SOAPBOX 2

 

SOAPBOX 2:

He rises to stand and speak…..

Behold O Celestial Ones!  Ye created children of Paradise!  Ye citizens of the Havona worlds, manifest upon the Earth as the sons and daughters of God and man!  Ye who are awake…TAKE HEED!  FOR THE TIME IS NEARLY UPON YOU AND MUCH NEEDS TO BE DONE IN THE CONTINUING COSMIC FLUIDITY OF THE HERE AND NOW OF TIME AND SPACE!  Throw off the last of your shackles and attachments to what has been and prepare thee the way for what is to come.  Make thee thy preparations now!  Be ye ready to take your places at the very first cue!  Know what is coming and what is needed.  Commit yourselves to the plan and plans of the age that dawns and the ages to come!  Prepare thee the way of the new universes to come!  Know yourselves as yourselves and be your true selves for it you cannot recognize your self at the gate, then how can you pass through to the door?  If you cannot remember THE WORD…how shall ye pass through the door?

Listen!  Hear!  Look!  See!

Open yourself to instruction that you may know, and in knowing, act, and in acting, be, and in being….DO!

 

He sits and is still……..

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SOAPBOX SERIES

This is my new assignment from on high…thank you very much…….it is menat to prepare all of you for the day that surely comes…….and it will, surely come….and when it comes….what will you say when it is sooner than you thought it was…becuase soooooo many delays of the past have made you complacent……….i understand….but will YOU, when the time comes?

so, all of this is designed to help you along and keep you on your toes…..

[and for those of you with full bathtubs, waiting…..remember that the 3DD will give you more than enough time before the power is cut off…to fill your tubs…..so…..buy a nice spa kit for your wife….empty the tub…scrub it thoroughly……order some delivery food that she loves so she won’t have to cook….while she’s eating fill the tub…throw the aromatherapy stuff in..light the candles…..make sure it’s just as hot as she likes it……when she’s finished eating and happy…take her to the bathroom and show her the tub full of your love…….kiss her and tell her….not to worry….no matter what happens…we’ll be fine and blessed by God, who loves us as we love each other…and more…….and fear not…..for God’s Light is with us…no matter whatter what.

prepare your own self, your soul, your spirit…live the life within, that will save all of those around you that love you…..trust me on this one…none of you will be left hanging….all that matters is the state of your consciousness in GOD=SOURCE OF SOURCES, THE TRINITY and CHRIST MICHAEL ATON when the time finally [Thank God and all involved!!!!] comes…until then…be all that you can be…spiritually and let that be that…….that being said…i continue….

These are a series of shorter [yes…you may breathe a well deserved sigh of relief…] messages designed to help all involved to do what they needs must do as individual manifestations of The Divine Personality Of The Father of Fathers…..because that’s what you are…all of you…regardless of your origin…ascending or descending…..that is what we all are………great, isn’t it?

and remember that MAMA is all of the relationships found therein and that THE SON is the total experience between the two…making it all ONE EXPERIENCE…and you are that experience in you…enuff said……

so

without further ado

i present to you…..THE SOAPBOX:

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THE WRITINGS OF THE MAD PROPHET OF THE MOST HIGH, ELOHIM……

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There he sits, day after day.  Some call him the fool on the hill; some call him the king of the hill…some, the madman on the hill…but there he sits, on top of that soapbox…….he hasn’t said a word in all this time….just sits there looking, watching, observing…with that weird look on his face.  Maybe it’s the smile…like it’s a smile and not a smile.  Like it’s just the way he is…who knows?  He just sits there, day and night, night and day, like he’s waiting for something to happen before he says something…if he ever has anything to say…….we’ll see….

He sits

He listens

He hears

He sighs…and then smiles a knowing smile…..”have to go it like this then, I reckon.”………….and with that he rises to stand upon his soapbox and as the first rays of the sun peek over the vast horizon………he speaks…….:

SOAPBOX 1:

Christ Michael Aton, in Your might I rejoice, and in your salvation how greatly do I exult.  You have granted me my heart’s desire and the utterance of my lips You have not withheld. Selah!  For You anticipate me with blessings of good; you place on my head a crown of pure gold.  Life I requested of You, You gave it to me; length of days forever and ever.  Great is my glory in Your salvation; majesty and splendor You confer upon me.  For you set me for blessings forever; You gladden me with the joy of Your presence.  For I trust in Christ Michael Aton and the kindness of the Most High, Elohim, that I will not falter.  Your hand will suffice for all Your foes, Your right hand will find Your enemies.  You will make them like a fiery furnace at the time of Your anger; may Christ Michael Aton consume them in His justice, and let a fire devour them.  Wipe their progeny from the earth, and their offspring from mankind.  For they have directed evil against You, they have concocted a scheme they cannot carry out.  For You shall place them as a portion apart; with Your weapons You will aim at their faces.  Be exalted, Christ Michael Aton, in Your might we shall sing and chant the praise of Your omnipotence.

He sits and is still……………

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Man sitting on a stool in a corner, tired and bloody and broken inside…………he looks at his adversary………the dark eyed monster of a thing standing in the opposite corner…pacing…waiting…anxious to finish the job…..he knows his prey is beaten and if he is not afraid now…he will be…and he will die in fear………….
The man stares down at the unforgiving canvas of the ring……his mind is a whirlwind of doubts and trepidation. He tries to analyze the long and brutal rounds but he cannot hold them in his mind…..he prays for strength, for clarity, for inspiration……..Oh God! You who are with and within and without all things at once = are we not each other? Prove to me now, help me prove to myself the value of all my training…..let not my experience be in vain………..
He looks around at the crowd of screaming people. They yell out support…some for him…some for his opponent…..he centers in on those that talk to him, telling him to win….His gratitude becomes a prayer and he is drawn into silence within. The sounds fade away and he is left only with a stillness born of a solid void that yet flows like an ocean…….it is dark, and he cannot see. He looks for light but there is none around…..” Father! Where is your light that I might see clearly?”
“Within you” comes the reply from the core center of his being….”You see darkness because you believe your eyes and not the heart of your mind, nor the mind of your heart, not the reality of the soul of your spirit, nor the reality of the spirit of your soul……The question is not: Where is MY Light. MY Light is everywhere and in everything. The question you should be asking is: Where is your light? Ask yourself…..Where is my light?…..then ask ME where your light is…….and I will show you….if you will just open your eyes and see what is within you, you would see what is around you……and when you see your light I will give you more light that you may see MY Light for what it is…all and everything as one in unity with Love which is all and everything as one in unity…………..

Man lying on the canvas floor of a square ring designed to be a temple of destruction……he closes his eyes among the deafening roar of an insatiable crowd and drowns them out of the ocean of his being with his own deafening roar and cry……the roar of a lion and the cry of a unicorn….CHOOSE! says the reverberating voice that echoes from the heart of the nothingness that surrounds him…
Choose for me
CHOOSE!
I don’t know how! What am I choosing!?
THE LETTER OF THE LAW OR THE SPIRIT OF THE LAW…NOW CHOOSE!
I choose the spirit of the law.
WHY?
Does it matter?
YES
Sigh

Man lying on the floor getting kicked in the head…………thinking………waitaminute…….

…
I
I choose the spirit of the law because the spirit is higher, purer, stronger and exists from everlasting to everlasting. The letter of the law is taken by men and enslaved to their own little wills, they corrupt it and change it according to their needs and desires at any given time, to suit their own limitations and ignore or excuse and even forgive the darkness that dwells within them…….they make it their slave instead of their guide and thus, without a guide, they cannot find their way to salvation.
But the spirit of the law is forever, born of the pure intent found not just in men, but in Holy Will to create that perfect place where all of God’s creatures live in love and light, each one being the other and all things being in unity, they seek only to live in that perfect state of being because they know that that is what they are…and all else is the corruption of illusion from without, instead of the perfection of love and light from within.
He sees the lion roar in anguish as it is put in chains and pulled away, out into the far flung darkness. The unicorn turns into a beautiful woman of light and comes to him, touching his heart. I am the unicorn. I am that which is the perfect spirit of the law of The One that endures from everlasting to everlasting. You have chosen me because we are each other. I have been with you and have belonged to you since the beginning of time immemorial and even before time. You have been with me and have belonged to me since forever began. We are one and the same, we are each other and our light is one light and our love is one love. But you have come here to do something and cannot remember what it is you needs must do. You must defeat your greatest adversary, the enemy of your life and being, the destroyer of worlds and souls. You think that you are fighting another….that is illusion in a realm of illusion. Open your eyes and see that you are fighting not another, but yourself. You are one as God is one. You are all as God is all. There is only God being God in infinite ways of expression in order to expand in experience that the light and love of such will demonstrate that all is one and one is all and everything is everything in light and love…and not the darkness you perceive to be all encompassing…that is the great illusion. That is what the children of men have wrought in their greed and corruption. Win this battle, it is within you to do so and all the help in creation is already with you. Win this struggle, this fight that you are having with yourself…the self of you that is dark and foreboding.
Before you lies the sum total of the energy that you have given to your thoughts and emotion concerning all that you perceive that you have done wrong. All and every lie that you have ever told for any reason…your lusts…your sins and transgressions, your inequities and mistakes….your sense of stupidity as found in your guilt and regret…your anger and the effects and costs of that anger when directed at others who are you, after all. Every act of violence, mental, emotional and physical, is an open book you strive to close that won’t stay closed……your every thought, feeling, fantasy and act…your every word and creation created by the acting thrown into those words…intentional or unintentional. Your adversary, that monster that is stomping you down into the floor, is you being afraid….it is your fear and it is your fear and it is your greatest fear…it is your fear of yourself.
You fear your self. You fear yourself because you know that you are God and God is you and that power is inherent within your system and acts with you in all things that you are and do. You fear the darkness within you and because of that darkness you are afraid to be you, fully you, completely and totally you…because you are a most powerful being. You are a human being and that is a powerful thing.
This is why the darkness rules you. It rules you because they that serve the darkness are not afraid to do so because they believe that darkness is their natural state. If it were not so, they have said to themselves, then why is all we perceive to be darkness? We look out into the great void and see darkness. We close our eyes and see darkness. Why? Because that is what we are…and they embrace that and become that and call the Law of God a lie and so corrupt it to their own uses…yes, it is true and you have discovered it. Be Blessed in God!
Now…you…you want to be free. You want salvation and have to fight for it and you are afraid of your opponent because you don’t understand what your opponent is…it is you. It is the sum total of all that you perceive in you to be dark, being more than the sum of its parts…..and it is now beating you to death…and should you die…………….the fight will start over and you will have to keep doing this until you learn how to win……and win.
How….says the man…How?…asks the man…How am I to defeat the evil inside of me when it has grown so huge?
It is huge to you because you feed it…stop feeding it……you think that you cannot win because when you perceive your adversary, you see what it has become and recognize the fact that you made it that way…and while that is considered a state of realization, and so is considered progress…it is still not seeing the truth of the matter……….
And that truth is?
That truth is…it is not what you have been or have done in what you consider the past, that is important in this battle. It is who and what you are being and doing right now…here and now, that determines the tide of battle. It is so huge to you because with each passing moment in the here and now, you are feeding this monster with all of the fodder of your past all at once…and why is that, because you have never cut off that flow of guilt, remorse and regret over even the tiniest of things and you have made of the chains and weights that hold you down and back…they slow you considerably, a burden that hangs around your neck like an albatross and it is that albatross that feeds the beast and since you keep renewing the thoughts that create that albatross, you have provided it with an unlimited food supply….so to speak…….
So remove that dead bird from around your neck and let it be taken by the Holy Fire of God’s Sacred Heart that it may become the values learned in the experience of expressing God in this realm for the sake of demonstration. Let that Blazing Fire renew and regenerate the essence of all that experience and change the meaning of it to the cause of your salvation in perfection rather that your defeat in corruption.
Like a Phoenix, it shall be reborn and renewed that The Law may again, serve God’s Will in full.
I don’t understand………
Knock him out.
Oh……………..

Man opening his eye while on the floor while getting kicked in the head and ribs and legs and back and arms and generally being stomped on…….

Man rising on his hands…
Man rising on his elbows…
Man rising to his knees and looking around…..and noticing something……
Man smiling on his knees and saying to himself
I get it now…thank you
Man rising to his feet one knee at a time……
Man standing
Man standing straight
Man standing straight and tall
Man laughing in joy
And feeling no pain……………….

The adversary hits the man in the face
The man laughs
The adversary kicks the man in the groin
The man laughs
The adversary stands before the man confused

Why you not hurt…not fall down?
The man laughs and replies
I’ve hurt myself too much in the past
I refuse to do it anymore
The man raises his hand
The adversary flinches
The man smiles a knowing smile….

