APPARENTLY

THIS WILL NOT BE AS SHORT AS I PLANNED IT TO BE

APOLOGIES

A CONFESSION

IF YOU WILL HEAR ME OUT

WHEN I WAS A CHILD

A HAD A FAVORITE T.V. SHOW

‘BEWITCHED’

I LOVED IT

I ALWAYS FELT THAT THAT WAS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE

ONE OF THEM

THEY HAD KNOWLEDGE

THEY HAD POWER

THEY HAD ABILITIES AND SKILLS

FAR BEYOND OUR OWN

THEY KNEW MORE THAN US

THEY COULD DO MORE THAN US

LIKE THEY KNEW A SECRET THAT WE DIDN’T KNOW…….

BUT FOR THEM

IT WAS ALL JUST SO NORMAL

JUST THE WAY THINGS WERE

BUT TO ME… THEY WERE GREAT 

I LOVED THEM AND I ALWAYS THOUGHT DARREN

SHOULD’VE BEEN MORE UNDERSTANDING

BUT HE WAS A HARD-ASS

HEY

IT’S HARD TO FIND OUT

THAT YOU’RE AN INFERIOR BEING

THAT SEEMS TO BE THE WAY HE TOOK IT ALL IN

HIS PRIDE WOULDN’T ALLOW HIM TO BOW DOWN

HE HAD TO STAND HIS GROUND WITH ALL OF THEM

AND HE DID

GOOD FOR HIM

BUT I THINK HE WOULD’VE DONE BETTER

IF HE HAD BEEN MORE ACCEPTING AND SUPPORTIVE

NOT SO DAMN ADAMANT

ABOUT NOT LETTING HIS WIFE BE HERSELF AND USE HER POWERS

HE COULD’VE LEARNED SO MUCH

HECK

HE COULD’VE BECOME ONE OF THEM

BUT IT’S LIKE ASCENSION

YOU HAVE TO EARN IT

YOU HAVE TO HAVE THE CONSCIOUSNESS FOR IT

YOU HAVE TO LEARN IT

AND WANT TO BE WHAT YOU’VE LEARNED…..

IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE

WITH AND WITHIN AND ALL AROUND YOU

IT’S ALL GOD ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE

AND ALL AND EVERYTHING IS GOD BEING THAT THING

NO MATTER WHAT

DOWN TO THE LAST ULTIMATON

WE KNOW THIS

IF YOU READ HERE

THEN YOU SHOULD ALREADY KNOW THIS

SO YES

WE KNOW THIS………

 WE ARE ALL STRIVING TO DO SOMETHING

BE SOMETHING

WE KNOW NOT WHAT ALL OF IT IS ABOUT 

WE HAVE LEARNED BITS AND PIECES

WE KNOW WE ARE ASCENDING

BUT WHAT EXACTLY DOES THAT MEAN?

WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ASCEND?

DO WE JUST WAKE UP SOME DAY AND FIND OURSELVES SOMEWHERE ELSE

WITH A BETTER LIFE

BY WHOSE STANDARD? 

GOD?

SO OKAY

GOOD ENOUGH

BUT WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE IN LIVING

WHAT IS A BETTER PLACE?

BY WHOSE STANDARDS?

ALL SHOULD HAVE A DECENT HOME

ALL OF US

THERE SHOULD BE NO HOMELESS

NO HUNGRY

NO DESTITUTE

NO POOR

NO POVERTY

NO IGNORANCE

NO UNEDUCATED

AT LEAST ALL OF THAT

WE’LL DEAL WITH THE REST

NO HUMAN TRAFFICKING THING 

ALONG WITH OTHER ISSUES

SOON AND SOON ENOUGH AND VERY SOON

AS I HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO DO SO BY GOD

THE ONE

AFTER THIS

THIS IS ABOUT THIS

THAT WILL BE ABOUT THAT SOON ENOUGH

THANK YOU……

BE THAT AS IT MAY BE……

I JUST WANT TO STAY HERE

IN THIS HOUSE

THIS HOUSE IS ALIVE, TOO

IT IS CONSCIOUSNESS

IT IS CONSCIOUS AND AWARE OF ITSELF

I WILL NOT LEAVE IT BEHIND

SO DON’T TELL ME THAT I’LL WAKE UP WITH A LAKEFRONT HOUSE

THE LAKEFRONT SUCKS IN THE WINTER

SCREW THAT

I WANNA STAY WHERE I AM

CAN I?

