I HAVE OFTEN THOUGHT…IN THE PAST…FROM TIME TO TIME…AND I STILL THINK THAT…I AM A SPY…I AM GOD’S SPY…..I KEEP A COVER OF BEING A COMPLETELY INCORRIGIBLE AND OBSCENE AND DRUNKEN FOOL…FULL OF LUSTS AND VICES…AND YET….HERE I AM…DOING THIS…FOR ALL THAT CAN LOOK BEYOND THE COVER, THE FRONT…..IF ONE IS TO SPREAD THE MOST LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS, THEN ONE SHOULD DO ONE’S BEST TO POSITION ONE’S SELF AS CLOSE TO THE CENTER OF THAT DARKNESS…AND EXPLODE IN INFINITE AND ETERNAL LIGHT…LIKE A CELESTIAL BOMB……I AM NOWHERE NEAR THAT……NOT AT ALL…I WISH I WERE…BUT EVEN THE DARK SHIT AT THE CENTER OF THAT CANDYBAR, IS TOO FUCKING MUCH FOR ME…SO I ORBIT AS CLOSE AS I CAN…AND DO MY BEST TO WORK MY WAY IN WITHOUT BEING CORRUPTED….I APOLOGIZE TO ALL OF YOU…THIS IS THE BEST THAT I CAN DO
BUT I AM DOING MY BEST AND HOPE TO DO BETTER MOMENT BY MOMENT AND THAT SEEMS TO BE THE CASE AS I GIVE MYSELF UNTO THE WHOLE AND ENTIRE PROCESS AND SURRENDER TO SOURCE OF SOURCES/PAPA/GRANDPA…OR WHATEVER AND HOWEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT AND DEAL WITH IT AND UNDERSTAND IT…..THE LABELS DON’T MATTER…YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING DOES…IT IS UP TO YOU TO DECIDE HOW TO DEFINE WHO AND WHAT IT IS THAT YOU ARE DEALING WITH….
THE SOURCE OF SOURCES IS ALSO YOUR SOURCE…AND IT WILL UPHOLD AND SUSTAIN AND PROTECT YOU
ONLY SO FAR AS YOU RECOGNIZE THAT AS A FACT OF YOUR OWN LIFE AND BEING
AND THAT IS THE HARD PART
TO SEE AND KNOW YOURSELF IN GOD AS PART AND PARCEL; OF GOE
AND GOD AS PART AND PARCEL OF YOU
THAT IS THE HARDEST THING FOR PEOPL TO DO
TO TAKE THAT FIRST STEP
AND THEN THE SECOND
AND THEN THE THIRD
AND THEN…..TO WALK ON THEIR OWN
AND GROW AND EVOLVE
IN THAT UNDERSTANDING
THAT YOU ARE GOD AND GOD IS YOU
AND IT IS ONE
AND THAT YOU
YOU ARE GOD BEING YOU
AND THAT IS HARD TO DO AND TO BE…
FOR YOU CANNOT THINK OF YOU AS BEING ANYTHING OTHER THAN YOU
AND THE PAIN AND SUFFERING THAT YOU ENDURE IS TOO MUCH FOR YOU
AND YOU WONDER WHY YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT
AND THE ANSWER IS WITHIN YOU
FOR THIS IS A STAGE
A PRODUCTION
AN ACT
THAT YOU DECIDED UPON BEFORE YOU CAME HERE
YOU SIGNED UP FOR THIS
AND THE ANSWER TO OVERCOMING ALL OF THIS
IS ALSO IN YOUR SCRIPT
BUT YOU WILL NOT ARRIVE TO IT
UNTIL YOU TURN THAT PAGE
WHEN THE TIME COMES IN THE GREAT DRAMA OF YOUR LIFE
THE VERY FACT THAT YOU WANT WHAT YOU WANT
IS MORE THAN ENOUGH…
AND THIS IS WHAT IT IS TO ENDURE
TO ENDURE YOUR PART IN THE WILL OF GOD
FOR THE ONLY THING THAT EXISTS
THAT TRULY EXISTS
IS GOD
AND FEW CAN HANDLE THAT FACT OF BEING
YOU ARE LIVING THE LIFE OF GOD IN YOU
AS GOD SEES FIT IN YOU
AS YOU ARE MEANT AND DESIGNED TO BE
AS ALL OF US ARE
AND THIS IS WHAT WE ARE
ALL OF US
GOD’S DESIGN
GOD’S THOUGHT OF US IN GOD
AS GOD ESTABLISHES ITSELF
AS ALL AND EVERYTHING
THIS IS IT
AND THIS IS OUR PART
COUNT YOURSELF BLESSED
THAT YOU
EVEN YOU
HAVE COME TO THIS
THIS POINT OF QUESTIONING AND LONGING
SO SOON
FOR TOO FUCKING MANY PEOPLE
KNOW NOT
AND QUESTION NOT
AND LONG NOT
FOR GOD
QUESTION GOD
PLEASE
QUESTION GOD
DEMAND OF GOD
THE ANSWERS YOU SEEK
AND WANT NOTHING ELSE
AND GOD WILL GIVE YOU THE ANSWERS YOU SEEK
AS YOU HAVE PROVEN YOURSELVES
TO BE SINCERE IN YOUR DESIRE OF THEM
BUT
BUT
YOU MAY NOT LIKE THE ANSWERS
YOU MAY STILL NOT UNDERSTAND
ALL OF WHO AND WHAT YOU REALLY ARE
THAT HAS BROUGHT YOU TO THIS PLACE
YOU ARE REAL AND COMPLETE
YOU ARE ALREADY A MIGHTY MOTHERFUCKER
IN THE COSMIC AND UNIVERSAL SCHEME OF THINGS
OTHERWISE
YOUR ASS WOULDN’T BE HERE
THIS IS NOT A PLACE FOR PRETENDERS OR WUSSIES
AND YOU ARE IN A PLACE
WHERE THERE ARE DARK CRIMINALS
DARK FUCKS THAT WERE BORN AND SENTENCED
EVEN BEFORE THIS UNIVERSE WAS CREATED
WE ARE DEALING WITH AS WHOLE LOT OF DEEP
VERY DEEP
DARK FUCKS
WHO SHIT AND PISS DARKNESS…..THAT’S WHAT THEY ARE
THEY ARE THAT DARK
AND WE
WE ARE HERE TO DEAL WITH THEM
TO COUNTER THEM
TO OVERCOME THEM
AND YOU
YOU…..SIGH
HAVE APPARENTLY PICKED THE HIGH AND HARD PATH…..