No…he says
Such violence will only continue to feed you
I shall defeat you with the greatest weapon in creation
The Word of God Allmighty
The true letter of God’s Law
As you have never known it before
I know you
I know you for what you are…a shadow
You are but a shadow of something that seeks to block the light
I am that something
That something is inside of me
It is the lie
It is the lie that you have replaced the law of God with
To serve your own purposes
Instead of serving God’s purpose and purposes……
The lie that I am not God’s child
The lie that the image of God is physical rather than spiritual
The lie that we are born in sin
The lie that says there is no God
The lie that God doesn’t care
The lie of eternal damnation for the slightest of sins
The lie that darkness is light
And light is darkness
The lie of wholesale murder
Of abuse
Of tyranny
Of inequality
Of poverty
Of ignorance
Of disease
The lie that we are weak
The lie that you are strong
The lie that you cannot be defeated
The lie that I did not make you
The lie that you made yourself
The lie that says you’re right and I’m wrong
The lie of your rules
Your beliefs
Your faith and lack of faith
Your manipulations
And I tell all these people here
What you truly are
That they may see you as I now see you
For we all created you
And we can all uncreate you
And start new and fresh
Being now uncorrupted by your darkness
I AM THE TRUTH AND THE WAY AND THE LIGHT AND THE LOVE OF THE LIVING CREATOR THAT SHARES ITS LIFE WITH US THAT WE MAY ALL SHARE OUR LIVES WITH IT
WE ARE THE ONE LIFE
WE LIVE THE LIFE OF GOD IN THE FLESH!
THEREFOR
I DENOUNCE YOU VILE SHADOW
I REJECT THE VIRUS OF YOUR MIND WITHIN MY OWN
YOUR IMPERFECTION WITHIN MY PERFECTION
I AM A HUMAN BEING
AND I REJECT YOU TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY
I REJECT EVERY ASPECT OF YOU
I REJECT YOU WITHIN AND AROUND MYSELF
I REJECT YOU
I SHALL LET THE HOLY BREATH OF MY WORDS
FALL UPON YOU
AND CAUSE YOU TO WITHER AND BECOME DUST
AND THEN BLOW YOU AWAY INTO THE NOTHINGNESS THAT WAS YOUR BEGINNING
AND WHICH NOW SHALL BE YOUR END…………..
MAN BREATHING A SIGH OF RELIEF IN HOLY GRATITUDE FOR THE SALVATION OF THE TRUTH THAT HAS BEEN SHOWN HIM
THE ADVERSARY SCREAMS AS THE GENTLE WISP OF IT FALLS UPON HIM
AND HE DWINDLES
AND SHRINKS
TURNING INTO DUST
THE DUST HE BELIEVED HE CAME FROM
AND THUS
AS HE BELIEVED HE WOULD RETURN TO IT
SO DOES HE RETURN TO DUST………

THE CROWD IS SILENT AS THEY LOOK UPON THE MAN
AN ETERNAL INSTANCE OF PONDERING WTIHIN THEMSELVES WHAT THEY HAVE SEEN
ONE WOMAN BREAKS THE SILENCE
BEING THE FIRST TO RECOGNIZE THE MOMENT FOR WHAT IT TRULY IS AND MEANS
AND BRINGS HER HANDS TOGETHER IN APPLAUSE
AND CHEERS WILDY FOR THE MAN
AND FOR THE DEMISE OF THE SHADOW……….

AND THEN
AS IT DAWNS UPON THE REST……..
THE STADIUM ERUPTS IN A LOUD CACOPHONY OF CHEERS AND JEERS
THOSE THAT BET ON THE MAN
AND THOSE THAT BET ON THE SHADOW
WITH ALL THAT THEY HAD…..THEMSELVES………
AND SO
IN THE END
SO IT IS
SO IT IS

Man leaving the ring with belt and crown
New champion of the world….
Big deal…he says to himself
Where is that which I seek?

Man in darkness being kissed by a beautiful woman of pure light and love
I have found you…he says
I have found you, my champion…she replies…….
She embraces him
They embrace each other
They kiss each other
They enter into each other
They become each other
And yet
They are each other
A burst of light
From deep within the man
A burst of light
From deep within the woman
Wrapped in love
Filled with love
One light
One love
A burst of being
A burst of will
A burst of creation
Light and love
Dispelling all darkness
Washes all fear away
The eternal and infinite wave of light and love
Moves through the ocean of darkness
A tidal wave in the ocean
Filling the ocean with light
Overflowing with love
And the man sees
And the woman smiles
And they laugh a laugh of pure joy
And they know

Man sitting at home
Wrapped in the arms of his love
I have found my salvation and she is what I am
The people cheer outside
Hoping for an appearance
A word
And more words……

Go to them she says
They don’t need me…he says
They saw it all
They can do with without me….
Aye, says she
But it would infinitely better
If we do it with them
We?
We…….
OOH, THANK YOU GOD, HALLELUJAH! LET’S GO, HONEY PIE!
AND TOGETHER
THEY RISE
THEY RISE TO BE WITH THE PEOPLE OF THE TRUTH
IN A NEW WORLD OF LOVE AND LIGHT
KNOWING
IT’S ALL RIGHT
IT’S ALL
RIGHT
AGAIN……………………………………………………kibo

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We are all sitting in the headquarters at the island……I’ve been here but I haven’t been being here while I’m always being here…nevermind………moving this way…….

So there I am on the circle couch, figuring things out…what to do, what to do……….finally found what I’m looking for and I don’t know what to do……..guess that’ll have to work its own blessed self out……….breathe…relax….all is one…one is all….it’s good…it’s all good….just flow with it and let it be what it is…..stay within THE LAW and let it all work itself out…you’ve done your job…your work is finished….time for the next job…….

…and just when is that assignment coming, anyway?

So

Before I can yell out: “HEY! ANYBODY WANNA CONFERENCE HERE AND HELP ME GET A HANDLE ON THIS THING!?” THEY show up……..HEY MAMA…HEY PAPA…HEY BOSS……..HOW’S IT GOIN’?

They sit around me on the couch and we talk and they explain about all the things that have been driving me insane in my insanity………thanks I needed that….appreciate it……and then they lay it on me…..

WANT TO TAKE A MESSAGE?

Oh boy…I see what’s coming………sure you want to do this? I thought that it was agreed to just let it happen when it happens….since so many messages have simply ended up in more delays and disappointments and I think everybody want’s Sheldon’s version right now….it’s much nicer…I whisper…it just all sounds so wonderful you really want it to be true……….but again, you want it to be true eventually, since it skirts around being delayed time after time……..but they nod inn understanding when he does it….we get yelled at….i think it’s because we’re not so……pleasant about it all…..so they feel better about yelling….but they still don’t all yell at the ones responsible for all this dark…..cra……control…hi mama…and somehow they don’t all make the same connection when reading Nidle…we tend to hit them in the face with it…….messages like..’once again we proclaim the end’ just ain’t gonna cut it anymore…so whatever you want to say, I’ll write down…but I am personally hoping for better…if I may………….

CM: Not a problem, but the fact remains that the line from this way of things to the new way of things, the line between darkness and light, is closer than it ever was. But we are here to offer a joint statement to your brothers and sisters sharing and experiencing life on Gaia…if We may….

Sure……….

And so the whole thing is given with one voice between them….:

WE FULLY UNDERSTAND YOUR NEED AND DESIRE FOR FINAL RESOLUTION IN THE MATTER OF YOUR LIBERATION AND WHILE WE REALIZE HOW DIFFICULT IT IS FOR YOU TO LIBERATE YOURSELVES FROM WITHIN YOURSELVES, THE TRUTH REMAINS THAT THE OVERWHELMING MAJORITY OF CONSCIOUSNESSES ON YOUR PLANET HAS LEFT IT FOR OTHERS TO DO FOR THEM WHILE THEY SIMPLY DO ALL THEY CAN TO JUST…GET ALONG AND GO WITH THE FLOW. THIS WAS NOT UNFORSEEN BUT THE SHEER MAGNITUDE OF IT SPEAKS TO THE SELFISHNESS OF MOST HUMAN BEHAVIOUR.

WHILE THERE HAS BEEN IMPROVEMENT, AND WE APPLAUD ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE FOUGHT THROUGH THE LONG NIGHT TO BECOME LIGHTS IN THE DARKNESS IN THEIR OWN RIGHT AS SOVEREIGN BEINGS…WE ADMONISH YOU ALL TO REMEMBER THAT YOUR VIBRATIONS, YOUR ENERGIES, YOUR LIGHT AND YOUR LOVE, ARE ALL NECESSARY COMPONENTS TO AND IN, HOW ALL OF THIS HAPPENS AND THE PACE THAT IT HAPPENS. WHILE WE CAN MANIPULATE AND ARRANGE AND REARRANGE ENERGIES AND FORCES THAT COME TO AND FROM YOUR PLANET, WE CANNOT DO THE SAME WITH YOUR OWN ENERGIES AND FORCES.

WE WANT YOU TO LOVE EACH OTHER MORE AND SHOW YOUR LOVE MORE READILY TO EACH OTHER.

BE MORE HELPFUL TO EACH OTHER, MORE EMPHATIC AND COMPASSIONATE…..

WE REALIZE THAT YOU ARE NOT JUST GOING TO WAKE UP TOMORROW AND START A MOVEMENT…THAT IS NOT WHAT IS NECESSARY……..

SMILE AT EACH OTHER MORE

HELP EACH OTHER MORE WHEN YOU SEE THAT A HELPING HAND COULD BE NEEDED.

IF YOU TRULY BELIEVE IN GOD AND THE BLESSINGS OF GOD FOR THOSE THAT LOVE GOD

BE GOD HE, SHE OR IT OR ALL AT ONCE…..THEN SPEAK UP AND BLESS EACH OTHER

SAY GOD BLESS YOU TO SOMEONE

SAY GOD LOVES YOU TO SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF

OPEN DOORS

HELP WITH PACKAGES

HELP PEOPLE ACROSS THE STREET

UNDERSTAND THAT NOT EVERYONE THINKS AND FEELS LIKE YOU DO ABOUT EVERYTHING

AND LET THEM BE WHO AND WHAT THEY ARE…AND BLESS THEM…AND LOVE THEM

YOU HAVE YOUR HUMANITY IN COMMON

YOU HAVE YOUR SOULS, YOUR SPIRIT, IN COMMON

YOU HAVE YOUR LOVE IN COMMON

LET THAT GROW BETWEEN YOU

WE KNOW IT IS HARD

WE KNOW THAT THERE ARE THOSE THAT WILL ASSAIL YOU NONETHELESS

THERE ARE THOSE THAT WILL HATE YOU

BUT THEY WILL HATE YOU WHETHER YOU SHOW FAITH OR NOT

THEY WILL HATE YOU WHETHER YOU SHOW YOUR LOVE OR NOT

THEY WILL HATE YOU IF YOU LOVE THEM

THEY WILL HATE YOU IF YOU FEAR THEM

IT IS UP TO YOU TO CHOOSE

IF YOU WILL FEAR THESE PEOPLE

THAT SEEK TO CONTROL YOU

THAT ARE CONTROLLED TO TORTURE YOU

AND USE YOU

AND ABUSE YOU

AND MISUSE YOU

AND REUSE YOU

AND REFUSE YOU

AND SOME DO SO ALL TOO WILLINGLY…LEAVE THEM ALL TO US..WE HAVE THEM WELL IN HAND…

BUT WHERE IS YOUR UTTER MASS OUTRAGE FOR THE INJUSTICES THAT HAVE BEEN HEAPED UPON YOU?

WHERE IS THE OUTRAGE OVER BEING TOLD THAT THOSE THAT ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR SLAVERY

ARE TOO BIG TO FAIL OR PROSECUTE?

OH YES, WE KNOW

IT IS TOO HARD

YOU HAVE LIVES TO LEAD

MOUTHS TO FEED

JOBS TO KEEP

JOBS TO FIND

YOU NEED MONEY TO PAY THE BILLS

YOU DON’T FIGHT IT

MAYBE YOU MUTTER UNDER YOUR BREATH

WISH SOMEONE WOULD DO SOMETHING

YOU DON’T GO AGAINST THE FLOW

LEST YOU LOSE EVERYTHING

THAT YOU’VE TRIED SO HARD TO HOLD ONTO…..