THIS IS ALL SOMEONE TOLD ME ABOUT MY OWN ASCENSION

AND I DISAGREED RIGHT OFF

IT WAS JUST ALL TO SIMPLY ASSUMED

THAT THAT WAS WHAT I WANTED

AND IT WASN’T ON THE LAKE WITH A MILLION DOLLARS

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

HOW ABOUT I KEEP MY HOUSE

AND I KEEP ALL THE VALUE OF THE ZIM NOTES THAT I INVESTED IN?

HOW’S THAT?

I REALIZED THAT THE PERSON THAT I THOUGHT I WAS RELATING TO WAS NOT THE PERSON I THOUGHT THAT I WAS RELATING TO

OH, THE JOY OF THE INTERNET………….SEE HOW THAT GOES?

I WAS FOOLED

BECAUSE I THOUGHT THEY WERE A DEAR, BELOVED FRIEND

AND NOW THEY WON’T LET ME SEE THEIR FACE

SO I’M PRETTY MUCH CONVINCED THAT I’VE BEEN SCAMMED

THE QUESTION IS

WHO DID IT

I KNOW WHO

I FORGAVE THEM

AND IT LOOKS LIKE THEY STARTED USING ME ANYWAY

WITH THE DATA THEY RECEIVED FROM ME

WE’LL TAKE CARE OF THST

AS WELL

SOON ENOUGH

KEEP DIGGING YOUR HOLE

LOST ONE

REMEMBER

IT IS NOT MY HOLE THT YOU ARE IGGING

BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS ALREADY

UNLESS YOU WENT TOTAL DARK

AND IF SO

THAT EXPLAINS A LOT

EXCEPT WHAT HAPPENED TO MY REAL BELOVED FRIEND

IF THEY ARE STILL ALIVE

I WANT TO KNOW

I’LL FIND OUT

ONE WAY OF ANOTHER

AND IN THIS CASE

WHILE THE TRUTH WILL SET US FREE

IF SHE IS DEAD

SO SHALL YE BE

WE WILL SEE………..

THAT’S FINE

DOES’NT CHANGE ANYTHING SPIRITUALLY

THE DARK HAVE INFO THAT COULD CAUSE PROBLEMS

BUT CAN EASILY BE TAKEN CARE OF

AS IT IS DEEMED NECESSARY TO DO SO

SO WE’RE GOOD

EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT I TRUSTED A BELOVED FRIEND TO HELP ME GAIN MORE KNOWLEDGE

AND NOW  I HAVE TO WONDER IF MY BELOVED FRIEND

STILL EXISTS HERE WITH US……..AND I KNOW NOT

FOR THEY REFUSE TO SHOW ME THEIR FACE

A SKYPE

A ZOOM

ANYTHING

A FACE TO FACE

A PRESENT AUDIO

ANYTHING THAT WILL HELP TO ASSUAGE MY DOUBTS AND TREPIDATIONS

MY FEAR THAT MY REAL AND TRUE

BELOVED FRIEND AND SPIRITUAL COMRADE

IS NO LONGER ALIVE TO BE WITH US ANYMORE

I HAVE NO PROOF EITHER WAY

AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT

UNLESS THE PERSON THAT EITHER IS MY FRIEND

OR PRETENDING TO BE MY FRIEND

PROVES IT TO ME IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE

THAT RESOLVES THIS SITUATION……..