YE ARE ASSAILED
YE ARE PUT UPON
AND YOU BEG FOR HELP
AND STILL
EVEN STILL
YOU DO NOT AVAIL YOURSELF OF THE HELP THAT IS GIVEN YOU
HEAR ME NOW
IF EVER YOU HAVE
AND EVER YOU WILL
THE HARDEST THING FOR ANY INDIVIDUAL TO CONTROL
IN THIS LIFE OF DUALITY
PAIN AND PLEASURE
LGIHT AND DARK
LOSS AND GAIN
IGNORANCE AND KNOWLEDGE
THE HARDEST THING TO CONTROL IN LIFE IS ONE’S SELF
TO CONTROL YOUR OWN THOUGHTS
TO CONTROL YOUR OWN FEELINGS
TO CONTROL YOUR OWN MIND
TO CONTROL YOUR OWN SELF
YOUR WANTS
YOUR DESIRES
YOUR UNDERSTANDING
AND UNDERSTANDINGS
THE WAY YOU LIVE
THE THINGS YOU DO
THE WAY YOU DO
AND WHAT YOU DO AND DO NOT DO
AND WHY
YOUR STRENGTHS AND YOUR WEAKNESSES
YOUR CONTROL AND LACK OF CONTROL
AND WHAT YOU CONSIDER TO BE YOUR LEVEL OF SELF CONTROL
AS OPPOSED TO….
THE LEVEL OF SELF CONTROL THAT IS OFFERRED TO YOU
IF YOU WOULD JUST DO THE WORK TO GET IT DONE
DON’T TURN YOUR HEAD….
IT FUCKS ME UP, AS WELL…..
I CAN’T DO ALL THAT SHIT EITHER
BUT I TRY
GOD KNOWS I TRY
TO THE BEST OF MY BEING AND ABILITIES
WHICH SEEMS TO BE GROWING AND EVOLVING
MOMENT BY MOMENT
AND YET
IT NEVER SEEMS TO BE ENOUGH
AND I CRY
AND SCREAM
AND BEG FOR HELP
MORE HELP
ALL THE TIME
IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES
EVERYWHERE
TO DO WHAT I SAY I CANNOT DO
AND LEARN HOW TO DO IT
AND THEN
WHEN I AM FACED WITH THE METHOD AND METHODS
THE ANSWER AND ANSWERS TO MY OWN BEGGING PRAYERS
I BALK
HOW THE FUCK CAN I DO ALL OF THAT?
IF I CAN DO ANY OF IT
IT IS BEYOND ME
I’VE GONE WAY BEYOND MYSELF AS I AM NOW
AS I SEE MYSELF
AS I KNOW MYSELF
BUT
BUT AND STILL
THAT IS NOT WHAT MATTERS
WHAT MATTERS IS HOW GOD SEES ME
HOW GOD KNOWS ME
THE FAITH AND TRUST THAT I HAVE IN GOD
IS NOTHING COMPARED TO
THE FAITH AND TRUST THAT GOD HAS IN ME BEING WHO AND WHAT I AM IN GOD
AND IT HAS TAKEN ME YEARS TO GET TO THE POINT WHERE I COULD EVEN TYPE THAT SENTENCE OUT…..OH….YOU HAVE NO IDEA……THE PAIN…THE TEARS…THE SCREAMING…THE BEGGING….AND IT ISN’T OVER…I AM STILL DOING IT…AND YET…EVEN STILL…..I’VE COME THIS FAR…AND THIS… THAT I HAVE GIVEN YOU…I HAVE STRUGGLED TO KNOW….GOD KNOWS WHAT IS TO COME AFTER THIS POINT…..I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET THERE……
WHAT YOU DO IS UP TO YOU
WHAT ANY AND ALL OF YOU DO IS UP TO YOU
YOU GET WHAT YOU PAID FOR
YOU HAVE TO PAY THE PIPER
NO DOUBT
BUT
IN MY EXPERIENCE THERE ARE TWO PIPERS
THE ONE THAT PLAYS THE REAL SONGS
AND THE ONE THAT FAKES IT….
IF YOU WANT TO PAY THE PIPER OF THE REAL SONGS
THEN YOU HAVE TO HAVE ALREADY PAID UP FRONT
HE ONLY PLAYS IF YOU’VE ALREADY HAVE PAID
AND THAT
BASED UPON
AN ALREADY AGREED UPON AND FIXED PRICE
SO ALL PARTIES SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH THE RUSLTS
YES?
……………………….
OR
IF YOU HAVEN’T PAID
AND YOU KNOW YOU DIDN’T
SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU HAVEN’T HEARD YOU SONG YET…….