BUT THAT IS NOT OUR FLOW

THAT IS THEIR FLOW UPON YOU

LIKE SALMON AGAINST RIVER OF DEATH IN DARKNESS

YOU MUST NEVER GIVE UP THE STRUGGLE

TO REACH THAT PLACE

WHERE NEW LIFE IS PROMISED

AND THE STRUGGLE IS FINALLY OVER…

YE ONES NEED NOT BE SO TIMID AND COMPLACENT ON THE OUTSIDE

WHEN YOUR HEARTS AND SOULS WITHIN YOU

HAVE BECOME A BONFIRE

FOR THE FREEDOM AND SOVEREIGNTY

THAT IS YOUR NATURAL AND INHERENT RIGHT

AS ASCENDING, FREE WILL, INTELLIGENT FAITH CHILDREN

OF THE PARADISE TRINITY AND YOUR CHRIST MICHAEL ATON

FOR THIS IS STILL HIS UNIVERSE AND HIS WILL IN IT IS OUR OWN, AS WELL….

YE NEEDS MUST LEARN TO SHARE YOU LIGHT IN COMMON…….

LIGHT FLOWS LIKE WATER

IT FILLS WHATEVER IT IS IN

YE ARE MOSTLY WATER…DID YOU KNOW THAT?

WATER FLOWS TO TAKE THE SHAPE OF ITS CONTAINER

IT TAKES IN THE ENERGIES AND VIBRATIONS

THAT ARE DIRECTED UPON IT

SURELY YE ONES HAVE DISCOVER EMOTO?

IF PRAYING AND MEDITATING OVER A LAKE TO HEAL IT, PURIFIES THE WATER

WHAT WILL IT DO FOR YOU?

CAN YOU STILL YOUR TURBULENT WATERS?

YOUR WATER, YOUR BLOOD, YOUR FLUIDS. YOUR FORCES, YOUR ENERGIES

ARE STILL COMPROMISED BY THE SHADOWMIND

AS IS THE OCEAN OF YOUR MIND, YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS……

YOU ARE THE RIVER THAT IS FLOWING

WHO AND WHAT ARE YOU FLOWING TO?

IF YOU ARE FLOWING TO US, THEN SAY SO

LET YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS…EVEN TO YOUR WORDS AND ACTIONS

BE GIVEN TO US AS WE TRULY ARE WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU

WE ARE EVERY SMILE AND ACT OF KINDNESS

WE ARE THE COMFORTERS AMONG YOU

WE SMILE AT YOU EVERYDAY

WE SHINE THE LIGHT OF THE SUN AND THE MOON AND THE STARS UPON

THAT YOU MAY DO THE SAME WITH EACH OTHER

SHINE YOUR LIGHT UPON EACH OTHER

SHARE YOUR LOVE

EMBRACE EACH OTHER IN UNITY WITH US

AND RECOGNIZE THAT IT IS US AND YOU IN EQACH OTHER

ALWAYS YOU SAY TO US…WHEN?

WE ASK YOU THE SAME

THOUSANDS EVERYDAY WAKE UP TO THE TRUTH OF THEIR REALITY

AND THE REALITY THAT YOU ALL SHARE

AND THE REALITY THAT WE ALL SHARE

AND IT IS ALL ONE AND THE SAME

EXCEPT FOR YOUR PERCEPTION AND PERSPECTIVE IN THE LIVING OF IT…

YOU SEPARATE YOURSELVES INSTEAD OF CONCENTRATING ON WHAT YOU HAVE IN COMMON

IT IS TIME FOR THAT TO CHANGE

AND WE ADMONISH YOU

TO DO SO QUICKLY

THIS THING WILL BE WHAT IT HAS TO BE AS DECLARED BY HOLY WILL

BUT THERE IS ALWAYS THE LEARNING IN THE EXPERIENCE OF IT

AND SO WE CHALLENGE YOU ALL

TO BECOME THE BEINGS YOU NEEDS MUST BE

IN ORDER TO LIVE IN THIS NEW, ASCENDED WORLD

DO IT NOW

SHOW LOVE AND ALL THAT IT MEANS

SHARE LOVE AND ALL THAT IT MEANS

AND USE AND ABUSE AND REFUSE NOT EACH OTHER

YE SUFFER IN ACCEPTANCE OF YOUR SUFFERING

SO NOW

SHOULD YOUR SUFFERING INCREASE?

OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE WHAT COMES UPON YOU

MUST IT ALWAYS BE THAT

IF NOT FOR US

IT WOULD BE UPON YOU ALREADY?

WHAT ARE THOUSANDS THAT WAKE UP IN THE FACE OF BILLIONS?

FIND YOUR LOVE IN UNITY WITH US

BEFORE YOU LOSE YOUR JOB

YOUR FOOD

YOUR HOME

YOUR MONEY

YOUR LOVED ONES

YOUR COSMIC VALUES

YOUR HUMANITY AND ALL THAT IT TRULY MEANS TO BE HUMAN

SPEAK UP

ANY WAY YOU CAN

WHENEVER AND WHEREVER YOU CAN

SAY HELLO

SMILE

SAY GOD BLESS YOU

SAY THIS IS WRONG

SAY THAT IS A LIE

SAY THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT US

SAY THEY ARE DARK PEOPLE THAT PRETEND TO BE YOUR MASTERS

SAY THAT YOU REFUSE TO AGREE TO THEIR ILLUSIONS AND DELUSIONS AND CONFUSION

SAY THAT YOU LOVE

YOU LOVE YOUR SELF

YOU LOVE GOD

AND

LOVING GOD

YOU LOVE ALL

FOR IS NOT GOD ALL AS ONE

GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD

THIS IS TRUTH AND YOU ARE PART OF IT

LIVE THE TRUTH

REJECT SLAVERY IN ALL ITS FORMS

IT IS TIME FOR ALL INVOLVED TO STEP UP AND BE COUNTED

AND NOT JUST US

AND YOUR CELESTIAL AND COSMIC FAMILY

AND MASTERS ASCENDED AND ON GAIA

AND TRUE AND AVID LIGHTWORKERS

ALL OF YOU

ALL OF US

AS ONE

STAND UP

WAKE UP

GET UP

RISE UP

STAND UP

BE IN LOVE AND LIGHT WITHIN YOUR SELVES

AND WITH EACH OTHER

BEFORE ALL THE REASONS THAT YOU SAY HINDER YOU FROM DOING THIS

YOUR…GETTING ALONG…WAITING UNTIL IT’S ALL OVER…..

CAUSES YOU EVEN MORE CALAMITY AND PAIN OF LOSS….

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY THINGS HAVE TO BE IN PLACE

EVERYTHING MUST BE WHERE IT MUST BE

ENERGIES, FORCES, NATURE, CLOUDS, WINDS, ENVIRONMENT, PEOPLE, MINDS, HEARTS, SOULS

DOWN TO THE VERY LAST BLADE OF GRASS, OR FLOWER OR GRAIN OF SAND OR DUST…….

EVERY ULTIMATON IN PLACE BEING WHAT IT IS MEANT TO BE

DOING WHAT IT MUST DO

BY DIVINE WILL

YE NEED NOT COME OUT WITH GUNS BLAZING…THAT IS A TRAP…..SEE! HEAR!

BUT THE ACTS OF YOUR HEARTS MINDS AND SOULS

ARE WHAT DOES THE MOST DAMAGE TO THE DARK PRETENDERS

THEY COVER YOU IN DARKNESS AND IGNORANCE AND SPIRITUAL IGNORANCE AND LIES

UNCOVER YOURSELVES!

THROW OFF YOUR COVERS

WAKE UP AND SMILE WITH EYES WIDE OPEN

THAT THE LONG NIGHT IS ENDING

AND THE NIGHTMARE IS OVER

BECAUSE YOU LIVE IN ETERNAL AND INFINITE LIGHT

AND LOVE

THAT IS YOUR REALITY

YOUR TRUE REALITY

BUT YOU MUST BE THE ONES TO WAKE UP AND BE WIDE AWAKE

TELL US

WHO WILL BE THERE

WHO WILL CLIMB THE STAIRS OF THE WATCHTOWER TO THE TOP

TO WATCH ALONGSIDE US

AND SEE THE SUN RISE?

Not bad…not bad, I say……very few people say ‘God bless you.’ To each other on a regular or daily basis…it’s considered passé and old fashioned and we’re just too sophisticated to believe in a God that lets such injustice exist…..but if we truly see that it is the evil that men do that is that injustice…that it is not the love of money that is the root of all evil…it is the love of men for money that is the root of all evil and if it wasn’t money, it’d be something else. So now we just try to get along and stay out of trouble and hope they don’t come after us and it gets worse every day and we would be complete slaves like they always show us in the media they want us to experience……among other things…….i know people that never think of checking behind themselves to see if someone is behind them when they go through a door……it’s a basic courtesy…but every day, we become more selfish and dwindle into ourselves and feel forced by what we perceive around us to be less than we are and resort to the same methods that we see others using that succeed…because the dark system of things as they fail supports that…they need that to survive……They need us to accept and compromise and surrender to them mentally and then everything else falls into place…and here we are…..it’s time to care and speak up and say that you know something is wrong and to let the God within you that you are join with you in awareness of being, in standing up and saying that you do not agree and that they have no right or power to do what they are doing and that you fight against them as best you can….

Even if all you can do is to be aware and research and learn…do that…speak to others of what you learn, share values and ideas and perspectives. Be loving and kind to each other as God is within us all. Find ways to….circumvent the system…grow that garden, find alternative energy for something if possible. Speak up when you don’t think something is right. You don’t HAVE to do anything. Consider what consequences you’re willing to endure for your actions in truth and know that God is with and within you and for you as you are with and within and for God.

So say God bless you and smile at people as often as possible

Tell someone that God loves them.

Hug your kids and tell them they’re okay, they’re good, they’re great and you love them and so does God..so that their water may grow purer in light and love every day…

You get what we’re saying out there?

You can do the simplest of things…picking up trash on the street and throwing it away properly, for instance…holding doors for people…being considerate to and with each other…respectful..kind…nice…loving…..even when they work for the dark system…[if for no other reason, it seems to really bug them when you know what you’re talking about and you’re really nice and pleasant about to boot…go figure]

{Hey! i don’t wanna go through the DNA scattering radioactive monster machine! Can one of you guys come on over and grope me so i can get to my flight? Thank you, you’re too kind. I really appreciate this. Is there any particualr position you’d like me to take? OH, yeah…i like that one….alright let’s get it on! Oh…and God bless you! He loves you, y’know….just sayin’….anyway, thanks and have a wonderful day!}

Okay

I know

My posts are always sooooooooo long………..and that’s the price of reading it……the lowest price, depending on how you feel about what’s said here…..i appreciate the love and support that people have shown me, GOD Bless you all in everything……I am good. Things will get better, I know it and I’ve learned that it’s okay to need help…to give and to receive…….so now….please continue to give and receive with each other and love each other and support each other in love….love each other and you will see sudden and miraculous change….no matter how you show it, it helps. It doesn’t mean you have to take any stuff from people, especially dark stuff and sometimes you have to defend yourself with more than love……….that’s fine….just make sure that the love is there. = kibo

WE, WHO ARE THIS TRINITY OF FATHER, MOTHER AND SON, GIVE OUR BLESSING OF SUPPORT IN EVERY FORM TO THOSE THAT READ THESE WORDS AND TAKE IT UPON THEMSELVES TO LIVE THEM AND COME TO STAND WITH US AS THE LONG DARKNESS FINALLY COMES TO AN END. KNOW ON THAT WONDERFUL AND GLORIOUS DAY THAT YOU HAVE PLAY YOUR PARTS, ALL OF YOU, AND AS YOU STAND WITH US AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NEW WORLD ASCENDED, BE IN JOY, FOR YOUR ASCENSION WAS NOT GIVEN MAGICALLY OR MECHANICALLY, BUT BY YOUR OWN, WELL EARNED EFFORTS IN KNOWLEDGE AND AWARENESS OF YOUR TRUE SELVES.

WE LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT OF US BY SHOWING THAT LOVE AND SUPPORT TO EACH OTHER,,FOR THAT IS, AFTER ALL, HOW WE, NOT JUST SHOW IT TO YOU, BUT ALSO, HOW YOU SHOW IT TO US, AS WELL.

That’s all folks!

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conversation that led up to MAMA’s message……with apologies

thought you might like to see the beginning of what led to that message……and also to apologize for being such a burden…seems like this has been all i have been able to do…..sigh…

all i ask is that, if anyone does decide to send something, please make it no more than you can comfortably and easily afford……i don’t want anyone sacrificing of themselves for my sake….and it has never been anything that is expected or that you have to do….YOU DON’T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING BUT EVOLVE SPIRITUALLY! Don’t ever let anything get in the way of reducing the perceived distance between you and SOURCE to the truth that you are each other in all ways and things…

….and you can always pray for me…….prayer does do wonders……and it’s free…… kibo

so…here’s the lead up to the message:

There’s a bum [me] standing on a corner, naked, wearing a sandwich sign that states: “Will work for salvation”

God[ATON} pulls up in a pick-up truck and tells him to get in.