IN THE MEANTIME

I PRAY FOR MY FRIEND

THAT SHE IS STILL ALIVE

AND DOING WELL

AND STILL SERVING GOD

THE ONE

AND IT’S LORD ATON OF NEBADON

WE ALL WANT TO KNOW SO TARRY NOT IN ANSWERING

IF NO ANSWER TO A CALL LEAVE A TEXT…OK?

YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE WITHOUT COMMUNCICATION FOR SO LONG

UNLESS….YOUHAVE YOUR OWN PLANS

SHALL YE BE ADDED TO THELIST 

AS WELL?

AND I WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH OF THE SITUATION…….

SO I PRAY ON………….GOD PLEASE TELL ME THE TRUTH…..

I WANT THE TRUTH

I NEED THE TRUTH

I WANT AND NEED TO ACT

KNOWING THE TRUTH

AND IT’S HARD ON THIS WORLD

YOU KNOW WHY

SO I PRAY

APPEAL TO GOD

ASK GOD

BEG GOD

AND I CARRY ON

SALLY FORTH

KEEP GOING

IN SPITE OF ALL AND EVERYTHING

THAT LEAVES ME DOUBTING

SO MANY THINGS INMY EXPERIENCE

BUT I KNOW THAT THE ONE IS THE ONE

GOD IS

I MAY NOT KNOW THE FULL HISTORY OF THIS PLANET

BUT I KNOW GOD IS

CHRIST IS

AND CHRIST WALKED THIS PLANET IN THE FLESH

THE ETHIOPIAN CHRIST

WALKED THIS WORLD

I STILL CLING TO THE MALE CHRIST

BUT I HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT IT MAY BE FEMALE

I KNOW NOT

I HAVE NO PROOF

ONLY WHAT HAS BEEN TTOLD

EITHER WAY

BUT I NEED THE BACKGROUND

THE STORY OF IT

AND ALL I HAVE IS A CONTESTED ACCOUNT

OF SOMEONE CALLED JESUS

AND I KNOW THAT WAS NOT THEIR NAME

I VOTE FOR ESU

AND THEN YESHUA

AND THEN YEHESHUA

AFTHER THAT I GOT NOTHING

BUT I LEAN TO THE URANTIA BOOK

CAN’T HELP IT

BUT THEY SAY NOTHING ABOUT THE ANUNNAKI AND THE NEPHILIM

OR THE DRACONIANS OR THE REPTILLIANS

I GET IT

IF THEY DID

THE BOOK WOULD NEVER HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT OF DAY

OKAY

BUT NOW WHAT?

WE HAVE THE PHOENIX JOURNALS

I’M STILL DEALING WITH THOSE

BUT STILL

THE DISCREPANCY IS CONCERNING TO ME

BUT THAT WILL HAVE TO BE RESOLVED AS TIME GOES BY

FOR NOW

INTERIOR TUNING

INTERIOR SYNCHRONIZATION

IS KEY

THE BODY

THE MIND

THE HEART

THE SOUL

THE SPIRIT

MUST ALL BE OF ONE ACCORD

RIGHT HERE

RIGHT NOW

WE ….WELL…WHO AM I TO TELL PEOPLE WHAT TO DO…RIGHT?

I

I MUST ALIGN MYSELF TO AND WITH AND WITHIN

HOLY WILL

THE WILL OF THE ONE

AND ITS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON 

AND IT’S CHRIST MICHAEL DABI

AND IT’S CHRIST MICHAEL T’LON

[

and apparently there are a number of Michael Sons and Christ Michael Sons that are signing on to this endeavor of assigning a being to become Christed

I Am sure they can find someone better than me…please…I beg of You All……anyone but me would be better than me

Obviously

So YOU know how i feel about all of that…….

look

LOOK

I CAME HERE TO HELP

SURE, FINE, GOOD ENOUGH

IT SHOULD BE A REAL HUMAN BEING

NOT A HIGH INCARNATION

THE PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW THAT THEY CAN DO IT ON THEIR OWN

WITHOUT BEING SOME HIGH SETTLED MUCKYMUCK

OK?