PAY NOW
OFFER THE PRICE UP FRONT
BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE
FOR WHEN THE DARK PIPER FINISHES PLAYING
AND THEY BOTH FINISH PLAYING AT THE SAME TIME
THAT’S THE BEAUTY OF THIS THING…THIS GAME…THIS PARTY
YOU HEAR WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR
YOU GET WHAT YOU PAY OR PAID FOR
ONE WAY OR THE OTHER….HEHEHEHEH…..
IF YOU HAVE NOT ALREADY PAID WHATEVER PIPER YOU FEEL THAT YOU SHOULD PAY
EVEN THOUGH THEY BOTH PLAYED THE SAME SONG
[for there is only the one song….smile]
AND ALL OF YOU HEARD IT DIFFERENTLY
IT IS STILL UP TO YOU….IF YOU PAID ALREADY
THEN…YOU’RE GOOD TO GO
NO MATTER WHAT
BUT
LOL
CONSIDER THAT THERE IS THAT PIPER
FOR THE REST OF YOU
THAT HAVE NOT PAID
AND
AFTER THIS SONG AND DANCE IS OVER
THEY WILL DEMAND PAYMENT
NO MATTER WHAT
AND IF YOU HAVE NOT PAID ONE
WELL…….SHIT…..YOU WILL HAVE TO PAY THE OTHER….
THERE’S NO FUCKING WAY AROUND ANY OF IT…..
FOR THE ONE PAID SHALL ALREADY HAVE LEFT THE BUILDING…..
AND THE ONE TO BE PAID…….
WILL GET PAID ACCORDING TO WHAT THEY ASK
AFTER THE FACT………
THAT’S THE DANCE
THAT’S THE PARTY OF LIFE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE
YE ONES FORGET
GOD IS EXULTING IN ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD IS
THE GOOD
THE BAD
THE BEAUTIFUL
THE UGLY
GOD IS BEYOND ALL OPPOSITES
ALL PARADOXES
GOD IS ALL ARE WE ARE ONE ARE WE ARE ALL IS GOD
BUT YE ONES
YE ONES STILL THINK IN LIMITATIONS
YE CANNOT COMPREHEND THE SEPARATIONS
OF THE DARKNESS FROM THE LIGHT
OR THE LIGHT FROM THE DARKNESS
NOR CAN YE COMPREHEND THEIR UNITY OF BEING….
BOTH SHALL CONTINUE
IN THEIR OWN PLACE AND TIME AND SPACE AND BEING AND EXISTENCE
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO
IS TO DECIDE
ONECE AND FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE
WHERE YOU WANT TO BE WHEN THIS SHIT IS OVER
FINALLY OVER
DO YOUR BEST
HOWEVER LACKING YOU THINK THAT YOUR BEST IS
LET ME TELL YOU
THAT HAS ALL
ALREADY
BEEN TAKEN INTO CONSIDERATION
THE END WAS KNOWN BEFORE THE BEGINNING
ARE YOU ARE FINE WITH THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING?
ARE YOU WONDERING?
QUESTIONING?
ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU KNEW?
REALLY?
YOU ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT YOU KNEW SOMETHING?
AMAZING!!!!
TELL ME
DID YOU THINK OR FEEL THAT YOU KNEW MORE THAN YOUR CREATOR
BECAUSE OF YOUR SUFFERING AND PAIN IN THIS EXPERIENCE THAT YOU CALL YOUR LIFE
THAT IS ONLY YOUR LIFE IN GOD
AS GOD BEING YOU
AND YOU BEING GOD?
DI YOU REALLY THINK THAT THERE WAS A DIFFERENCE?
DI YOU THINK THAT YOU WERE ACTUALLY SEPARATE FROM THE ONE BEING
THE ONE BEING THAT IS THE ONE LIFE
THE ONLY LIFE THAT TRULY EXISTS?
DID YOU THINK THAT YOU EXISTED WITHOUT ALL OR ANY OF THAT?
DID YOU?
WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR ANY OF US
FOR ME
FOR ANYONE
TO GET YOU TO SEE THAT YOU ARE GOD ON EARTH
GOD IN NEBADON
GOD IN ORVONTON
GOD IN CREATION
WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET YOU TO SEE AND HEAR AND REALIZE AND UNDERSTAND AND GROK
THAT YOU
YOU ARE A THOUGHT
YOU ENTIRE BEING EXISTS UPON THE ONE THAT CREATED THE ONE THAT CREATED YOU
AND EVEN THEN
THAT SAME ONE CREATED YOU
AFTER ALL
FROM EVEN BEFORE THE BEGINNING
FOR ALL OF THIS IS JUST ONE THOUGHT
BY THE ONE BEING
THAT IS THE ONE THING
THAT TRULY EXISTS
THAT HAS A REAL LIFE
AND IT HAS OFFERRED TO ALL OF US
A SHARE IN THAT LIFE
THAT IS FOREVER AND EVER
FOREVER EVER
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
IN THAT IT HAS CREATED YOU
ALL OF YOU
TO BE AS IT IS
AND DO WHAT IT DOES
AND THIS IS THE PRICE OF IT
THIS BULLSHIT
THIS SUFFERING
THIS
WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU THINK THAT IT IS
AND WHATEVER THAT IS
THAT YOU THINK THAT IT IS
THAT HAS A PRICE, AS WELL
I HIGHLY SUGGEST THAT YOU LOVE THIS THING THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING AS ONE THING THAT IS THE ONLY THING……
GOD KNOWS THAT YOU
THAT I
THAT WE
THAT ALL OF US ARE STUCK WITH IT
FOREVER AND EVER
IF YOU CHOOSE TO BE AND TO DO SO
AND I HIGHLY SUGGEST THAT YOU LOVE THE FOREVERLOVINGFREAKING THING
LIKE IT LOVES YOU
INFINTELY AND ETERNALLY
ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER
AND I FURTHER SUGGEST
THAT YOU COOPERATE WITH THE THING
THAT IS THE ONLY THING THAT EXISTS
IN REALITY OF BEING
FOR ALL OTHER THINGS WERE CREATED BY IT
IN ITS MIND AND HEART AS ONE
ITS IMAGINATION
AND IT IS DOING ITS BEST TO SHOW AND TEACH YOU
THAT YOU ARE THE SAME
AND THAT YOUR MINDS AND IMAGINATIONS ARE THE SAME AND VERY THINGS
THAT DETERMINE THE REALITY AND REALITIES THAT YOU ARE CURRENTLY EXISTING AND THINK AND FEEL AND EVEN HAVE OCME TO KNOW
WITHIN YOURSELVES
AS INDIVIDUALS
THAT THIS
THAT
THE VERY REALITY THAT YOU ARE EXPERIENCING
IS THE VERY REALITY THAT YOU THINK AND FEEL IS REAL AND REALLY REAL AND FOR REAL REAL
AND YET AND THEN AND EVEN STILL
YOU AND I AND THEY AND US AND WE AND ALL
ARE STILL UNCERATIN
TO THE OUTCOME AND OUTCOMES OF OUR OWN THOUGHTS AND DESIRES AND EXPREINCES
IN THIS MATTERS
AND THAT INCLUDES YOURS AS WELL
AND SO
HERE WE ALL ARE
AND THOS OF US THAT ARE EXISTING AND LIVING AD STRIVING TO LIVE AND STRUGGLING TO LIVE AND EXISTING ON THIS PLANET
ALL HAVE ONE BASIC FUCKING QUESTION……
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AND WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ALL ABOUT AND WHO IS TI THAT CAN GIVE ALL OF US THE…..
THE DIEFINITEIVE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION
NO MATTER WHO AND WHAT WE ARE AND THINK AND FEEL THAT WE ARE
AND FOR WHATER HOPES AND DREAMS THAT WE HAVE FOR OURSLEVES
IN OUR EXPERIENCE OF BEING
AS WE THINK AND FEEL ATHAT WE ARE
AS TO HOW WE EACH DEFINE OURSELVES
AND HOW WE THINK/FEEL AND DEFINE ALL OF THOSE AROUND US
IS WHAT WE ARE RECECIVING IN KIND…….AS PAYMENT
IN THE ONLY CURRENCY THAT HOLDS TRUE VALUE IN THIS THING
OUR ATTENTION [how many times have I told you this?]
FOR THAT IS PART OF IT AS WELL
FOR WE HAVE SEPARATED OURSELVES FROM OURSELVES
AND WE HAVE SEPARATED OURSELVES FROM EACH OTHER
AND WE HAVE SEPARATED OURSELVES FROM GOD AND CHRIST AND BUDDHA AND BEING AND UNITY IN BEING….AND UNITY…..AND BEING……WHO AND WHAT IT TRULY IS…….
AND PARADISE TRINTIY AND PAPA AND GRANDPA
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING AND EXISTENCE AND BEING AS A WHOLE
AND THAT AIN’T RIGHT
BUT THIS IS WHAT WE HAVE BEEN LED TO
AND WE HAVE ACCEPTED IT
AND THIS IS WHAT WE HAVE ALL MADE OURSELVES
IN THIS HERE AND NOW IN TIME AND SPACE AND PLACE OF BEING AND EXISTENCE
AND WE CAN’T BLAME ANY FUCKING BODY FOR THIS
THIS IS THE PLAN
THIS IS THE SCRIPT
THE THOUSANDS OF YEARS
THE MILLENIA OF SLAVERY AND SERVITUDE TO A WHOLLY SELFISH AND SELF-CENTERED RACE OF BEINGS
AND THE ENSUING SERVITUDE AND MANIPULATION AND BRAINWASHING AND CORRALLING OF OUR BEINGS…PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, SPIRITUALLY……..
SIGH
AND THERE IT IS
ONCE AGAIN
WHERE THE SCRIPT FOR THIS THING COMES IN
………WHAT CAN I SAY?
THIS IS THE TIME OF RECKONING
AND THERE IS NOTHING MORE TO SAY
NO MATTER
WHAT
THOSE THAT AARE SAVED ARE SAVED
THOS THAT WILL BE SAVED WILL BE SAVED
THOSE THAT ARE LOST WILL BE LOST
THOSE THAT CONTINUE WILL CONTINUE
THOSE THAT WILL EVOLVE WILL EVOLVE
THOSE THAT WILL BE …LEFT BEHIND….WILL BE LEFT BEHIND
THOS THAT SEE SHALL SEE
THOSE THAT HEAR SHALL HEAR
THOSE THAT THINK SHALL THINK
AND THOSE THAT SEEK TO THINK THE THOUGHTS OF GOD
SHALL THINK THE THOUGHTS OF GOD
AND THOSE THAT SEEK GOD SHALL FIND GOD
AND THOSE THAT SEEK GOD WITHIN THEMSELVES SHALL FIND GOD WITHIN THEMSELVES
AND THOS THAT SEEK THEMSELVES IN GOD
SHALL FIND THEMSELVES IN GOD
AND IT IS ALL ONE
AND THOS THAT SEEK TO BE GOD
IN ALL AND EVERY SENSE OF THE MEANING OF THE PHRASE
SHALL FIND THE PATH THAT IS MEANT FOR THEM TO DO AND TO BE SO
THAT IS A GIVEN
AND IT IS WELL KNOWN
BY THOSE THAT WALK THE PATH
THE GREAT SPIRAL PATH OF LIFE
INFINITE AND ETERNAL
THAT LEADS TO PERFECTION BEING PERFECT IN BEING PERFECT IN PERFECTION
AS GOD IS PERFECT PERFECTION
NO LESS
NO MORE
THAT IS THE MANDATE
AND ALL WILL GET THERE
EVEN THOSE UNCREATED WILL BE RECYCLED INTO THE SYSTEM OF THINGS
[THOUGH THEY WILL KNOW IT NOT…AS IT SHOULD BE AND SO BE IT]
ETERNAL AND INFINITE
CREATION WILL EVOLVE
CONTINUE
EXPAND
GROW
NEW AND MORE EXEPRIENCES
IMAGINED BY THE ONE
SOURCE OF SOURCES
WHOM I AFFECTIONATELY CALL….GRANDPA
YOU CALL IT WHATEVER THE HECK YOU WANT….