God asks the man, “Why are you doing this? You’ve always worked for salvation.”

The man replies…..”I have everything but enough money….i had God, Love and light…….but I decided I didn’t have enough of all that, either……salvation seemed a long ways off. Eventually I decided that I wasn’t saved at all and that all of my efforts have just been a small step in a long journey and I fell to my knees and cried because of my imperfections….after a long, dark night of the soul…I decided to rise and keep on going instead of just falling to the ground and laying there waiting to turn into dust and be gone with the wind……….and so I continue, but now I am naked for love and light are no substitute for pants and a warm coat………..

“But people give you money….” Said God

“Yes….and I am eternally grateful to them and pray they never give more than they can afford to for my sake. But I have become a burden to these my brothers and sisters and am ashamed that I only have words to offer in return. Things actually looked like they were going to get better….there was hope….then the storm came and when it was over…..well…..here I am, looking for salvation, as you can see….”

:

But you already received salvation………’

“Then why am I butt naked…..no one is free or saved who is drowning in debt……..i’m wading through bullshit here and it just keeps getting deeper……..perhaps I can be given wings so that I can rise above it and fly to my goal……

“Perhaps…Do you have any idea what your goal is?”

“ Once I thought that it was perfection….but that seems too far away to care about right now…nevermind…it doesn’t matter anymore…….you can drop me off anywhere…..here’s good.”

“Leaving so soon? Don’t like My company?”

“Hey, I love you. But I should burden you, too? Everyone’s been bending over backwards for me and what have I given in return? More of the same? Please……….i can’t save myself…I can’t help myself….i’m helping others to do better……..really? I’m a bum…..however smart or stupid, right or wrong I may be….by the standards of the world, I am materially, bankrupt…..that makes me a bum….i can’t even pay a system lawyer to tell everyone for me that I can’t pay them……..that makes me a bum….i’m tired of asking for money from others………You won’t do anything directly……..so…..fuck it…what the fuck can I do? Get a better job? More of the same…..same as it ever was……thanks for everything, I love you, I apologize for all the trouble………….”

“Did I say I was dropping you off? You’re my brother, for God’s sake….”

“ I am just a human being whatever it is I am being. All that Michael Son stuff holds no meaning if I can’t do anything with it……There’s no proof of that, by the way…just a matter of my saying so doesn’t make it so….i can’t get a thing done…..can’t even take decent care of the dogs…….my life here has been reduced to needing money and preferring to receive it from you or PAPA directly instead of burdening any further, these my brothers and sisters in this life here and now………..YOU make sure that I get what I need, but I can never get what I want when it comes to that…..i have God, have love, have light…I want a boatload of money to do what I want to do and that’s not happening the way I’d like it to so surely it’s not up to me…or maybe it is and I just don’t have the strength or knowledge to do anything about it…..i’m not just a bum, I’m a lazy bum…..an embarrassment to the family business…among other things……”

“You need to talk to MAMA…..”

“I’ve talked to MAMA…”

“Not on virtual paper you haven’t……….come on…….”

We drive to the house and go in……..Others are there…..but I won’t go into that for now…suffice it to say that I am given a robe to replace the sign and led into the office area in the back…..i am placed in an office room that looks just like PAPA’s and told to wait. I am left alone…..a feminine voice comes from the room beyond the door in the back of the office……She says to come in…so I do……

Now, this is the inner sanctum of sanctums…..in PAPA’s bathroom….yes it’s a bathroom and there’s a bath in it…no toilet…PAPA don’t take no shit and, apparently, neither does MAMA….anyway…the tub is in the exact middle of what seems to be an infinitely large room….just like PAPA’s….except in PAPA’s room there are endless mirrors reflecting all the personalities of PAPA that are the living, created and born, ascending and descending, ensouled and intelligent beings of creation…and everything else, as well….like every blade of grass and grain of sand and raindrop and so on and forth…in all of creation…..HE is each and every one of them and they are Him….whether they know it or not….that applies to you, the reader, as well….you are, literally, God being you…you are your aspect of God, all you are, is Him being Himself as you and if you were truly yourself you would get that….but this world doesn’t want you to be yourself, the system of things wants you to fake it for the sake of getting along and complying and conforming and staying out of trouble and even surviving………so when you are truly yourself they immediately throw more bullshit at you in order to cover you up in shit and get you to stop trying to stay out of shit……and that’s what you get for worshipping a bull…more bullshit……..anyway……

MAMA has a tub too…….but there are no mirrors….just a whole, vast, panoramic view of everything….and I mean everything…all times and places and things and so on and so forth……and there are endless….bubbles…floating around that show all interaction….anything that interacts with another thing or number of other things…is shown from every perspective….one bubble to a perspective…..yet the whole is shown clearly without obstacle and yet the seemingly infinite number of bubbles are just as plain to see and they all connect to form the whole and yet the whole is more than the sum of its parts……and that’s MAMA’s room…….

And she is soaking in a bubble bath…………and tells me to get in……so I do …….nice…..warm….lovely……sigh……..

We soak for a little while and then She says to me……

“Why you actin’ like such a bitch?”

“Fuck that” I reply…”If I look and feel and sound an act like a bitch then so be it…I’m sick of this shit and I dunno, it’s just the way I am and I’m tired of blaming others for my own shit and I can’t do anything about my own shit because I’m too busy trying to deal with this bull’s shit and that bullshit is deep and heavy and all the help in the world isn’t enough….i need YOU to take care of this shit for me because I got nothin’ but words and a desire to ascend and that don’t pay the bills for anybody and I’m tired of being a slave, yet I am still a slave…because I need the money and never have enough to get out of this bullshit…….people help but they have their own shit to deal with. Who am I to ask help from them when I should be helping them to rise above it all and who am I to even try to teach what I cannot do?

So fuck it…..i’m done. I’ll just keep struggling on and working like a slave until I die and hope for the best possible outcome and pray that I can take decent care of my loved ones….since it all is on my back…..too much weight even for a unicorn…and it’s not like I can fly….so please and thank you and I love you and sorry for all my shit on top of it all…I’m doing the best I can with what I’ve got and It’s not much to speak of in either department or case…….either way, I’m a failure…either as a Michael Son or a human being………until I can achieve or accomplish something worthwhile…..i’m just a naked bum on the corner with a sign and a cup in his hand and there’s no money in it….what little I get or have gets eaten up by the bull…..it’s all I can do to keep it from shitting in my cup…at least I’ve been able to save that…so anytime you want to fill it up with whatever….you let me know…as long as it comes from you…I’m good. Even if I stay poor and weak and needy and stupid….i’ll always know that I got something directly from You…so thanks for that……I remember Boston….i remember the house…but at some point I have to get out of debt and that’s not happening and I’m done….to a crisp…burned out….don’t give a shit anymore….You’re not saving the world anytime soon…so…what the fuck can I do…what the fuck am I supposed to do?”

“Stand up for your right!”

“Stand up to who….You or them?”

“ME?”

“Yes YOU!” who do I stand up to? If if stand up to them, it just gets worse…and things are bad enough…all I can do is fight online…..even that costs money….not to mention living…..want me to do more? Costs more money. Want music…need more money….videos, money…anime/money, a company…money…create our own thing….money….fight back……money……server//money….artwork, t=shirts, cds, dvds, blue ray…….grants, helping others….money…….

If you save the world without further delay…no problem……..passover/easter is coming….never a better time to be found this year…….IF there’s not another round of delays……again….really…again……….my boots ain’t got no straps…..i know you want me to be strong, be a human being a man human being what I am……all I can tell you is…….it’s all I can do to act good and try to be a good actor…..the rest is beyond my doing without certain tools, weapons and resources available……c’mon……I’ve never even seen a fleet ship up close or been in one or been able to have a 3d face to face with anyone that could give me a better way to help out or at least give me an experience that would settle it all for me in good faith….fuck if anyone else believes me…I would know and that’s all I would need…but that’s selfishness on my part…I get that…so fuck it……something will come up and happen and help out…it always does and we’ll be able to keep scraping by…but at least we’ll still be going and I thank you and PAPA for that…so thank you MAMA very much. I do love you dearly and wish that I could do better for both our sakes…but I got nothing left. I do love you and hate letting you down….but that’s on me and is me, as well…so……..just let me do what I gotta do to take care of what I gotta take care of, which is what is right in front of my face…like a boxer I’m too slow to hit back and too tired to dodge……..and I’ll just rope-a-dope it here in the corner until the bell rings…which seems to be taking forever….but that may just be me….since I’m so fucking punch drunk beat up….well….that’s how it feels…so sorry for that…..thanks…love ya….appreciate all the help…wish I could do better…..i ain’t got it…I just ain’t got it and I’m tired of trying to get it and failing…how many times? See? So fuck the bullshit…burn it away, suck it up is what I have to do and it still tastes like bullshit….and I’m sick of bullshit…but it seems to be all I can afford since I’m covered in it….like pretty much everybody else……..shit stinks to high heaven…but what can I do? I’m ill prepared and know it and don’t care anymore…fine…it’s my own fault…just…please…if you guys are going to talk with me at all…make it real and tell me the truth so, at least, I can get that right and pass that along…for whatever it’s worth….if nothing else, let me have that…..i wasn’t lying and I told the truth as You gave it to me and You gave it to me and that’s that…..so yes, that’s right…I, at least, want to know the truth about things, everything, but as much as I can handle and then some….advice and instruction would be very helpful, if you please or have time….and yes, no….i can’t give up my bad habits……I smoke and drink and have a terrible diet and don’t exercise…I know that…and I’m too stressed and tired and pissed off to change all that so I fully expect to have to pay for that and I know it and right now, I’ve got nothing to pay with but my own life and you can have it to do with as it pleases you, if you want it…I give it to you…it’s all I have…..i want you to have it…even if I were rich and things were going perfectly, I’d want you to have it because such a set of circumstances wouldn’t exist in my life unless you had me well in hand to do your will as best I can….i’m with you but this is all I am and I can’t be’s no more and this seems to be all I can do…so……whatever you may think or feel about me…I am what I am and that isn’t going to change anytime too soon without a real process or event or both happening….and that’s too much to hope for as far as I can tell…thanks for all the help and support up to now…please don’t stop…it’s all I can do to hold on now. If things get any worse…well…..nevermind……you know already and it’s not something that I want to write down…..i’m on my knees to you begging for I don’t know what because I realize that I don’t know what’s good for me except doing your will and I don’t have the strength or presence of mind or heart to do that as perfectly as I want to or would like to or love to…I am not my self if I am truly a Michael Son and if not…well….as a human…truly I suck… but I’m tired of sucking bullshit but see or have no way to find my way out of this bullshit and rise above it…..every time I’m out, they drag me back in……Godfather movie…you know…..but I’m no Godfather…or Godmother either…..ok…enough…thanks for listening….i will try, somehow, to do better as time goes by and hope I can learn and do and be fast enough to save my own way of life…….PAPA bless you always and may YOU bless Papa as well…I love you both as one….thank you for everything….love Ya MA! Cya soon!

I get up to leave….

“Sit down….”

I ease back down into the swirling bubbles of the tub……

“One….I’m not your Father……watch your language with me.

Two…don’t you want to hear what I have to say?”

“not really……when we are young and ignorant, like babies…you nurture and coo and give and feed and wean and change diapers…..when we get over a certain spiritual age…..and can walk on our own two feet, you have us go out to prove ourselves in the field……..if we don’t measure up to your….sense of where we should be…you put a foot up our…well…light a flame either in our hearts or our rear ends…whatever is deemed necessary….and I gotta tell ya…….i’m all burned up back there…..my heart is warm and the flame’s still going….but…….you don’t give like PAPA does….you…..you got that tough love thing going on and while I understand….it just makes me want to stand on the corner with a cup and a sign not giving a hoot about it all anymore because this is what I am….a bum with a cup and a sign……’

“You are not a bum.”

“Prove it.”

“Then take a message and see if it is truth…”

“Given”

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thanks for reading

love you all

MAMA, PAPA AND CM ATON BLESS YOU ALWAYS IN ALL GOOD THINGS!!!

(-i-)

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FIRST MESSAGE FROM MAMA THROUGH WHAT I AM

FIRST MESSAGE FROM MAMA…….

 

You will forgive this one that takes this message on my behalf…….but I will make a way for him to disseminate truth to the satisfaction of his Creator Parents………..