ALL I WANTED WAS THE ‘BEWITCHED’ THING

TO BE THE CREATOR/PROGENITOR OF A RACE OF BEINGS THAT CAN DO THAT

ALL OF THAT AND THEN SOME

AND EVENTUALLY SPREAD IT OUT TO THE WHOLE OF THE UNIVERSE

SO THAT ALL MAY BE ABLE TO DO AND BE SO

TO DO AS THEY WILL IN GOD’S WILL

TO BE WHATEVER THEY WANT TO BE IN GOD’S BEING

TO TRULY BE ONE WITH THE ONE

AND THEIR CREATOR SON

AND TO WANT ONLY TO LIVE FREELY IN THE WILL OF THEIR CREATOR SON

THEIR PROGENITOR WOULD BE A FOREVER THING

A FOREVER CREATURE

NEVER AGING TO ELDERLY

NEVER DYING

LIKE A GODLING TO THEM

THE FATHER OF THEM ALL

IN LIGHT AND LOVE

NO DARKNESS NO EVIL

JUST PEOPLE WITH SUCH POWERS

THAT SEEK TO LIVE AND ALSO EVOLVE

ALONGSIDE THEIR HUMAN BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN THE GREAT BOND OF LIFE AND LIGHT

ETERNAL AND INFINITE

WE ALL WALK THE GREAT SPIRAL PATH

TOGETHER

BE WE ASCENDING OR DESCENDING

I KNOW THE DESCENDERS WILL BE

BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT SHOULD ONLY BE ABLETO EFFECT EACH OTHER

AND NONE ELSE

DARKNESS BELONGS TO THE DARK

THE LIGHT CANNOT BE TOUCHED NOR AFFECTED/EFFECTED

THE HUMANS WILL NEVER BE A PLAYGROUND

THE SERVANTS OF DARKNESS SHALL FIND THEIR OWN PLACE IN THE DARK UNIVERSE

AND POPULATE IT WITH THEIR OWN

AND IT SHALL ENDURE UNTIL THEIR TURNING THEMSELVES UPON EACH OTHER

DESTROYS THEM ALL TO THE LAST LIVING DARK FLAME OF BEING

THEN

THEN THEY WILL HAVE LEARNED ONCE AND FOR ALL TIME AND SPACE

OF BEING AND EXISTENCE

WHAT IT IS

TO YEARN FOR THE LIGHT OF THE LIVING CREATOR

AS OPPOSED TO YEARNING FOR THE DARKNESS OF DEATH…..

ONE STIATES ITSELF BY PERPETUATING ITSELF

TO LIVE FROM EVERLASTING TO EVERLASTING

THE OHTER SIMPLY DECOMPOSES ITSELF TO BECOME NOTHING

TO BE NO MORE

TO NEVER BE

AND NEVER BE AGAIN

TO END ITSELF

AND BE AS IF IT NEVER WAS

IS NOT

AND NEVER WILL BE

THAT IS THE WAY OF THE DARK DEATH

AND IT WILL HAPPEN

IT WILL ALL GO AWAY

AND WE WILL ALL FIND OURSELVES

ALL OF US

ALL THINGS

IN AN UNENDING AND FULLY ESTABLISHED

CREATION

A LIFE

OF LIGHT AND LOVE

AND ALL THAT COMES WITH IT

BY THEN

WE WILL BE GODS

BEYOND EVEN OUR OWN IMAGININGS……..

FOREVER LIVES

IN FOREVER REALMS

WHERE THERE IS ONLY LOVE AND JOY

PEACE AND HAPPINESS

KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING

GROKKINESS

TO BE ALL

DO ALL

ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE

HOW WILL WE ACT?

HOW WILL YOU ACT?

WHAT WILL YOU DO

IN SUCH A STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS AS THIS IS?

I WANT TO BE READY

I WANT THE ‘BEWITCHED’ THING

I WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT

BE THAT

THAT IS THE WAY TO LIVE

THAT IS WHAT I WANT

HERE AND NOW?

