JOURNAL ENTRY 3:
What?
You thought it was over?………..
This is the assignment I just finished grokking…..do with it as you will and as best you can:
The assignment was to realize and recognize certain statements of self as consciousness realities….
Each statement had to be incorporated into my own, personal reality meme before I could move on to the next one
This is the list in order:
1. I AM AN INCREDIBLY POWERFUL BEING.
2. I AM AN INCREDIBLY POWERFUL SPIRIT BEING.
3. I AM AN INCREDIBLY POWERFUL DIVINE SPIRIT BEING.
4. I AM AN INCREDIBLY POWERFUL DIVINE SPIRIT BEING HUMAN.
5. I AM AN INCREDIBLY POWERFUL DIVINE SPIRIT BEING HUMAN BEING GOD ON EARTH.
6. I AM AN INCREDIBLY POWERFUL DIVINE SPIRIT BEING HUMAN BEING GOD ON EARTH IN THIS UNIVERSE.
7. I AM AN INCREDIBLY PWOERFUL DIVINE SPIRIT BEING HUMAN BEING GOD ON EARTH IN THIS UNIVERSE AND THE WHOLE OF CREATION.
That’s it….that’s all………it takes time to incorporate such concepts into one’s being……but I assure you that this is the truth of who and what you are…..you….yes, you…….this is not just for me…this is for you.
This is for you to determine as to whether or not you are able and willing to incorporate such an understanding of who and what you are into your own personal vision and understanding of yourself being who and what you are…be it in and within GOD, or however you feel about it…
It is a matter of whether or not you are willing to accept such a thing into your own consciousness and understand yourself as exactly what these…..understandings…these realities…of self….your self…the self of humanity, the self of God that is in all of us…..what they mean to you…what they are to you…what they can be to and for you………what they are with you and, more importantly, what they are in you and for you and to you and…of course…with you……
This is GOD.
This is GOD in all things…..you are a thing, after all, so you are definitely included……see?
Anyway…..the next and present assignment is waaay fucking deeper…..i hesitate to inform any of you about it…….
Sigh……….
But I have to…no matter what any of you have to say about me and concerning me or whatever….
I am who and what I am……
I am, at least, My Self……in GOD…..and that is all I need, is it not?
So……you read this and consider it
And consider whether or not you want to venture to try such a thing for yourself…..
Trust me…it ain’t as easy as it looks
You have to say it to yourself over and over and over and over….and over
As many times as you can
Throughout the day
Any day
Everyday
You have to keep your mind on it
You have to know that it is the truth of the reality of your existence and being in GOD
You have to keep telling yourself over and over
Repeat hundreds of times a day to yourself until it sinks in and become a part of you
Until it becomes you
And then and only then can you go on to the next step.
You have to start at the first and end with the last
No skipping
Trust me…you don’t want to do that….smile……..
And when you finish, you will see what I mean…..
But you will be there…and that will be all that matters……
Now…….
I am already in the middle of the next and present assignment……..
It involves an understanding of a thing that many people have a manipulated opinion of….that is negative, by the way……
I am talking about magic….real magic
Do you have any idea what real magic is?
It is not magic as you have come to know it or think about it…..
But because of past propaganda on the matter that has been promulgated by the dark…..
Very few of us have any real clue about what it really is……
Mind you…the dark knows and makes sure to make the most of it….
They are always striving to gain the greatest advantage over us…their adversary……
As GOD is their adversary, so are all of those that stand with GOD
Mind you…..this is an all or nothing situation…
There is nothing in-between……..
That’s all there is to it
There is all or there is nothing
That is the game that the adversary of GOD is playing
And GOD has obliged…because GOD knows the end even from before the beginning……..
So it’s all good in GOD because it’s all GOD all the time…….ok?
Meanwhile…back at the ranch……
I will give you …a clue……
To help you prepare for what comes next in this thing……
And I hope and pray that it helps….
Sigh…..breathe deep..1…2……sigh…..
Okay
Here we go….
NOW……
I have been led to studying magic….not for the sake of doing or experimenting with any of the rituals….but just knowing what it really is…..I’ve been doing this for forty fucking years….
And the only real and true example and understanding that I have ever found has been written by
Franz Bardon, in a trilogy of works that explains all and everything perfectly clearly and in a way that anyone….any one, if they are willing to do the work that it takes, can master any and all things in GOD…
But it is a helluvalotta work…….there is no way I could do it…..