This one is suffering through ill- conceived and ill-perceived notions…….forgive him and pray for his understanding of the truth.  For his part, he has asked and prayed to disseminate only OUR TRUTH…and so it shall be…………

 

As the Father of all things has taken it upon Himself to be each and every one of you…to be your personalities and identities…to be everything and all and yet, be each and every part of it all…THAT IS WHICH HE IS AND HE IS FATHER OF ALL AND WITH ALL AND IN ALL AND IS ALL>>>INCLUDING YOU WHO READS THESE WORDS….HE IS YOU AS YOU ARE HIM AND YOU ARE EACH OTHER AND THE SOONER YOU REALIZE THAT YOU ARE GOD IN THE FLESH BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE…ACCORDING TO HIS WILL…THOUGH YOU MAY STRIVE TO DO YOUR OWN WILLS…AT THE END OF THE CREATIONAL DAY, ALL THOSE THAT REACH PERFECTION WILL FIND THAT THEIR WILL AND HIS WILL HAVE BEEN MADE INTO ONE WILL…….AND THAT WILL IS MINE.

I AM the Feminine aspect of Creator.  I AM, the Mother of all things.  As HE is the sum total of all individuals and is more than the sum of His parts, in that respect…So Am I, the sum total of all of your relationships with all things as I AM.  As He is each of you individually, so Am I each of you collectively…

I am all of the relationships between all things as one…all the time….and I Am also more than the sum of My parts.

I am the relationship between the land and the sky, the clouds and the wind, the rain and the lightening….and I Am the relationships between you and others….you as human and you as human beings and you as beings….I Am the relationship between each of you, individually and collectively, with each other and your pets and your environment and the animals and plants and insects and ocean life…

 

I am the relationship between male and female and you and your loved one and you and your children and you and your significant other and you and your neighbor and you and your house and your car and your job environment…[which is full of relationships]

Can you not see what I Am?  Can you feel that I am all that you are in relation to all that is other than you?

 

Can you see that I Am your Mother Divine, that has birthed all of you into manifestation based upon the idea, the thought, the Plan of THE ONE?

Do you see me as THE ONE?

DO YOU SEE ME AS PART OF THE ONE?

Do you see THE ONE, as all things as one….and being more than the sum of it’s parts?

I AM YOUR MOTHER GOD

I AM THE CRUCIBLE THROUGH WHICH YOUR IDEAS AND NEEDS AND DESIRES ARE FORGED AND POURED INTO MANIFESTATION

I AM THE BIRTHING OF YOUR CREATIONS

WHETHER FOR GOOD OR FOR EVIL

WE

WE

WE

DO NOT JUDGE

FOR ALL IS KNOWN

AND ALL SHALL REMAIN IN HOLY WILL

BETWEEN US AS ONE

THAT EVIL MAY NOT PREVAIL

AND THAT THE LIGHT MAY NOT BE OVERBEARING

THAT YE ONES MAY STRIVE FOR PERFECTION

AND FIND IT IN THY OWN TIME

AS IT HAS BEEN GIVEN THEE

BY US

AS ONE

FOR ARE WE NOT ONE?

YEA

WE ARE ONE IN ALL THINGS

AS YE SHOULD BE

MALE AND FEMALE WE MADE THEE

TO PERFECT AND COMPLIMENT EACH OTHER

TO SUPPORT AND LOVE EACH OTHER

AND WE HAVE GIVEN IT TO EACH OF YOU

TO EXPERIENCE WHAT NEEDS MUST BE EXPERIENCED

IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND

ANY AND ALL THINGS

AND EACH THING

ACCORDING TO THE GOD PERSONALITY THAT IS YOU

AND WITHIN YOU

SO IF MAN LOVES MAN

AND WOMAN LOVES WOMAN

IS NOT LOVE ENOUGH?

YET YE ONES HAVE TRANSGRESSED THE NATURALS LAWS THAT WE HAVE MADE FOR THEE

THAT CANNOT BE BROKEN

AND MUST BE ABIDED IN

EVEN BY US

FOR WE MADE THEM….

SHOULD WE BREAK THE LAWS THAT EVEN WE MADE?

So have a care to the practices concerning thy health

And know

That the creative juices of man

Need and must go

In only one place

For which it was designed

Consider your health

And the health of others

Above all other considerations

In your love….being who and what you are

For ye ones choose to experience these things

But not to the point of condemnation

That some of you have practiced

If ye ones love each other

Then be loving

And consider the consequences of your actions

That it may be well with thee in thy love

And that ye ones may be blessed by God the Mother

And God the Father

And God the Son

Who is mediator between all things for the sake of all things……….

And let that be that

We condemn none

And let the consequences of the actions speak for themselves

In the experience of it

And this applies to ye ones

That think ye are safe

Because ye are man and woman…….

Ye suffer the same fate because of your practices…..

Consider and change

For your own sakes

And that is that and enough to be said……….

 

I

I AM THE MOTHER GOD

THROUGH WHICH ALL CREATION IS BIRTHED

I AM THE SUM TOTAL OF ALL OF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS

THE GRASS TO THE FLOWERS

THE GRASS TO THE COW AND THE GOAT

THE NUT TO THE SQUIRREL

THE TREE TO THE BIRD

THE FLOWER TO THE BEE AND THE BUTTERFLY

AND YOU TO ANOTHER AND EACH OTHER

I AM THE RELATIONSHIP OF THE PLANETS TO EACH OTHER

YOUR GAIA TO YOUR SUN

YOUR SYSTEM TO ANOTHER

YOUR CONSTELLATION TO YOUR LOCAL UNIVERSE

YOUR SELVES

TO YOUR CREATOR SON

YOUR MOTHER SPIRIT TO YOU

YOUR UNIVERSE TO YOU

YOUR BEING TO YOUR SELF….

YE ONES HAVE BEEN TAUGHT OF GOD THE FATHER

AND YOUR PHARISEES HAVE SOUGHT TO ERADICATE ME FROM HUMAN KNOWLEDGE

BUT I

I AM THE MOTHER GODDESS

WIFE AND CONSORT AND MISTRESS TO GOD THE FATHER

I AM HIS BEST FRIEND ABOVE AND BEYOND ALL BEST FRIENDS

AND I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND AS HE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND

I AM YOUR GREATEST LOVE

YE MEN

THAT SEEK TO LOVE GOD

I GIVE TO YOU

AND TAKE YOU IN OF MY SELF

IF YOU LOVE WHAT I AM

AND TRULY LOVE ME

AS WHAT I AM

FOR AM I NOT GOD ALMIGHTY

IN ALL OF HIS AND HER GLORY?

YE ONES ARE RESISTANT TO GOD AS WOMAN……

SHALL I TELL YOU THE JOKE WHERE I AM A BLACK WOMAN?

OR HE A BLACK MAN?

WOULD THAT UPSET YOU?

PERHAPS WE SHOULD BE ASIAN

OR HISPANIC………OR NATIVE AMERICAN

DO YOU SEE

THAT ALL OF THESE THINGS DO NOT MATTER?

WE ARE WHO AND WHAT WE ARE AS ONE AND BEING IN AND OF OURSELVES THE DISTANCE THAT YOU HAVE MADE BETWEEN YE AND US AND EACH OTHER…….AND THAT IS A RESULT OF YOUR FEAR

 

 

LEARN TO LOVE

Know that all is one and love yourselves in and as each other

Love each other as yourselves in what we are as us

Be one

Be one with us

And know

Beyond a surety and any doubt

That we are all each other

Ye ones that seek to be slaves no more

To the evil oppressive system of things

That you should know by now that you exist in

Ye ones that seek the freedom of truth

Know

KNOW

THAT YE ONES ARE BEING JUDGED

AS TO YOUR ACCEPTANCE OF TRUTH AND THE VALUES OF COSMIC CERTAINTIES……..

THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM THE VALUES THAT YOU HAVE PROMULGATED AND ACCEPTED OVER THE COURSE OF YOUR LIVES

IF YE ONES HAVE TAKEN THE LIES AND TRUTHS OF OTHERS AS YOUR OWN

WITHOUT INVESTIGATION

WITHOUT CONTEMPLATION

WITHOUT

AT LEAST

A STRIVING FOR DIRECT COMMUNICATION

WITH THE SOURCE OF ALL THINGS THAT IS WITHIN YOU

IF YE ONES HAVE IGNORED THE ADVICE AND TEACHING

THAT THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS WITHIN YOU

THAT YE ARE GOD

AND THAT

THAT WHICH YOUR LOCAL UNIVERSE CREATOR

TOGETHER WITH THE CHOSEN SON IN ESU

HAD DONE

AND HAS DONE

AND HAVE DONE

AND ALL THE WHILE

TEACHING YE ONES

THAT THAT WHICH THEY DO AS ONE

YE ONES MAY ALSO DO

THE HILLS WILL SKIP AS LITTLE LAMBS FOR THEE……

KNOW YE NOT THAT YE ARE GODS!?

YE ARE FATHER AND MOTHER

AND SISTER AND BROTHER

AND SON AND DAUGHTER

YE ARE ALL EACH OTHER IN GOD

AND GOD IS ALL OF THESE THINGS IN THEE…..

YE ONES HAVE A CHOICE

BELIEVE THE PEOPLE OF THE LIE

THE SYNAGOGUE OF SATAN

WHO CRUCIFIED THE CHRIST

AND STILL SEEK TO LIE

AND CALL THEMSELVES THE CHOSEN OF GOD……

TELL US

IF YE WERE GOD

AND YOU SENT YOUR SON TO A PEOPLE

AND THEY MURDERED HIM

WOULD THEY STILL BE CHOSEN?

YET YE ONES SUPPORT THE GREAT LIE AND THE GREAT LIES

FOR YOUR OWN BENEFIT…

WHERE ARE THE TRUE CHILDREN OF THE ONE?

WHERE ARE THE SERVANTS OF CHRIST MICHAEL ATON AND ESU SANANDA SANAT/KUMAT KUMARRA?

[this is the best that I can translate the present name of Esu…..please forgive me if I have trouble keeping up…to me, he is just….brother Esu…Prime Servant of God in Christ Michael Aton…and that is that…but…as is known by many who know this place of being….no more can be given than can be understood…you cannot fill a ten gallon hat with twenty gallons……..and so I beg forgiveness for my limitations……kibo]

WE SHALL LEAVE IT OFF FOR NOW AND AT THIS POINT AND LET THE PEOPLE QUESTION AND REGARD AND ASK AND SEARCH AND LEARN AS THEY MAY.  WE HIGHLY SUGGEST THAT YE ONES REMEMBER YOUR ORIGINS AND WE SHALL REVEAL THE ORIGINS AND WORKINGS OF THE ADVERSARIAL RACE OF LUCIFER THAT INFECTS YOU EVEN NOW…..YE ONES SHOULD KNOW ALREADY THE SYNAGOGUE OF SATAN……AS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON IN ESU CALLED THEM…OUT OF TRUTH AND NECCESSITY……….AND YE ONES SHALL…..HOPEFULLY LEARN THE TRUTH OF LIFE AS WE ARE GIVING IT IN THIS ONE THAT SEEKS TO SERVE…..AND WOULD GLADLY DIE SERVING…….ALL FINANCIAL REWARD BEING SECONDARY…AS HE HAS PROVEN TO US AS ONE…YET HE HAS NOT THE MEANS TO SUPPORT HIMSELF AND HIS LOVED ONES……..THOSE THAT SUPPORTED HIM IN THE PAST ARE BLESSED BEYOND ALL IMAGINING, SO SAYS I, THE MOTHER GOD OF ALL CREATION….THOSE THAT SUPPORT HIM NOW SHALL ALSO BE BLESSED…BUT IT IS UP TO YE ONES TO BELIEVE INDIVIDUALLY OR NOT…ACCORDING TO YOUR RELATIONSHIPS……..BUT THAT IS A MEASURE THAT SHALL BE EXPLORED SOON ENOUGH….

KNOW THEE, THAT YE ONES, ALL OF YOU, SHALL FEEL THE FULL EFFECTS OF THE ASCENSION OF OUR DAUGHTER GAIA AND OF THE AGARTHANS, AS WELL.

YE ONES MAY COME AND GO AS YE ONES HAVE DECIDED. YE ONES MAY FOLLOW THE WILL OF THE ONE AS BOTH OF US AS ONE…OR NOT…BUT YE ONES CANNOT BE REDEEMED AND ASCENDED WITH JUST A PARTIAL LOVE AND KNOWLEDGE.

IT IS TIME THAT YE ONES FULLY RECOGNIZED THE EQUALITY OF THE LOVE OF THE FATHER AND THE MOTHER AND THE SON IN THE GREAT TRINITY AND BEING OF LIFE ETERNAL AND INFINITE AND THE GREAT SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE, ETERNAL AND INFINITE….