TO ME IT’S LIKE BEING CHRISTED

GOD’S WILL IS MY WILL

MY WILL IS GOD’S WILL

WE ARE ONE WILL

AND I MAY USE IT FREELY

IN LOVE AND LIGHT

ALWAYS IN LOVE AND LIGHT

AND SO

MY WORD WILL BE

MY WILL WILL BE

THINK ABOUT IT

HOW DO I GET TO THE PERFECTION OF PAPA?

THIS IS THE WAY!

WORK MY WAY UP THROUGH THE PROCESSES AND LEVELS OF KNOWLEDGE AND POWER

AND DO THE RIGHT THING

IN LIGHT AND LOVE

ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE

NO MATTER WHAT

THE BEINGS ON THE SHOW

WERE NOT MALEVOLENT

THEY WERE JUST LIKE US

REGULAR PEOPLE

EXCEPT WITH A DIFFERENT LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS

WHICH INVOLVED HAVING THE DNA WITHIN THEM

THAT WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM US

DON’T YOU GET IT?

WE USED TO BE THAT WAY………

ATLANTIS

LEMURIA

THE BEFORE REALMS

BEFORE THE ANUNNAKI CAME AND MESSED IT ALL UP FOR US

OK

WE’RE BACK

TIME TO GET IT BACK

WE WILL GET IT BACK

OR AT LEAST I WILL

I AM DOING MY BEST TO GET THERE

I SEE A WAY

I WILL FORGE THROUGH IT

YOU DO YOUR BEST TO DO AND BE

WHAT IT IS THAT YOU THINK/FEEL

THAT YOU WANT TO BE

THAT YOU SHOULD BE

THAT YOU WANT TO BE

IN LOVE AND LIGHT

OF THE LIVING ONE

WHO IS ALL AND EVERYTHING

INCLUDING YOU AND ME AND US AND THEM…

IT IS THE ONE BEING ALL AND ALL IS THE ONE

ACT LIKE IT

PLAY YOUR PART IN THE ALL

BE THE ONE IN YOU

THAT YOU RRALLY AND TRULY ARE

IT IS YOU

THE ONE IS THE ONE BEING AND DOING YOU

ACT LIKE IT

BE THE ACTOR

NO LONGER A CHARACTER

RECOGNIZE YOURSELF

AS GOD

AND YOU ARE PLAYING THIS CHARACTER

THAT IS…you

your name your life your experiences it is all you

it is all GOD as you

get it?

THAT IS WHY I WANT THE WHOLE

BEWITCHED THING

SO BADLY

I THINK/FEEL IT SHOULD BE WHAT I AM

I HAVE TO BE THAT

I WANT THAT

GOD IS THAT IN WHO AND WHAT I AM

I AM THAT

I JUST HAVE TO CLICK IT

ACTIVATE IT

IT’S THERE

I KNOW IT

THAT’S ALL I WANT

LIVING FOR THE NEXT THOUSAND YEARS

HERE?

NO PROBLEM

THIS IS HOW THAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN

I GOT THIS

WATCH ME

[MY FAVORITE EPISODE….BECAUSE THEY HAD WILLIE MAYS…A BLACK MAN…..

https://youtu.be/arJLgZaM9fs?si=gSRQERBFiTjAjZv_

THINK ABOUT IT……WHY NOT ME?

WHY NOT YOI?