IT’S ALL GOOD IN GOD BECAUSE IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME….AMEN
BUT THAT IS FOR YOU TO EXPERIENCE
THIS MUCH…AT LEAST…I CAN ASSURE YOU OF
THROUGH MY OWN EXPERIENCE
TRUST ME OR NOT
I CARE NOT
I AM WHO AND WHAT I AM…AFTER ALL….. JUST SAYIN’…..HEHEHEH
STILL
AT THE END OF THIS THING
YOU WILL ALL HAVE TO ACCOUNT
ME, TOO….THANK YOU VERY MUCH
AS TO THE AMOUNT OF ATTENTION THAT YOU PAID TO THE PIPER
EITHER THE ONE THAT WANTED TO BE PAID UP FRONT
AND THAT WAS A SET PRICE….MIND YOU….
SO YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE GETTING AND AGREED BEFORE THE SONG….
SO YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH THE RESULTS…SHOULD YOU NOT?
YOU DANCED AFTER ALL…DID YOU NOT?
AS TO THOSE THAT WANTED TO HEAR THE SONG THE OTHER PIPER CHOSE, FIRST…AND THEN PAY LATER….
IT MATTERS NOT IF YOU LIKED THE SONG OR NOT
YOU STILL HAVE TO PAY…….YOU ASKED FOR IT TO PLAY……FOR YOU….AFTER ALL
AND YOU AGREED TO PAY AFTER THE FACT
WIN OR LOSE…
AND IF YE HAVE NOT THE FUNDS THAT IT ASKS…
WELL
THAT’S ON YOU AND SO BE IT
YOU MADE YOUR CHOICE
GOD FORBID THAT ANY OF YOU THOUGHT THAT
SOMEHOW
YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE TO PAY
HOW SILLY
THIS IS THE DANCE
THE PARTY
THE CELEBRATION OF LIFE
THAT YOU WERE BROUGHT TO
THAT IS THE SONG
THAT YOU REQUESTED AND PAID FOR
OR PROMISED TO PAY FOR
THIS IS THE CELEBRATION
OF LIFE
ETERNAL AND INFINITE
THE GOOD THE BAD THE BEAUTIFUL THE UGLY
THIS IS IT
IN ALL ITS FORMS
SUCH A PLACE!
SUCH AN EXPERIENCE!
SUCH A WAY!
SUCH A LIFE!
THE LIFE OF GOD
YOU’RE LIFE
OUR LIFE
MY LIFE
THEIR LIFE
ONE LIFE
THE ONLY LIFE THERE IS
THAT IS ALL AND EVERY LIFE
AS IT SEES FIT TO MAKE
BY IT’S WILL
AND IT IS THE ONLY WILL THAT TRULY IS
FOR ALL IS BUT A MANIFESTATION OF THAT WILL
AND IF IT
THAT THING
WHATEVER AND WHOEVER IT IS
DECLARES A PROMISE TO YOU
THAT IT MAKES TO YOU
AS REAL AND TRUE AND VALID
A MANDATE
A CHALLENGE
A REALITY
A GAME
A DRAMA
A LIFE
THAT IT HAS ALREADY DECIDED
IN AND OF AND WITH AND FOR ITSEF
THAT THIS IS WHO AND WHAT IT IS
AND THIS IS THE RESULT THAT IT WANTS
THE PRODUCT OF THE PRODUCTION
AS DIRECTED
EVEN UNTO THE FINAL CUT
THE OUTCOME
THE INFINITE AND ETERNAL AND FINAL OUTCOME
OF WHO AND WHAT IT IS
THAT IT SEES ITSELF AS
BEING AND DOING
AND KNOWS ITSELF AS
DOING AND BEING
BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING AND BEYOND…….
DOING ALL AND EVERYTHIN AND BEYOND…….
AND STILL BEING THE ONLY THING
THE ONE THING
BEING ALL AND EVERYTHING
ALL AT THE SAME TIME AND PLACE AND SPACE AND BEING AND DOING…..
YADA YADA YADA
YOU SHOULD GET THIS SHIT BY NOW
IF NOT
SIGH
YOU HAVE A LOT OFFUCKING CATCHING UP TO DO
AND NOT JUST WITH ME….ON THIS BLOG….
BEST TO FIGURE IT OUT NOW
BEFORE IT REALLY IS TOO FUCKING LATE
FOR TIME IS FAR MORE FUCKING SHORT THAN ANY OF US THINKS THAT IT REALLY IS
AND ALL THE DELAYING TACTICS AND EFFORTS OF THE DARK PRISONERS
THAT ARE DESTINED TO REMAIN PRISONERS
IN ANOTHER FUCKING PRISON
SOMEWHERE/SOMETIME/SOMEPLACE ELSE
WELL
‘TO BE OR NOT TO BE
THAT IS THE QUESTION’
AND THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION WAS NEVER UP TO YE ONESTO BEGIN WITH
BUT YE ONES HAVE LAID AND MADE YOU BEDS
AND HAVE SLEPT IN THEM COMFORTABLY…..