THE CHOICE IS YOURS TO MAKE

CLING TO YOUR OWN MISCONCEPTIONS AND THE MISCONCEPTIONS OF OTHERS AND DELIBERATE THE LIES OF OTHERS FOR THE SAKE OF THEIR CONTROL OVER YOU AND YOU AS WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE…..

OR SEARCH FOR AND FIND YOUR SELF WITHIN YOUR SELF BEING BOTH FATHER AND MOTHER GOD AND SON AS WELL…AND DAUGHTER…FOR THE DAUGHTER UNIVERSES ARE YET TO COME AFTER THESE…THE SON UNIVERSES……….AND WON’T THAT BE EXCITING?

THE QUESTION IS…CAN YOU HANDLE IT?

CAN YOU HANDLE WHAT IS COMING…WHENEVER IT COMES

TODAY

TOMORROW

NEXT WEEK………..WHENEVER

THE TIME OF FIANALITY WILL COME UPON YOU

AND YE ONES MUST BE PREPARED

NOT JUST MATERIALLY….WITH FOOD AND OTHER SUPPLIES

BUT SPIRITUALLY

FOR THIS IS THE END GOAL…

TO BE ONE WITH ALL AND ALL WITH ONE

AND TO BE GOD IN THE FLESH

TO BE GOD BEING YOU AND YOU BEING GOD

ACCORDING TO DIVINE AND HOLY SPIRITUAL WILL

THE WILL OF GOD

AND NOT YOUR OWN, LITTLE WILL….

WHICH IS STILL IMPERFECT

AND YET

BECOMING PERFECTION BEING PERFECT….

SHALL YOU GIVE UP THAT JOURNEY

BECAUSE YOU WANT WHAT YOU WANT

OVER AND ABOVE AND BEYOND

WHAT THE GOD OF GODS WANTS FOR YOU

WHICH IS YOUR GUARANTEED PERFECTION AS A CREATOR GOD IN YOUR OWN RIGHT

HAVING BEEN TESTED, AND FOUND TRIED AND TRUE AND NOT WANTING FOR ANY THING?

 

HEY

IT’S UP TO YOU…CHOOSE……….WE GIVE YOU THAT CHOICE

THOUGH WE KNOW IT ALREADY

WE GIVE TO YE ONES

THE FULL EXPERIENCE OF IT…….

 

KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND AM WITH YOU IN ALL THINGS AND WITH ALL THINGS AND THROUGH ALL THINGS

BECAUSE I AM YOU

IN ALL THINGS

AND I AM WITH YOU AS MOTHER AND FATHER AND SISTER AND BROTHER AND SON AND DAUGHTER AND BEST FRIEND FOREVER….

BUT YOUR ACCEPTANCE OF THAT AND THE EXPERIENCE OF IT IS UP TO YOU

ALL WE CAN DO IS REMIND YOU OF THE TRUTH

AND KNOW……………

THANK YOU FOR READING THIS MESSAGE GIVEN THROUGH THIS ONE

PLEASE SUPPORT HIM WITH YOUR LOVE AND PRAYERS

AND BE WITH HIM AS HE IS WITH YOU

AND WE ARE WITH YOU ALL

IN ALL OF THIS

AS ALL THINGS

AS ONE THING

BEING

WHAT I AM

 

 

I AM WHAT I AM

AND NEED AND DESIRE NOTHING

FOR I AM

WHAT I AM…………

ALL IS ……..

THE REST IS UP TO YOU

TO BE WHAT I AM

IN YOU

THE CHOICE IS YOURS…..

FEAR NOT

FEAR NOT

BUT LOVE

AND IN LOVE

ALL LIGHT IS FOUND AND GIVEN………

I BLESS YOU

I KEEP YOU

I EMBRACE YOU

I AM YOU

BE WHAT I AM

AND BE

AS I AM FOR YOU

ALL YOU CAN BE

FOR ME………………….I LOVE AND BLESS YOU…….MAMA

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MEETING MAMA

i know, i know…
but i’ve been having a long dark night of the soul….
and so now
i am talking with MAMA

will get back to you when this …….conversation….is over……
thank you everyone for everything
i love you all
MAMA, PAPA AND CHRIST MICHAEL ATON BLESS YOU ALWAYS
kibo

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I HAVE NO NAME FOR THIS ONE……

What you do right, you do right

And

What you do wrong, you do wrong

And correct me if I’m wrong…….

But people generally tend to be able to determine what they did wrong easier than they can determine what they did right……go figure……no, really……..go figure out why that is………

Is it because we can readily determine the effects of what we do that is wrong in the material effects thereof……..and sometimes spiritual………and mental and/or emotional………..and, most importantly, intuitive…because if you actually are intuitive, then you knew and did it anyway……so now all you have to do is figure out what the effects will or should be and act accordingly….or just burn that bridge when you get there………..you think it’s up to you because you get to experience it.  That’s all well and good, but you are experiencing it as part of a total experience of all and everything around you and within you, created by, through and for THE ONE, THE GOD OF GODS, CREATOR OF CREATORS, THE ONE THOUGHT, THE THINKER OF THE ONE THOUGHT, SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS, SOURCE CREATOR…PAPA ATON…….[no…not Aton…PAPA ATON….BIG DADDY ATON, THE MAKER OF ATON, THE CREATOR OF ATON, THE FATHER OF ATON…THAT WHICH ESTABLISHED IN CREATION AS THE EXPERIENCE OF ITS SELF AS THAT WHICH WE CALL ATON, CHRIST MICHAEL ATON, CHRIST MICHAEL OF NEBADON,SUPREME AND UNCONDITIONAL SOVEREIGN OF NEBADON, THE UNIVERSE OF HIS OWN MAKING…[The Boss, as I call Him]and here you thought that it was all about you…………..none of this is about you…it just looks like it’s you….and so, to you,  it looks like you are suffering.  You think that you are suffering for no reason, or you know there’s a reason and you either can or can’t figure out what it is……but you feel that you are suffering and you want it to stop……….and because you spend so much time focused upon your suffering, that when you do something right and do not suffer a thing for it and even gain reward….you consider it only to be less suffering and so the moment soon passes by, forgotten in your overwhelming perception of suffering……..wow…that’s fucked up……….what?  you say you are not suffering?  Good for you! However do you do it?

OH…you concentrate on what is right, rather than what is wrong…you accentuate the positive to dispel the negative……..you imagine the best possible outcome and you will that into being, you focus upon bringing your desires to fruition….that’s cool…..lots of people say we should do that…I can’t disagree with it…..it is our right………….question…………how do you know what’s best?  How do you know what the best possible outcome is, and for whom?  Are your desires a good thing?  Are you sure?

Hey, we all want what we want….right?  We are what we are and we do what we do…we do what we be what we do, doing what we are being and being what we are doing………and we all gotta do what we all gotta do because we’re all here to do what we’re all here to do…………..but you know all this already….surely you’ve seen the movie………………..

But why is that?

What exactly is it that you’re gaining in all of this?  What are you really after, what do you want?  Why do you want that?  Is that really what you want? Really?  IS THAT REALLY WHAT YOU WANT!?

Love or fear…or is that love or money?

Selflessness or selfishness

Act or react

Self=interest or self-interest…………….ask millions of people to focus on the best possible outcome for the world and everyone will still have something different in mind because they have an investment of self=interest that necessitates that they think of themselves no matter how few or many others they take into consideration…….yes, please, save the world, just make sure I’m in it and being saved along with it…………and if you’re not going to save the world anytime too soon then please save me so I can make sure I’m still in the world when you save it…….

Is that selfish or what?  Is that self-interest?  Surely I can’t claim to be selfless, can i?  no matter who I try to help or want to help or save the whole world…..is that truly selflessness?  If, in somewhere in whatever is considered my mind, or what’s left of it, I have some concept or belief that this is the way to personal salvation, loving others, helping others, then doesn’t wanting that salvation make me selfish?

Scream

And so, here I am

Knowing that I cannot possibly love enough or give enough or do enough or be enough….to please God…and yet God is pleased and I ruin that by wanting to know why He is pleased.  As if He couldn’t and should possibly be pleased with me because I am so imperfect……….and why is that?

WHY am I imperfect?  Is it because HE is the only perfect being?  But didn’t He say to be perfect as He is perfect?  Surely someone in creation has gotten there by now……..so it’s possible…….it seems to be the plan, anyway…….

So why is it that we are made in perfection and then sent out into imperfect realms as imperfect beings?

Perhaps being made in  perfection is not the same as being perfect.  Being perfect, as a return to perfection…yet being more than the perfection that you were when you began this…..thing…….upon your return……..and doing whatever it is that you have to do in order to endure and complete and fulfill that journey…….according to whom?

That God has made of Himself all things and is within and without all things as all things are within WHAT I AM being God being God being each and every thing, including us……..and we have been told for ages that it was all about us….but that’s not necessarily so……in my reckoning, it’s been all about HIM this whole time……

I mean, let’s at least try to look at this as objectively as possible and get out of our own way here……

Basically, we’re dealing with a requirement for perfection of ascending creations of intelligent freewill and faith, as a joining of two…things, in order that they become one thing to create a completely different thing that is still the same thing, just put together the way they’re supposed to be to complete each other in becoming the perfect thing……….still with me?

So there’s you, me, us, them…..we have, for those of us that are ensouled [apparently, also a requirement] something unique in all of creation….every single one of us…..we have personality….we call it our personality, but if you really think about it long enough you might agree with me that what is actually happening is that we are vessels for unique Divine Personality fragments……our personality is actually God’s personality manifesting uniquely as what we are……I am God being me and you are God being you……..to me this is basic stuff…but it took me years to get to the point where I could actually grok the thing…so it seems so very basic right now and I have to be reminded that there are others still getting there and others still that have left me far behind in the dust and beckon to me from that distance that is right in front of my face….to come……….and so I go…..and keep going…..but we all have a responsibility to leave our marks on the rock and trees and grounds that say I was and I am still, here…and so we all carry each other along……….

Now

What are we joining with that fulfills that requirement for the thing we seek most?

If you are unfamiliar with the reality of the Thought Adjuster…please refer to The Book of Urantia….or not…if you like, you can leave now and never come back…it’s okay…I understand…..not everyone is made for this experience……no hard feelings?   Thank you…..please feel free to peek in at any time to see if there is something more to your liking as time is perceived as going by………..

For those of you that remain to read these words, that are familiar with the reality concept of the mystery monitor…….

Consider that this God fragment is an actual, direct fragment of The Paradise Father, it is HIM…yet it has identity without personality……….so now we figure out how to deal with this fragment that is with us, that seeks Divine personality as much as you seek Divine Identity………consider the…being…of such things as one thing in unity inseparable…………better than marriage…you become each other and more…together you are….perfect…………..

So who is to say if it is more about the ascending child of faith or the fragment of Source and Center?

Look a little deeper and you will see that it is about the Creator of both, being both, becoming both as one and the experience of that…..is this all just to create good company?  Surely the Paradise Personalities are perfect….yet have they all experienced the becoming of perfection being perfect?

Remember, you exist where there is everything…EVERYTHING!  You cannot imagine everything, not to mention everything at once [ok, I mentioned it…live with it]  EVERYTHING AT ONCE!  All of it, ONE THOUGHT…………ALL OF IT AT ONCE, BEING ONE…AN ETERNAL INSTANCE……AN INFINITE IOTA…….ALL ONE THING BEING THE ONE THING BEING EVERY THING…..AT ONCE…..ALL POTENTIALS AND POSSIBILITIES AND ACTUALITIES, ALL CAUSES AND EFFECTS, IN INFINITE WAYS THROUGH INFINITE CIRCUMSTANCES…..

Subtle differences, here and there, nuances and shades, perspectives and considerations, a choice here, a word there, a step, a breath…. A jump, a hesitation…….each thing an instance that creates whole new realities of circumstances of causes and effects that create new circumstances of causes and effects, ad infinitum forever, foreverever………………….all at once…in one mind…AS ONE MIND IN ONE MIND THAT IS ALL MIND BEING ALL MINDS………..so in the neverending end….it’s all about HIM, isn’t it?

Look around…you are surrounded by and you are, the signs and symbols, the lines and angles, the curves and shades and smells and sounds and silence of perception in experience that surround you at all times…what do they mean to you?  Yes, YOU……..it all means something different to each of us and that is how we get there….by allowing that journey to happen, to experience it and to let the uniqueness of our own, individual experience, as part of the whole experience and yet………..it is what it is and no two are alike and yet it is all one experience and only the creator and beholder of that whole experience can fully appreciate it…..and IT is the ONLY THING that knows what it is and what to do with it and what to be in it and how it all works and everything down to the smallest infinitesimal detail…….because it is a being of will and intent and this is the creation of that will and intent and however external it may appear to be to you, to IT…it is an internal thing…yet in you…yes you….it may experience itself externally at the same time and so it is ITSELF, within and without and…well….words cannot explain…you have to experience the Thing……..and be experienced by It…all at the same time…and know that that is…and be good with it…….and therein is the point….right now…..at least to me….and it may just be me……hey, I am what I am in I AM being WHAT I AM……..and so on and so forth, etc., etc……………..

