

      with love to cooy…….
      yeh…I know I said…
      but I can’t help myself…..smile
      two opening…[salvos?…heheheh]
      for now
      just because….
      query:
      what is your definition of Lucifer
      and what is your definition of Christ
      ?
      just for clarification………
      smile
      I love stuff like this
      if only because
      it’s something different to deal with…
      and so
      for you others
      give careful thought before you go into this….
      it means more than you may think……
      not something you want to get into
      based upon popular theory….
      in my estimation
      or imho….
      but that’s me
      fire indiscriminately
      if that is what you desire…..
      that is all…..for now
      anyways…..
      thanks……
      kibo

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      • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

        heh heh, thx for the gentle approach man. To me Lucifer was a being that made choices that eventually lead to “evil”, although to be fair evil has always been in creation and can never truly die… although to the individual, evil can be banished from their consciousness… atleast for sometime according to my perception of things, maybe even eternity if u want it that way… but than ur eternity becomes a bubble lacking the mastery of the dark if u chose to just obliterate it and we get a single omniverse that cant expand itself. Maybe I’m completely wrong, if u feel I am, just say so… but I truly feel grandpa working through me… so, say what ya gotta say, we’ll see how this all gels 🙂 I assure u I am dedicated to love through and through, otherwise I wouldn’t be here and I wouldn’t be able to stand on my own 2 feet without loves support, that being said I also believe in exploring my ego to the point of mastery in a setting where I hurt no one (unless we both really sign up for the experience of pain and suffering in our hearts). sadly a lot of people these days seem to be getting there ego bashing them in the face because of all the shitty negative choices people make on a day to day basis, people don’t seem to understand that all that gossip and mean spiritedness eventually manifests in the physical, even if just a thought at one point, karma/cause and effect, pretty simple but overlooked and not understood by many on this planet. Guess it boils down to, do u want to master ur thoughts and all that u r? I feel I’m on that path and do my best everyday to live a love based life, Lucifer and his experience just helps with that, like everyone and everything I encounter *smile*, gunna go play some D3 now, thx for taking any of this into consideration, anyone who reads here.

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        • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

          Guess I should also define Christ for u, before I take off. one word Kibo, “Love” and that includes Lucifer and anything he ever represented and thought, cause I know the dude is capable of redeeming himself, we all get eternity to play our roles if we so choose and like an old comfortable jacket, we sometimes come back to it and slip it on.

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          • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

            Adding another salvo *smile*, did a lil walkitation with my mom (walking and meditating while chanting). To me Lucifer is just another friend who chose a different path, like we all have free will to choose our own path, his path leads back to home just like everyone else’s, just in a different way, same goes for all of us, to me no one or anything can truly die, no matter how powerful u think god may be Kibo, god cant destroy an aspect of itself (I’ve run into this scenario constantly with my soulmate, just impossible). I guess I’m both wrong and right eh? God is the ultimate catch 22, exists without existing when looked at from a certain angle but exists for all eternity to those looking in that direction to. It’s like I fully agree with u Kibo and fully disagree with u at the same time, its like there’s no other way for me to be but to play all the roles if I’m being truly honest with myself and am “being god”, I have nothing to hide 🙂 I AM THAT I AM and ALL IS or as Kibo likes to say GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD. So I’ll just be 0 (Christ or Lucifer) and 1 (Christ or Lucifer again), getting along with itself *smile*, peace oot bro.

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            • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

              to rich beloveds, to rich *smile* turned my dance DVD on with Richard Simmons, first song:

              https://ca.video.search.yahoo.com/search/video?fr=sfp&p=he%27s+a+rebel+lyrics#id=51&vid=8f03fb4751bd091865b7c3bda28ccb9d&action=click

              Father always loves all his children, maybe we should do the same? or not just sayin, don’t mind me 🙂 atleast love yourselves if u cant love all of god’s children beloveds

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              • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

                need to laugh at myself here and share the gamer vibe, HOW MANY SALVOS I NEED KIBO?!?! GOING DOOM MARINE ON THIS SHIT!!! *dudes face when he’s taken 80+% dmg and has the chaingun on hold* lmao, I’m sucha loser 🙂 life’s a lil to sweet right now, “don’t bring me down!”

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                • Cooy74/Clayton's avatar Cooy74/Clayton says:

                  heh heh heh, just letting the feedback loop hit me *smile*

                  https://ca.video.search.yahoo.com/search/video?fr=sfp&p=youtube+judas+priest+rock+forever#id=1&vid=9d2801197ad5b62c4793b92f9f457671&action=click

                  When the day is over,
                  I like to ease my mind
                  By jucin’ up my system,
                  With the beat of a heavy kind
                  I smack a bottle open,
                  I crank the hi-fi high
                  I’m in-a seventh heaven
                  Ooh I can touch the sky

                  I’m in love, so in love
                  And I can’t stop talking ’bout my rock forever

                  It’s got the movin’ to me,
                  Just that I can’t explain,
                  It’s like a brilliant sunshine,
                  After standing in the pouring rain
                  My skin begins to tingle,
                  Ooh right on down my back.
                  It’s really got me fevered,
                  Pounding my senses flat.

                  I’m in love, so in love
                  And I can’t stop talking ’bout my rock forever

                  Rock rock rock forever
                  Rock rock rock forever
                  Rock rock rock forever
                  Rock rock rock forever
                  I can’t stop talkin’ about
                  Rock
                  Now get it right, boys

                  So when you get those blue days,
                  Here’s just what to do
                  Switch into this lifeline
                  And feel it rushing through
                  Before you know it, blue days
                  Are better left behind
                  By juicin’ up your system
                  With this beat of a heavy kind

                  I’m in love, so in love
                  And I can’t stop talking ’bout my
                  Rock forever rock forever
                  I’m gonna rock forever.

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