Maybe…just maybe…I I was a teenager….heck….a child of ten or twelve…..and if I had the will and discipline to start on that path….just maybe…maybe I could do it…….
Yeah…it’s just that much to deal with……it is that deep and heavy…
It takes that much effort……..but this is the real deal here
And so I have been studying it for the theory of it
The basis of it
The understanding behind it…
And this is what I have found to be the case……
THAT WHOLE …GOD IS CONSCIOUSNESS THING IS VERY, VERY TRUE AND REAL……
MAGIC IS A MATTER OF IMAGINATION AND WILL AND INTENTION…..
YOU HAVE TO NOT JUST BELIVE A THING…BUT KNOW IT TO BE TRUE….
THE HUMAN BEING IS, INDEED GOD ON EARTH AND IN THE UNIVERSE AND CREATION…..
IN MAGIC THE MAGICIAN IS THE EMBODIMENT OF GOD THAT HOLDS ALL OF THE QUALITIES AND ASPECTS AND POWER AND SUPPORT OF GOD….
THE HIERARCHIES ARE BALANCED ON BOTH SIDES…LIGHT AND DARK…AND IT ALL SERVS GOD….
IT IS ALL SUBSERVIENT TO GOD….
THE MAGICIAN STANDS IN THE CIRCLE AS THE REPRESENTAIVE OF GOD
WITH ALL OF GODS POWER AND AUTHORITY
BACKED AND SUPPORTED BY GOD…….
THE REAL AND TRUE MAGICIAN HAS TO KNOW THAT THAT IS WHAT THEY ARE
THROUGH CAREFUL TRAINING AND PREPERATION OF MIND AND BODY AND HEART AND SOUL….
THE REAL AND TRUE MAGICIAN CAN BRING ALL THINGS MADE BY GOD UNDER THEIR CONTROL…..BE THEY ANGELS OR DEMONS
WHATEVER THE LEVELS OF BEINGS ON BOTH SIDES MAY BE
THE TRUE AND REAL MAGIACIAN CAN BE FOUND WORTHY OF THEIR SERVICE…
AND THAT, WITHOUT QUESTION, AS THE REAL AND TRUE MAGICIAN HAS PROVEN HIS REPRESENTATION OF GOD AS AND IN AND WITH HIMSELF……THE SERVE….
FOR THE ENTITIES OF THE REALMS OF SPIRITUAL/CONSCIOUSNESS UNDERSTANDING
ALL SERVE GOD
THEY ALL BEND THE KNEE TO GOD
THEIR CREATOR
THEIR MAKER
THE VERY REAL REASON FOR THEIR BEING AND EXISTENCE…….
AND ANY MAGICIAN THAT CAN STAND IN THE CIRCLE AS GOD ON EARTH DESERVES THEIR SERVICE AND OBEDIENCE…..
SUCH ARE THE RULES OF THE GAME
MIND YOU
THERE ARE SORCERERS AND NECROMANCERS…
LESSER BEINGS OF LESSER UNDERSTANDINGS…PRETENDERS TO THE THRONE…
THAT THEY HAVE NOT DONE THE WORK TO ACHIEVE AND OBTAIN AND FULFILL…..
THESE ARE THE BEINGS THAT, MORE OFTEN AND ALWAYS…FALL INTO THE TRAPS AND PITFALLS THAT COME WITH IGNORANCE OF THE REALITY OF THEIR SITUATION….
AND THAT IS WHY THEY ARE MERE SORCERERS AND NECROMANCERS…AND OTHERS AND WORSE….
BUT THAT IS NEITHER HERE NOR THERE….
YOU SHOULD GET AND REALIZE THE PICTURE THAT I AM PAINTING FOR YOU…
YES?
NO?
MAYBE?
THINK ABOUT IT…IT’S UP TO YOU……
The point that I am trying to make, right now…anyway…..
Is that imagination is a powerful thing
The training to be a true and real magician involves, not just physical and mental training
But spiritual training……..
You have to do the work
The work is within
And your imagination is with and within you
You have to truly and really imagine that you are doing the things that you are striving to do
That you are learning to do
That YOU are doing
That YOU are doing over and over and over and over and over and over….
Until you can see it and feel it and taste it and hear it and feel it
And yes…it involves all of these things and more…..