AND YOUR DREAMS HAVE BEEN THAT OF RULING ALL OTHER THINGS
AND YOU HAVE DONE YOUR BEST
AND HAVE GONE AS POSSIBLY FAR…IN GOD…AS ANY OF YOU COULD HAVE BEEN AND/OR DONE SO
TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS
AND YOUR COLLECTIVE DREAM…COME TRUE
I AND WE
APPLAUD YOUR EFFORTS
AND WE ALL LOVE YOU IN CENTRAL…
BUT IT IS TIME TO DECIDE
TO BE OR NOT TO BE
THAT IS YOUR QUESTION THAT YE ONES MUST ANSWER
WE SHALL ACT ACCORDINGLY
OF COURSE
BUT NO ANSWER SHALL BE MARKED AS
NEGATIVE
DECLINE
WHOLLY AND COMPLETELY AND ABSOLUTELY
NOT TO BE….
UNLESS YOU FULLY AND WHOLLY AND REPEATEDLY INSIST
OTHERWISE….
NO MATTER WHAT
OK?
OK!
SO BE IT
OH!!!!!!!
LAY OFF OUR CHOSEN MEMBERS AND ACTORS THAT CAME TO LEARN OF YE ONES
AND EXPERIENCE YE ONES
AND STUFF
HERE AND NOW
AND STILL
DO NOT WISH TO BE A PART OF YE ONES
OR GO WITH YE ONES
OR AGREE WITH YE ONES
AND JUST WANT TO BE FREE OF YE ONES
THERE ARE PROVISIONS IN PLACE
FROM THIS POINT ON
EVEN BEFORE THESE WORDS WERE WRITTEN
IT IS DONE………
ENERGIES THROWN INTO A MIRROR
TO HARM ALL BUT THESE
SHALL HARM NAUGHT BUT YE
SO SAITH I
SO SAYS I
SO SAY I EVEN I
SO SAYS IAM
AND I AM WHAT I AM
LIVE WITH IT OR DIE WITH IT
IT MATTERS NOT ANYMORE
ALL TO SOON
YE ONES SHALL BE FULLY FACED WITH THE PAYMENT THAT IS DUE FROM THE PIPER YOU CHOSE TO PAY
BY THE WAY
BOTH PIPERS WORKED FOR THE SAME COMPANY
AND THUS
THE SAME BOSS
HAVE A GOOD DAY!!!
SEE YA!!!
WOULDN’T WANT TO BE YA!!!
UNLESS
OF COURSE
YOU HAD A
REVELATION
EPIPHANY
AWAKENING
SHIT LIKE THAT
THAT IS THE WAY OF THE ONE LIFE
FOR THIS IS THE ONE LIFE
AND THE ONE LIFE IS ALL LIVES
THE ONE LIFE IS ALL THAT LIVES
SO EVEN STILL
THOUGH YOU CRY AND SHAKE
AND FEEL AND THINK
THAT YOU SUFFER WITHOUT REASON
STAND
STAND UP
STAND IN SPIRIT AND STRENGTH
IN LOVE AND LIGHT
AND FAITH AND TRUST
IN THE ONE THAT BROUGHT YOU TO THIS PARTY IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE
HEY
HERE’S HOPING….
HERE’S ALWAYS HOPING
YE THAT WERE AND ARE AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BORNE OF CREATOR
IN CREATOR
YE ARE ALL CREATOR BEING YOU
LIGHT AND DARK
BUT LIGHT IS ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND ETERNAL AND INFINTE
WHILE DARK
ALWAYS ARE THE OUTER REACHES OF BEING
THE SOON TO BE EVOLVING REALMS
OF EVEN FURTHER IN TIME AND SPACE
THESE PLACES THAT ARE FORMING
AND YET TO FORM
THESE PLACES OF DARKNESS
THAT HAVE LEARNED OF THE LIGHT
AND HAVE EXPERIENCED LIGHT
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT GAVE WAY BEFORE IT
AND IS NOW
AND EVERMORE SHALL BE
CREATIONS WITHOUT END
AND LIGHT THAT WAS AND IS AND IS TO COME
COMES TO THE FURTHEST REACHES OF THE OUTER REALMS
THAT IS NOT DARK NOR NEGATIVE
GIVING WAY TO THE LIGHT OF FURTHER CREATION
SO FAR BEYOND US ALL
AND YET
WE ARE ALL A PART OF IT
REJOICE IN THAT, IF YOU CAN
FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT CAN’T
YOU WILL….MUAHAHAHAHAH
FOR THE WHOLE OF BEING AND EXITENCE IN THE ONE
THAT YOU CALL GOD
IT IS ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS
MIND AND HEART
IT THE ONE
AND IT REACHES OUT INTO THE INFINRE ENTERNITY
OF THE ALL AND NOTHING THAT IT IS AND WAS AND ALWAYS SHALL REACH THROUGH AND EVOLVE INTO IN ITS OWN PERFECTION OF BEING
THAT IS REACHING TO FILL AND FULFILL
ALL AND EVERYTHING
ETERNITY AND INFINITY
ALL AT ONCE
YET TO BE FORMED IN THE WILL OF THE ONE
FOR THE PUPOSES OF THE ONE
AS ITS WILL EVOLVES AND EXPANDS
THROUGH THE ALREADY PERFECT PLAN AND VISION AND UNDERSTANDING AND WILL AND BEING
THAT IS ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT IT HAS ENVISIONED AND ALREADY KNOWS ITSELF TO BE
AND THAT IS THAT
AND THAT IS WHAT IT IS
AND THIS IS WHAT IT IS WITH AND WITHIN AND AROUND AND BY AND THROUGH US
AND FOR US ALL
ONLY BY AND THROUGH AND FOR IT……BUT THAT’S ON YOU
IF YOU LIKE OR NOT