So

While people all over the place are yelling about the money and the cabals and you should focus on what you want and the best outcome you can imagine and the best life you can imagine……sigh

Just answer one question for me…if we…we…and you….are imperfect at this point of perception of our experience……..what are our thoughts and desires in comparison to THE ONE?  THE PERFECT ONE?

If one is giving them selves..their self….to The One, willing and intending to do and be the Will of The One as The One sees fit to manifest Itself in them as unique aspects of The One in their/Its perception of their path to perfection and the experience of that which each one has with The One……..how willing are any or each of you to recognize your creator and serve His Will as your own…asking that His/Her/Its Will be done and not your own….in all things….that IT may act in you that you may experience and thus learn…how to act…perfectly……..

It’s just a thought, don’t mind me…..most people want to hold onto their free will like Golem and ‘my precious’……..but if all and everything is already known from before the beginning and all is simply the experience thereof, for the sake of that experience in demonstration for the sake of…whatever THE ONE gets out of it…….[and no…I’m not going to guess…the list can get way too long and any or all of it or none may be true……that’s up to Him to say, not me……perhaps we’ll find out when we get there…you are going, aren’t you?]

So if you truly believe that you are one with The One and all is one……..

GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD

Put that in a circle and connect the two….Alpha and Omega…to see God in unity…………….

If you know……….KNOW……..then act like you know………that even in your imperfect acting, God is pleased with you because YOU ARE TRYING…YOU ARE MAKING THE SUPREME EFFORT TO ACHIEVE YOUR SUPREME GOAL……perfection………..be as God is…….and while none of us will ever be able to know all of It……The way to The Father of all things has been shown in the path that the Living Son of The Father…..walk that path as it has been laid out for you to do so…..be as the Father is…as the Son who does what He sees the Father doing has shown you………do the work…the work is within…..do The Father’s Will in the Name of His Son……CHRIST  MICHAEL  ATON.

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cue FX aaaaand ACTION!!!!

I know, I know…..i don’t come here as often as I used to.  Part of that is because of the material day job…I’m just exhausted….but most of it is because I don’t want to put anything up here that isn’t about business……doing the real job and all that.  There are people out there that, for some strange reason, support me in all of this and I don’t want to get anything wrong……..this has all got to be about more than what I think and feel about things, it has to be able to hold something more enduring than just one insane idiots opinion [smile] based upon whatever strange experiences he has been through for the sake of demonstration…..like I said, we all go through our shit  that is tailor made for each of us according to the great grand holographic blueprint of creation…..and the script that goes with this great grand production……so there you have the set, all built and still building……but this lot seems to be scheduled for demolition and rebuilding….it’s better that it sounds…and no, we’re not going to go BOOM or anything like that…lol…as far as I know, anyway….though I think there’s going to be a lot of reality bubbles that will go ‘POP!’…but that could include me, as well…….no one of us being perfect…..wait and see, wait and see…….what will be, between me and Thee…..heehee………

 

So this production is still going on while the set seems to be changing around us…neat, huh?  I know we’re all tired…I know I Am…….but the Director of Directors/Producer of Producers/Owner of Owners/CEO of CEOs and Boss of All Bosses…who built this business and owns everything… seen and unseen, everywhere…………….and His Son, Aton, who’s running the local lot production that includes this set…which is just a small part of the lot….but what a production!…and the show must go on because there’s no business like show business and they’re going to show us the business for real real….we just have to get to that part of the script….apparently…..

That’s the thing about multidimensional, multidensity holoproductions, they seem so….open-ended in their possibilities but, if you’ve seen the script…the directors script, that is, you’d see that everything is all nice and neat in one big package……….but our script and our own, individual scripts are just this little part of it all and all those endless possibilities are already opened to close on the written and determined ending of the new beginning…….the show must go on…and on…and on…and on…ad infinitum everlasting forever and ever hallelujah……and all that [cue chorus]………and there you have it….playback crystals and soundtracks available for free in the gift shop…please have your ID available…..members only, y’know…..cast and crew that have received the light orientation meeting and have signed contracts for attendance are eligible…..all others must pay the standard price…although there are discounts for those that have signed up and have been accepted for the next orientation program for new contracts on another lot……have fun and good luck…all others will have to check their accounts to see if they have enough to pay the full price…..good luck with that, as well……if you are found to be morally and ethically bankrupt…well…please go with the security detail as you exit the premises….the Capo De Tutti Capo would like to have…some words with you…………

What did you expect?  Such bad acting only gets you wooden nickels………can’t buy shit with that……

But I digress…….maybe not…but moving on………..

All of this is for a reason and reasons that are above and beyond us and below and within and all around us, as well……and yet we all play our parts as parts of the whole while being whole parts ourselves……hey, just think of what you would be like if EVERY little neuron and synapse in your brain was firing at full throttle…wouldn’t that be a rush!

Well…in our little iota of the Great Cosmic Creator Mind, we’re driving like a little old lady down the highway in a storm at night with one headlight and one wiper……..and 20% of the engine plugs and pistons working………..don’t get me wrong, for a species that has been manipulated into using no more than 3 to 5% of our brains, with rare exceptions, 20% would be a great improvement.  But to have only 20% of the mass consciousness of the species in good working order, running on light…..well…draw your own opinion if you like but don’t come to any conclusions just yet….leave that for the Scriptwriter….and have faith in The Neverending Story of Stories in The CREATION of Creations, The Universe of universes.

So in the end, I guess it all depends on whether you think/feel that God likes happy endings or not….or care…….

I just want to play my part well enough to be considered a good actor that did his job well and followed the script as best he possibly could and only wanted to please The Boss [brown nosing lil piece of work, ain’t i?] yeah, I’m a real apple polisher, lol!  Never mind all the bitching and moaning I’ve done…publicly and privately…it’s all for a reason and reasons that are above and beyond us and below and within and all around us, as well… and that’s what this thing is and that is why hard choices have to be made by all, whether they know it or not…

Do as you will or do as God wills?

Your way or God’s way?

God’s way or the highway?

High way or the low way?

Within or without?

Above or below?

Light or dark?

Love or fear?

You get it.  And I’ve said it over and over,  over the years and months and weeks and days and I’ll keep saying it if it takes more days or weeks or months or years until this thing is done and we can get on with the next thing [ OH PLEASE LET IT BE TODAY!!!!!]

Be that as it may…I’m just a village idiot that spouts off at the mouth online…and in person…but most of you aren’t here to endure that part of it…hey…at least I’m consistent…

I am what I am and I am myself/self and I know myselfself and I trust myself and I am true to myself/self and I love myself and that self as one self and we are each other and the journey is long and incredible but the company is even more incredible……..so I leave it up to PAPA and The Boss to explain it to me…a lot…because there’s sooooooo much that I don’t understand that I so dearly want to understand…but everything in its own time and place for the sake of experience and demonstration all for and to and through and with and in THE GLORY OF THE ONE………..

Somewhere is a message for any and each of you that read these words….all will get what they can and for each it is different………I hope this has helped for something that was written because something meaningful has to written here, once in awhile………BE BLESSED IN THE ONE AND HIS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON

KEEP MOVING TO THE SOURCE AND CENTER WITHIN YOURSELF AND AS FOUND IN CHRIST MICHAEL ATON AS ONE AND BEING ONE

YOU ARE ONE

WE ARE ALL ONE

IT IS ALL ONE

BE BLESSED IN THE ONE

ALL GLORY TO THE ONE

TO THE ONE ALL GLORY

ALL GLORY TO THE ONE

IN THE LIFE OF THE ONE

TO THE ONE ALL GLORY IN THE ONE LIFE OF ALL!

 

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targeted and kinda sorta targeted message

Well….you had to be able to get to this at some point…….it is crucial to the plan……….please try to see and hear what is being said and done…….

As above so below and then some

As below…….working on being as above……….you have to do the work in order      to    work   It……..

 

Now

You’ve been told that everything is ready to go and is just waiting for Divine order to give The Word to begin to finish what is beginning…………

As all is light in light and It is Light perceived as all light……being One Light…………

Consider the mind of The Thing…………..and then consider your own mind………..

Now

To all of you positive light  emissions presently surrounding the mass pineal gland wherein resides the Source Light…….consider

Within your own…………

Know

All is made of ultimatons.            Moving on………….mind you…it is all The One as one being all parts of The One being All…………as One…………

Consider the core of any thing and all things……….

So

You have outer and inner…..you are outer and inner

You are being outer becoming inner and being one

HAVE YOU HUGGED YOUR THOUGHT ADJUSTER, TODAY?

There are…like nanoquarks to nanoquarks………..two ultimatons side by side inside the thing….well…both should be inside the thing and they are….in you

The thing is, in the mass consciousness…well…you read the report………..

So   here….we are…….now……..

In your mind…consciousness……not really your brain, but your brain nonetheless……assuming you have no less than a brain……..smile….but really…you’d be surprised……..maybe not……..

But there is your thought adjuster…shining light core GOD FRAGMENT WillofGod ultimatonbeing ITinyou

And there you are…right next to IT inside you yourself your self……is that really where you want to be…right next to it?  Sure it’s nice to be there…but wouldn’t you rather really BE IT?  BE ONE   WITH IT.

HEY ALL YOU COOL GUYS AND GALS OUT THERE GET WITH IT AND BE IT!!!!

After all, isn’t that what being a Finaliter is all about?  Getting it on with your God Fragment…forever and ever and ever…forever?  Foreverever?FOREVEREVER!?

WELL YEAH……..

Can you imagine it?  Can you visualize it?  Can you have that conversation with It and be It and get with It and be with IT….I Am with you, capisce?

 

So now to the point…….We are asking all of those lighted, positive charges/synapses/neurons in the mass consciousness that are surrounding the pineal gland to defend it against the shadowmind…know that it needs no defense and that it thanks you all for your love and concern.  You have all gathered here out of love and so now that love will be fulfilled……….if you would be so kind now as to make your move to join the Lighted Core…….HAVE WE HUGGED OUR MASS CONSCIOUSNESS DIVINE CORE TODAY?

It is now time to get out of the way and let the procedure commence………..but we would like all of you to be safely ensconced in Love and Light that ye may reemerge in a place of expansiveness……..and you ones will decide the new mass conscious ness and how it goes…..WE
ARE WITH YOU,CAPISCE?  Bu the doing and the being of it is yours to do and to be…what will you make of yourselves?  We have high hopes and dreams for all of you in the glorious journey that you are, even now, under and overtaking……..take it now.

Individually, it is time for each of you correct the space between you and your thought adjuster.  Though it may seem to you that you are right next to each other …..even on such infinitesimal levels an infinity of space can exist between two…..things…that appear to be right next to each other in physicality…….you can be worlds apart in values and ideas and still be side by side…….so

The time has come for you to touch each other…your Divine adjuster and your Divine spirit personality…..move into each other and become each other…this is the goal, yes?  Union with your thought adjuster eventuating in being a Finaliter?  This is the direction that you are moving in and towards, is it not?

This is the time, and there is no better time than now and no better place than here where you are at, wherever you are at…being here…………….and so you are all being asked, here and now to migrate from around the core to being within it through the portal of the energetic heart which will deliver you straightt there and straightaways at that……..you do not have forever to do this and while stragglers will be protected from undue harm there is the risk of being affected by the…throes of the shadows of the shadowmind as it and they are ripped from….well…that  does sound harsh, does it not?  Perhaps ripping is a bad choice of words considering that it will be more of a transporter type removal and even then that not entirely accurate but you’ll just have to wait and see to really grok the situation since there will be a myriad number of things and circumstances and situations and methods and modes and means that will all be operating in simultudinous   synchronicity [yes, I know…just deal with it and try not be bothered by it and move forward from there]

It is vitally important that as many of you ensouled ones that can concentrate your wills, intent, imaginations and visualization, belief and knowledge…… get as close to your own thought adjusters as possible and get inside the……housing….hold hands with it…hug it….make love with it…love it…be one with it…be it…that kind of thing…….whatever it takes for you to do it…..do it……….that’s what you want and need right now…to be there….the sooner the better…….migrate to that place and do your best to become that thing……know that as long as you are in the place…and you will know because it is a conversation and relationship……your acknowledgement of It will be acknowledged and you will be able to acknowledge that acknowledgment in grace, love, light and gratitude of and for each other………

Okay

So if you have done so already…….dive into the pool and get busy….write that script where you get together and get it done and act accordingly…you DO know how to act, right?