This is the real deal
This is the real shit…
The way
The power to work with GOD
The forces of GOD
As GOD sees fit with and within you
That is the real and true magician
Those that are selfish
Fall and fail and are taken by the very methods of the many and diverse beings that they hope to contact and communicate and work with it
But
Because they are weak in spirit in GOD…
They fail and fall victim to their very own machinations….
Make no mistake
This is what the dark has been doing for a long, long, long time
They have made contracts with such beings
Elementals and such among the levels of the hierarchies……..
And even if they can only afford to stay with the demons……so shall they do
As it helps them to succeed until those very same demonic entities find a way to overcome them and enthrall them to their wills and not even their own wills nor the will of GOD…
And so be it
For they sought such from the beginning
And the end was known even before the beginning….and so it is
But I am here to tell you
That you mind
Your heart and soul and mind as one….
You imagination is absolute….in this thing…
People do not seem to understand that what it is that we imagine…is the reality the we make…..
Our lives our magic made reality
That is what we are
GOD ON EARTH…..
And the mind, and thus, the imagination of GOD in us, any of us, all of us
Is what we have made of ourselves
At any given moment in time and space
Let each and every moment in time and space be one that
Either we choose in our willingness to serve GOD
Or be one of GOD’S WILL in us
To serve as GOD sees fit for any and each of us to serve
That
This
All of it
It is all who and what we are in this thing
And that is the best that I can tell you for now….
I am still making all of this, my own
I am still working to own such a thing, as it is, for myself and my self
Being who and what I am
And being who and what I am in GOD
And with GOD
And for GOD
Do all that you can to do all that you can for and with GOD….
This is what you are here to do and to be
The more you can do
The more you can comprehend
The more that you are willing to learn and, in fact of being…actually learn
The more that you can actually do, as a result of…
The better
The better for you
The better for us all
The better for GOD…..
For it is on fully expressing GOD in and through and for and around us…
That we truly show our place in all that GOD is…….
Be that…
Let your light shine
Leave it on
All the time
Leave your brights on
On the highway
That fast track that those of you that have discovered and chose to ride
With and in and within GOD
Simply because you see all and everything as exactly that…..
Being with and in and within and…for GOD….
That is all for now
Think about it
And let me learn more
Let me learn enough to share with you…more……
And I promise that I will…
a.s.a.p.
As best I can
Smile
Hey
Lol
My boot camp is your boot camp…..
Whatdoyousay…huh?…huh!?
Nevermind……lol…..
Do your best to be who and what you are in and with GOD
All the time and everywhere…amen
That is all
Amen
Amen
Amen
I Am
Christ Michael Dabi
Amen
Kibodabi 
I am willing to do what God, Source of all, asks, and under his workers, as CM/Aton works under Source, what he asks, if possible. I am willing to be part of making a better world, a better universe, a better super universe, a better reality that will be of light and under the divine plan of Source or as you call Papa. But when you are referring to magic, which could be black or white magic, or whatever name you want to call it, God’s magic, then to me this can be against Freewill Laws, not only of or against another entity but of the laws of nature if improperly applied. There is a fine line here. I realize that the secret schools, the Masons, and others are taught much on this subject. I realize that sometimes you have to protect or fight back and must understand the powers, the know your enemy scenario.
Years ago I read small ‘part’ of the NWO plan before it got removed from the computer, a high Illuminati member asking a Minister in a church for protection because he could not go along with the plan. It was my first computer that I owned, new program, and I didn’t even have the printer hooked up yet or know how to save on this program at that time, had not had a chance yet to learn the new computer program. I wrote the internet address down, told a person on the phone that was an activist, 2 days later it had been removed, probably via a bugged phone in this case, the activist had not saved it either nor could get back into the posting. This posting was hidden inside a posting, a link that you didn’t expect it to be. Later I met a woman that worked for a publishing house, who knew this Minister, who was trying to get what he was told, published in a book for all to know what he was told. It near cost all of their lives and I was told the Minister went into hiding. Part of that posting was that the Illuminati wanted everybody to be into magic. Another was they wanted to eliminate marriage, cut down the population, etc. Some will ref the Protocols of Zionism but this one was a little different.