OR CARE
OR RESENT THE FACT
OR REBEL
THAT’S ON YOU
WHO FELL AS SUCH
FOR WE WHO LOVE OUR CREATOR
AND TRUST OUR CREATOR
AND FEEL OUR CREATOR
AND WANT OUR CREATOR
AND EMBRACE OUR CREATOR
AND LEARN ABOUT OUR CREATOR
AND EVOLVE IN OUR CREATOR
AND SERVE OUR CREATOR
AND WORK WITH AND COOPERATE WITH OUR CREATOR
AND HAVE EARNED PARTNERSHIP WITH OUR CREATOR
TO DO THE WORK OF OUR CREATOR
AS THE WORK OF OUR OWN SELVES
FOR THAT IS WHO AND WHAT WE ARE
WE ARE GOD BEING US AND WE ARE US BEING GOD
ALL AT ONCE
AND WE KNOW
EVEN IF WE DON’T KNOW
WE KNOW
AND WE HAVE ALREADY FOUND THAT WHICH IT IS THAT WE SEEK
EVEN IF WE HAVEN’T FULLY EXPERIENCED THE FINDING OF IT
IN THIS NOW THAT WE ARE EXPERIENCING…BUT WE ARE THERE ALREADY
WE KNOW IT
WE JUST HAVE TO GET THERE IN EXPERIENCE
AND IT IS HARD
FOR WE ENDURE SOOOO MUCH
AND STILL…WE ENDURE
BECAUSE WE KNOW
EVEN WITH ALL THE QUESTIONS
ABOUT WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW
IN OUR EXPERIENCE OF THE THING
AND WHERE IT IS LEADING TO
AND WHAT DO WE DO
AND HOW DO WE ACT
AND WONDERING ALWAYS
JUST WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING
IF ANYTHING
AND KNOWING THE WHOLE TIME
THAT WE ARE BUT VESSELS FOR THE ONE LIFE OF GOD
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING HAS ALREADY BEEN CONSIDERED
AND ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT WE DO AND ARE AND WERE AND SHALL BE
IS ALREADY A DONE DEAL AND KNOWN AND CONSIDERED AND TAKEN CARE OF
EVEN BEFORE ALL OR ANYTHING THAT HAS OR HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANY OF US
EVEN CAME INTO THE CIRCUMSTANCE OF EXISTENCE AND/OR BEING……
[I mean…really….do any of you out there truly realize and appreciate the thousands and millions of years that it took to get this place filled with who and what is on it at this time and place in space?
Do you truly appreciate all and everything that it took to get you here in the first place?
And all that because you signed up for this place? You volunteered to be in this shit……
You really think this shit just happens? Really!?]
AND IT IS ALL PART OF THE PROGRAM
THE WAY
WE DO NOTHING
AND YET WE DO IT ALL
WHETHER WE KNOW IT OR NOT
OR THINK ABOUT IT OR NOT OR CARE OR NOT
OR TRY OR NOT
WE DO AS WE ARE CREATED TO DO AND TO BE
WE ARE AS GOD INTENDS US TO BE
IN THE ALL AND EVERYTHING
THAT GOD MEANS AND WILLS
TO BE AS IT IS
TO BECOME WHAT IT MUCT BECOME IN GODS WILL
JUST LIKE WE ARE AND WERE AND SHALL BE…….
THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM THAT
THERE IS ONLY THE SEEKING FOR THOSE OF US THAT SEEK
AND THE DENIAL OF THOSE OF US THAT DENY
AND JOYFULNESS OF THOSE OF US THAT HAVE SOUGHT AND FOUND
EVEN IF IT IS JUST A FRAGMENT OF IT….WE ARE JOYFUL AND GRATEFUL
AND THOSE THAT RUN AWAY
SIGH
I DUNNO
I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED THAT
IS THERE ANY SATISFACTION IN ANY PERCEIVED DISTANCE FORM THE THING THAT YOU ARE RUNNING AWAY FROM
WHILE YOU ARE TRYING TO DENY AND REBEL AGAINST THE FACT THAT THE THING THAT YOU ARE RUNNING AWAY IS THE THING THAT CREATED YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE AND IS
THUS…ALWAYS WITH AND WITHIN YOU AND ALL AROUND YOU
I MEAN…LIKE…
HOW DOES SUCH AN UNDERSTANDING OF LIFE AND EXISTENCE AND BEING, EVEN WORK?
MEANWHILE KNOWING IN THE CORE OF YOUR BEING
THAT IT IS
INDEED
ALL AND EVERYTHING
AND MORE?
I HAVE NO EXPERIENCE WITH THAT PERSPEXCTIVE
FROM MY POSITION
IT MUST BE FUCKING AWFUL
TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE MEANT TO PAY…..
WHAT YOU REFUSED TO PAY BEFORE
WITH ALL THAT YOU ARE
FOR THAT IS THE PRICE OF ALL THINGS
ALL THAT YOU ARE
AND SINCE YOU DIDN’T PAY UP FRONT
YOU ARE NOW FACED WITH SUCH PAYMENT AFTER THE FUN YOU HAD AT THIS PARTY…..
AND THE PIPER THAT YOU ARE PAYING
IS
WELL…..HE CHEATS….