If not…please get in touch with the Director and Producer and they will show you the way….talk to the CEO and The Boss and they will work with you to get the job done……and so on and so forth…….okay?

That’s it…that’s all…nothing more to read here…..move on…get going…get busy….back to work….move it move it……go do your jobs…..all of you…………………..payday is coming…………….you do want to get paid, right?

Some of you will be fired because you have not worked…………sleeping at the desk….rebelling….taking over whole departments…….that’s over………..the set is being replaced and if you didn’t know how to act……….oh well………….

Enough…..get it done!

 

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Determination of the state of the mass consciousness on Urantia

Determination of the state of the mass consciousness on Urantia
It was determined that the patient was suffering from a mental parasite and that the damned thing had succeeded in taking over 90% of the synaptic pathways of the patient, thus rendering the patient into a deep state of sleepwalking which was controlled by the parasite itself. The fact that, through constant treatment, we were able to regain only another 10% of the patients consciousness, spoke to the insidious nature of the parasite.
The nature of the parasite, which we have named shadowmind, is that it seeks to live on its host, sucking the life and consciousness out of it, as it were, until the host becomes an empty shell, at which point the shell itself is operated to the point of infecting another lifeform, where the whole process starts over again. With each infection, the shadowmind parasite learns new strategies and techniques of control which it uses on the next, unsuspecting host.
Patient, at present, is completely unaware that it is infected and thinks that nothing is wrong, yet continues to show erratic and psychotic behavior bordering on the violently insane. Yet the patient feels that such behavior is completely normal and within the bounds of morality and ethics. We feel that the values of the parasite have replaced the moral compass of the patient to the point where all physical senses, as well as emotions, are overwhelmingly controlled by the parasite, with the exception of the uninfected 20%, which seems to have migrated all electrical activity to the area surrounding the pineal gland. It is this area that concerns us at present, as the shadowmind, in response to our ongoing and increasingly higher levels of treatment, has turned its attention to conquering this last holdout of the true consciousness of the patient. We have tried, on numerous occasions to explain and illustrate to the patient that it is suffering from this terrible creature, but patient refuses to acknowledge or accept our proof, stating that we must be mistaken and that such a condition is impossible. We feel that the parasite has lived off of the patient for such an extended period of time that the patient now feels that the illusions created by the parasite to trick their senses into doing the parasites will, is the normal state of life.
Efforts to waken the patient from their sleeping state have, by the numbers stated above, met with extremely limited success. We have, however, gained more ground in the emotional area and have seen quotients concerning Love, increase to the point where it seems to have caused some consternation on the part of the parasite. This has caused it to attack the mind on two fronts at once, seeking to reach those mechanisms that connect to the energetic heart of the patient, but has met little success in that effort. This gives us hope for light at the end of the tunnel. Patient was never completely connected to its energetic heart and the shadowmind was only able to compromise and control those neurons that had never made the connection. However, the uninfected neurons that have set up refuge in the fortified synapses surrounding the pineal gland have been able to endure the parasites assaults, offer effective defensive measures and have even succeeded in offensive efforts based upon use of resources and strength of energies based in the energetic heart that has been out of reach of the parasite. This lighted neural network has been able to protect itself, the pineal gland and the energetic heart, as well as be sustained by them to do so to the point where it seems that they are gaining ground on their adversary.
Still, it is an intolerable situation that must be addressed and resolved as soon as possible in order to gain the best possible outcome and benefit to the patient. Consciousness must be reworked to remove the parasite, rehabilitate the infected neurons that can be reeducated and allow the uninfected cells to regenerate and reclaim the consciousness based upon a new and better, higher design that will, in the future, be impervious to such attacks and invasions by any such predator species.
Since we would like to save the patient without invasive procedures, it has been decided to shock the patient by shocking the parasite into submission so that it can be removed from the mind. While we would prefer that the patient was more aware of the reality of their situation and realized that measures are necessary to remove the parasite, at this stage, rather than lose the patient entirely, we are willing to remove the parasite through transpositioning it from within the mind and placing it in a sealed environment until it is firmly determined whether or not, as a lifeform, it can evolve into a moral creature and thus, contribute to the ascension process as an evolving participant, rather than an obstacle. Negotiations will have to be held in respect to the history of the shadowmind parasite and if it feels that it is capable of evolving into an ascending lifeform in service to the will of The Father and Christ Michael Aton in Nebadon, or whether it will have to be delegated to another universe for rehabilitation. Everything possible will be done to give it the best opportunity to evolve in light and love as a collective lifeform and also as individual parts of that lifeform, but they cannot and will not be allowed to infect patient any longer.

Considerations=
There are some considerations that must be addressed in this operation. There is, at least, the fact that there are cells, synapses and neurons, that have willingly attached and adhered themselves to the shadowmind as servant minions. It has been decided that they will simply have to suffer the same fate as the parasite itself, rather than try to determine the placement of each one during the operation. Such efforts and measures can be taken at a later time as they are held in abeyance with the shadowmind in its sealed environment.
As far as those that have been infected, yet do not realize that they have been infected, we find that these ones hold differing amounts or shades of shadow. In order to better facilitate the future the of the new consciousness that will be given to rise in the place of the old, we have decided that it is best to include only those parts that have been able to keep a majority of positive charge through their neural pathway and outgoing synaptic transmissions. An ability to discharge perceived negative charges that are received within the neural network and succeed in transmitting only positive, or majority positive charge is considered desirable, both in the short run and the long run. We feel that the effect of the more resistant to shadow neurons will help the others to adjust to their new consciousness reality to the point where they will be able to develop and evolve on equal levels and contribute to the growth of the whole into the coming stages of light and life that lay ahead.
There is also, of course, the matter of consciousness agents that have been inserted over time to help us in our determinations and planning, as well as actions taken against the parasite. Loss of these ones to the parasite has been nominal, yet each loss has been painful to endure. There are many that will desire to be returned to their original consciousness pool and they, of course, have the right to do so. There are also some that will prefer to continue with the new consciousness that is about to be set into its new template stage of evolution. Those that have succumbed to the shadowmind will be given the best and most nurturing trauma therapy that is available and then allowed to stay or go as they desire.
The matter of the robotic entities will be determined by the data that has been accumulated showing those that have evolved beyond their programming enough to be aware that they desire to be what they presently are not…ensouled beings. These ones will be placed on the path of ascension. There rest will have to be defined as constructs of shadow programming and reduced to pre-evolutionary consciousness status. Any that can work their way up to the next stage are welcome to do so since such status will automatically purged them of all experienced, shadow programming.
The planetary consciousness Gaia will continue to host the new consciousness pool in order to help guide and nurture the new and emerging unified field of consciousness that will one day settle itself in light and life with the rest of Nebadon. She, and they, will also be host to the many universal beings that shall come to visit, study, trade and work together to determine the future of what was once a central field of operation for Lucifer in his rebellion against Michael of Nebadon and The Paradise Trinity of The Paradise Father, the system of Satania in Nebadon in Orvonton.
Final preparations have already been made, tested and all is ready to proceed as soon as word is given by Source Creator to do so. We are assured that the patient will not just survive, but prosper and grow and evolve beyond all former expectations. The dark parasite shalt be fully and finally dealt with to the satisfaction of all and the time will arrive when all on Urantia will be able to declare
GLORY! GLORY HALLELUJAH!
GLORY TO THE FATHER OF FATHERS
IN THE CREATION OF HIS OWN CREATING
GLORY TO HIS SON, CHRIST MICHAEL ATON
IN THE UNIVERSE OF HIS OWN MAKING,
FOR THERE IS PEACE ON EARTH
AND GOODWILL BETWEEN MEN AND ANGELS!

ALL GLORY TO THE ONE
IN THE LIFE OF THE ONE
TO THE ONE ALL GLORY
IN THE ONE LIFE OF ALL!

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REMEMBER WHO I IS

REMEMBER WHO I IS
We all are what we are. We are what we are by the sum of our decisions, our choices. Those decisions and choices have been made on whatever data we deemed pertinent and important and primary to what we considered our best interests and self-interest…….and don’t go talking about how much selfless stuff you did…..that was in your own self-interest, y’know……..after all….you’re spiritually inclined, aren’t you? YOU know what side YOUR bread is buttered on, right? Do you do God’s will because it’s God’s Will or do you look to the benefits? Is there a difference? Can you do God’s Will without experiencing the benefits? Could you take all the testing and trials and tribulation if you didn’t think or know or feel that there was enlightenment, expansion, uplifting, ascension…..more light, more love, more…..something…….at the end of this rainbow journey?
But I digress……………
We are all more than the sum of our parts and thus, we are more than the sum of our experiences. We are, indeed, all of our causes and effects and our thoughts and feelings about our causes and effects. Too often, people have no real clue as to why they are the way that they are. Why they do the things that they do. Why do some people end up one way and others another? What is it that causes certain people to get on buses and trains and testify to the word of The Lord? What is it that makes some walk around with satanic symbols all over their bodies or clothing?
What is it that makes some people think they are the only human beings on Earth and that all others that are not like them…and some that are like them, are nothing more than beasts, chattel, slaves, property? Why is it that so many people refuse to even consider that they are spiritual creatures, personalities, beings….and not just the meat bags that they walk around in?

Why anything for anyone?
Seven billions bags of souls or meat, all unique, all doing what they’re doing…all differently, even if so many of them think that they’re doing the same thing……..
Why don’t my t-shirts sell? [shameless (wink and nod) plug….keep moving…….]

So what’s the point, kibo? We all know this stuff already…we are the choir, after all…..
i hear you….

So….to the point……..

Here we all now stand…you and I
Us and them
We…We….WE
WE….each of us, together…..and yet………each of us is our own unique part of this whole of unified oneness that is THE ONE…….and yet…we are all more than the sum of our parts……….
You are
I am
It is
And more and one and all
More than the sum of all parts
As the parts are more than the sum of their parts………..
Above and below
Within and without………
We are what we are
What we have become in our experience of being…this….what we are…….
And now the door stands before us
And what a door it is….a portal, an entrance and entryway, a gate, a line…..
An end and a beginning…………..all at once
Within and without
Above and beyond………….

And now you must ponder
Ponder ponder soul transponder………….how does your garden grow……?

How have you come to this place
And what are you now that you are here
And you are always here……….as you knew or did not know……….
Here you are
Here we are
Here it is
Here in the eternal moment of now being present…….
And it is the only thing that gives past and future any meaning
For it all evolves from and revolves around
The eternal and infinite here and now
And now
Now, here you are
Ready or not
And here is the door….right there……..
Answer the question
What have you made of yourselves
Yourself
Your selves
Your self
?
You
Us
All
One
Individual
Group
Mass
Masses
What have you become
And how and why?
Do you know?
Think
Think
THINK
This is important
It will determine your next or last moment
Or next and last moment
Or
Your next 29,000 +/- years
Or the rest of eternity in the Grand Creation
Not to mention this local creation………
Do you know?
Can you know before the door opens?
The answer lays beyond that portal….across that line…….
The thing you most love or fear
That awaits you
Can you face it
Can you deal with it
Can you be it
Can you do it?

Can you decide and come to a decision concerning who and what and why and where and when and how and for and to and by and through and………….
And know…Know…KNOW……eyes wide open or shut….flying or falling………mind wide open or shut…heart…………..take that step….and cross the threshold…or stand and wait and let it cross you…either way it is the same….it all happens…it all has to happen
It all has to happen because that’s what it all is
And it is what it is
And here you are….a part of it…a part of the whole….a part of the whole which is more than all of its parts, as you are…..as we are…………as it is…..as IT is………and more………….
[here is the church, here is the steeple, open the door and see all the people….]
Whatever you have become….here it is……
Everything is its own reward……now…..
Now it is time to receive the fruits of your labor……………
Whatever you are
Whoever you are
And whyever and however and forever……..open the door and see all…….
!!!
Oh dear
Some of you are afeared
Living in the dark has made you afraid of the light
So
While all are brought in……graduating….repeating classes…….some begging for seventh chances to avoid being expelled….
Ye ones want to stay on the playground……never coming in
Never crossing
Never growing up
Wanting you own neverland……sigh
And so you dare the headmaster to find you
Hide and seek, eh?
Really?
So be it
There is no hiding from one that sees all
That is all
And sees each and every one of you…..
So
Ready or not
Here I comes………….and remember who I is….
I invented this game, after all….before all
I always wins…………….

Kibo[you forget that I whupped your asses in dodgeball]Dabi

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