I have had black magic done against me and I still can’t say it’s been totally removed, even with much help. My x’s new wife, I was told, during the divorce, yes he, a lawyer, was having an affair and partying after I had a baby, my first knowledge he didn’t want children and later tried to sell the child, I was told that she paid much money to do black magic against me so I would fail at anything I did. I was told he didn’t believe in it but she did. Unfortunately my life changed and the magic worked, something I never believed in, an achiever having everything go constantly wrong. Trying to get it removed I saw a bag explode in my hand, glasses fly off a counter with nobody close to the glasses, near numerous car accidents, scissors also fly off in the air, etc. I talked to a PD officer who was a friend of a friend and she told me she had also had black magic done against her by a criminal. We were both asking the same person to remove it. Prayers did not work in this case. Another, who owned a store and she got mad at another store owner, who kept creating problems against her because she operated a hippy type store, she read a book and did black magic against this other store owner that created a car accident and the woman harmed – later becoming somewhat religious and saying she was contacted by God who told her he was very unhappy with what she did. Another, who some young woman he met was dark and said she was going to do against him, he put up a veil of protection around him and her black magic reversed and went against her and she became sick.
In my opinion this is a subject, in a dark world, which is like the saying that lower drugs lead to higher drugs or power corrupts. I don’t believe we live in a world, with the way things are, that this subject can properly be dealt with. Some people have special powers and other powers can be fine tuned, ex remote viewers is taught and fine tuned. When major problems of life happens can diminish some of those powers or can inflame those powers, depending on the person and the power subject. With our DNA changed and in the process this being changed, many new children said being born with 3 and 4 DNA strands now rather than the 2 which was used, a recreation, way back to enslave us, and some others working to get back their 12 strands, which will give us back some of the lost powers, this is a different subject.
Another is that since we are here as a pre-planned soul experience, then doesn’t magic change the school of events unless it’s already been programmed in – again I don’t know the extent of this subject but have been told by spirit I was accurate that we are stepping into an acting part of a book of life, a matrix part, as a living being here. But going into the higher end, using the mind to create and to know, isn’t this an ability, and the word magic has a different meaning, my synopsis, depending if you want to put dark magic or white magic or special powers or God Magic wording into this picture. I’ve watched group meditation and watched to see what happens afterwards, especially after the Gulf Spill, which is still a disaster and millions were meditating on this one. I know another trying to use white light magic to stop Yellowstone from erupting. Yet she used crystals and healing magic in a hospital to cure a friend and it worked, even the hospital staff admitted and said they needed more knowledge on this subject – she died and met Sananda and given a chance to come back and has tried to work for the betterment of mankind since.
Then the subject of the higher advanced you are in the spiritual realm, the more abilities you will receive. An example being that the Michael body is more advanced to be able to do special powers than most other body types. But then look at what happened to Lucifer.
Touchy subject.. Discretion needed.
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very touchy…..but I need to find a way to transition the understanding of it from one of superstition to one of being a natural, spiritual art and science…….I don’t bother with trying to do any of it…no rituals or evocations….I’ve always stayed away from stuff like that…I just needed to discover the foundation of it and what it means…….I believe that there is no need for a circle…per se…..life itself is the circle and the human being represents GOD and holds all the aspects of GOD within them. People have come to accept psychic powers…but when it comes to working with the elements of life……they can’t make the transition…yet the adversary uses it against us everyday.
I’ve had plenty thrown at me over the years and have been afforded great protection and I am grateful to GOD for it…..but one can increase one’s self through concentration…focus, imagination, intent, will……you can even upgrade your DNA….sure it’s the slow, easy safe route…..but I like safe…smile….this is why I am developing quantum metaphysics….as we evolve, we will be dealing with all of it…..dimensions, realms, energies, elements…..these are the labs and tools of our future as galactic and universal beings…..as technology evolves and the grand portal is reached, people will comprehend the unity of it all and feel it’s the natural thing to do……but it has to start somewhere and now is the time to introduce it…..no matter how much discretion I use, there will be those that misunderstand and condemn….but hopefully I will be able to show people that what GOD gives to us to use is up to us to do so….the sun shines upon the good as well as the evil…it is up to us to decide…..the dark are working hard….we need to work harder to overcome them…fight fire with fire and water…..I know not everyone will like or understand all of this…nothing I can do about that….but we need to have people working hard on every front available….the individuals belief in themselves is crucial…what they believe about themselves is crucial……how do I convince people to be the incredibly powerful beings that they really and truly are?
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