HE GAVE NO IDEA OF THE PRICE WHEN YOU SAID ‘OKAY….MAKE IT GOOD’
‘MAKE ME HAPPY’
‘GIVE ME ALL I WANT…….’
ARE YOU HAPPY?
DID YOU GET WHAT YOU WANTED?
SIGH
AH WELL
IT’S TOO LATE NOW
THE PARTY’S BREAKING UP
STAFF IS CLEARING AND CLEANING UP
VIP’S ARE GOING OUT TO THE…SOMEWHERE
TO WATCH THE SHOW
FIREWORKS?
CELEBRATION?
NEW OPENING?
NEW THEME PARK?
NEW HQ?
WHATEVER
WHAT IT WAS…UP TO NOW
THIS SHALL NEVER BE AGAIN
THAT MUCH IS CLEAR AND EVIDENT……
AND YE ONES.
TRANSFERRED
UNCREATED……
AND YOU SIGNED OFF ON IT…..SO FAR.…UP TO NOW
STILL TIME TO CHANGE…
BUT THAT’S ON YE ONES
ME?
I’M TIRED
AND I ALREADY SIGNED OFF ON MY OWN….
THE REST IS UP TO YOU
I BEG OF YE TO BE IN LIGHT
BY YOUR OWN VOLITION
BUT THAT’S ME
YOU DO AS YOU WILL
YOU ALWAYS HAVE
BUT AND STILL…..
NEW CONSEQUENCES HAVE ARRIVED
PAY THE PIPER
EVERYONE MUST PAY THE PIPER
EITHER UP FRONT OF AFTERWARDS….
TOO LATE NOW TO CHANGE YOUR CHOICE
SO BE IT
AMEN
AMEN
AMEN
HALLELUJAH!
YAHOYE!!!!!
IF YOU BELIEVE IN APPEARANCES AND THE MATERIAL AND THE PHYSICAL AND THE POLITCAL AND SO ON AND SO FORTH….AND FULLY AND WHOLLY BELIEVE THAT YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE ARE MATERIAL /PHYSICAL BEINGS, AND NOTHING ELSE….THEN YOU WILL SEE NOTHING IN YOUR WORLD THAT CORRESPONDS TO ANYTHING THAT I HAVE SPOKEN OF HERE IN THIS BLOG…
SO WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE?
GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!
YOU HAVE NO DESIRE TO BE ANYTHING EXCEPT WHAT YOU THINK YOU SHOULD BE….
WE ARE BOTH JUST WASTING EACH OTHERS TIME….AS LONG AS YOU REMAIN HERE….
SO GO
AND LET THOSE THAT CAN MAKE USE OF THIS BLOG
WORK IN PEACE…….NOW!!!!
NOW….
IF YOU BELIEVE IN THE SPIRITUAL
IN THE DIVINE
IN AN INTELLIGENT CREATOR
THAT IS SUPREME AND ULTIMATE AND ABSOLUTE
IN ITS SOVEREIGNITY WITH AND WITHIN ITSELF
AND THUS
THROUGH ALL THAT IT WILLS INTO BEING
BY MEANS OF ITS OWN MIND
AND IMAGINATION
AND INTENT
AND FORCE OF BEING
THROUGH THE POWER OF LOVE
AND THE ENERGY AND FORCE OF LIGHT
THEN YE SHOULD KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE SAME
AND THE SAME POWER THAT IS IN IT AND OF IT AND BY IT AND THROUGHT IT
IS ALSO WITH AND WITHIN AND FOR YOU AND BY YOU AND THROUGH YOU AND IN YOU
BECAUSE OF IT
ACT ACCORDINGLY
MOVE
HIGHER
DEEPER
EXPAND
TWIST
INSIDE OUT
AND OUTSIDE IN
BECOME FULLY
WHO AND WHAT GOD MEANS YOU TO BE IN ITS WILL
THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS
THAT YOU ARE GODS WILL
MADE MANIFEST IN REALITY OF BEING IN EXPERIENCE IN DOING…..
GROK THAT
AND YOU ARE THERE
BUT IT’S ON YOU
IT’S ALL ON YOU
TO BE OR NOT TO BE
TO DO OR NOT TO DO
DO YOUR BEST
THAT IS THE BATTLE
THIS IS THE WAR
DO YOUR BEST
KNOWING ALL ALONG THAT THE REST IS UP TO THE ONE THAT IS WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU
AND THAT YOU ARE REALLY DOING NOTHING AT ALL
AND YET
YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING
GOD IS BEYOND PARADOX
GOD CREATED PARADOX
ALL IS ONE
NOTHING AND ALL ARE THE SAME THING
IS THE SAME THING
AND YET
THERE IS ALL AND EVERYTHING AS ONE THING
FUCK LABELS
AND HUMAN UNDERSTANDING
ACCEPT THE ONE THING THAT IS GREATER THAN ALL AND EVERYTHING PUT TOGETHER
AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN IT
IT IS IN YOU
YOU ARE PART AND PARCEL OF IT
IT IS PART AND PARCEL OF YOU
BE ONE
PERFECT UNITY
ALWAYS
WANT THAT
BE THAT
DO THAT
AS BEST YOU CAN
STRUGGLE
FIGHT
SCREAM
BEG WANT DESIRE
WORK FOR
WORK IT
BE IT DO IT
AS BEST YOU CAN
AS IS GIVEN TO YOU TO DO AND BE SO
AND YOU ALREADY HAVE IT WITH AND WITHIN YOU
SIMPLY BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT
YOU WANT THAT
NOT EVERYONE DOES
CONSIDER YOURSELF BLESSED BEYOND ALL IMAGINING………AMEN
Kibodabi 