I WANNA BE THE GOD/PROGENITOR OF THE WHOLE RACE

THE GODLINGS

DIRECT CHILDREN OF GOD

GOD IN THE FLESH

AND THE CHILDREN OF GOD IN THE FLESH

[hey, it’s my creation 

I can do what I want}

I WILL BE A GOOD FATHER TO MY GODLINGS

AND WOE BE TO ANY THAT USE THEIR POWERS FOR EVIL OR DARKNESS OR TO HARM OUTSIDE OF SELF DEFENSE

THEY WILL BE NO USE IN WARS

THEY WILL NOT BE ABLE TO KILL ANOTHER

HARM AND DISARM WILL BE THE BEST OF IT

SUCH WILL BE THE WAY OF THE UNICORN OF GOD AND CHRIST

IT SHALL BE YOUR WAY AND YOUR SIGN AND YOUR SYMBOL

THE BEAST THAT BECAME A HUMAN

THE HUMAN THAT BECAME A CHRISTED ONE

YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND

I KNOW

BUT THIS IS THE WAY OF THINGS

A NEW HUMANITY IS BEING BORNE

HUMANITY IS ASCENDING

WILL ASCEND

AND THEIR CHILDREN WILL BE MORE THAN THEIR PARENTS EVER WERE

AND THE CHILDREN OF THE UNICORN

WILL BE THE GODLINGS

OF THIS UNIVERSE

AND MORE…

THEY WILL SERVE

AND WILL TO SERVE

THE WILL OF THE ONE

AND ITS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON

IN THIS UNIVERSE OF NEBADON

AND UPON IT’S COMPLETION

THEY SHALL BE GIVEN THEIR OWN UNIVERSE

UNDER THE AUSPICES OF THE GOD PROGENITOR

 IT WILL BE THE LAST UNIVERSE OF THE SEVEN SUPERUNIVERSES

AND IT’S SETLEMENT IN LIGHT AND LIFE WILL BE 

THE FINAL CREATION OF THE DAUGHTER CREATION

THE DAUGHTER SUPERUNIVERSES

WHICH WILL BE LED BY THE FINALITERS

YE ONES

WHO BECAME PERFECT

EVEN AS PAPA IS PERFECT

WHAT DID YOU THINK THAT ALL OF THAT TRAINING ON THE REALMS AND PLANETS OF THE CENTRAL, PARADISE UNIVERSE WAS FOR?  HMM?

YOU ARE HERE ON EARTH THE LAST STAND FOR THE DARK ONES

BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO COME AND HELP END THIS WAR IN VICTORY TO AND FOR THE LIGHT AND LIFE OF THE LIVING ONE

AND ITS CHRIST MICHAEL ATON

WE SALUTE YOU

KEEP WORKING

DO THE WORK

THE WORK IS WITHIN YOU

AND ALL AROUND YOU

DO YOUR BEST AND KNOW

THA T IT IS ALL FOR AND TOWARDS

YOUR OWN UPLIFTMENT A SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS

YOUR PERSONALITY AS A SPIRITUAL BEING

BEING A PHYSICAL/MATERIAL BEING

WITH YOUR BODY

YOUR FACE… YOUR NAME

BUT YOUR MIND

YOUR EMOTIONS

YOUR EXPERIENCE

THAT IS WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT

THIS IS A TIME OF CULLING

FOR BOTH SIDES

THE LIGHT AND THE DARK

THE DARK CAN ONLY BE REDUCED IN SIZE UNLESS IT CAN ENTICE AND RECRUIT

AND BRAINWASH AND MANIPULATE MORE PEOPLE TO THEIR SIDE AND WAY OF THINKING AND WAY OF THINGS

THE LIGHT IS STILL

KNOWING ALL IS LIGHT

IT IS ALL

IT IS ONE

THE ONE LOVE PERMEATES ALL THAT IS

FOR ALL THAT IS

IS ONE

THE ONE

GROK?

DOWN TO THE LAST ULTIMATON

IT IS GOD

THE ONE

FOR US

TO RELATE TO IT

IT IS PAPA

FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER

THAT IS

OUR ONE

THAT WE CALL THE ONE

FOR THE PREPERSONAL ONE

THAT IS THE MIND/LIFE/CONSCIOUSNESS/POWER/BEING/DOING

BEHIND ALL AND EVERYTHING

BEHIND ALL AND ANY OF IT

INCLUDING PAPA

ESPECIALLY PAPA….

ENOUGH……TOO MUCH…..

I DREAM…….