48 YEARS AGO

OR SO

THE COLLEGE DOCTOR TOLD ME

I SHOULDN’T SMOKE

BECAUSE I’D GET EMPHYSEMA

I

SARCASTICALLY COUGHED AND SAID:

SO?

7  YEARS AGO I GOT IT

[so there]

STILL I KEPT SMOKING

SWITCHED TO VAPING

4 YEARS AGO I LOST MY JOB

BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON

I COULDN’T KEEP MY SEAT BELT ON

I FOUND A NICER, BETTER JOB

OUT AT THE AIRPORT

WHEN THAT CONTRACT ENDED

I PRETENDED TO BE RETIRED

AND WHEN THE UNEMPLOYMENT RAN OUT

GOD/SPIRIT TOLD ME

TO GO BACK TO THE COMPANY I WAS AT BEFORE

I DID

AND IT WAS MORE CONFUSING AND STRESSFUL

THAN IT EVER WAS

BUT THE ROUTE WAS FUN

SO I ENDURED

WHILE THE STRESS WAS KILLING ME……..

ANYWAY

ONE DAY

AROUND THE BEGINNING OF MAY

I DIDN’T GET A LUNCH UNTIL IT WAS ABOUT TIME

FOR ME TO FINISH UP FOR THE NIGHT

I HAD BEEN FEELING STRANGE ALL DAY

LIKE HEARTBURN AND SHORTNESS OF BREATH

I STARTED TO TAKE MY BREAK

WHEN MY LUNG COLLAPSED

I THOUGHT I WAS IN DANGER OF DYING

AND REFUSED TO DO SO

FORTUNATELY

I WAS ON THE CAMPUS OF A MAJOR UNIVERSITY

WITH A REALLY EXCELLENT HOSPITAL

AND THE AMBULANCE PICKED ME UP

AND LITERALLY

TOOK ME AROUND THE CORNER

WHERE I WAS ADMITTED

AND STAYED UNTIL

THE FIRST WEEK OF JUNE………..

 

I’M MUCH BETTER NOW

Thank you very much

DEALING WITH THE NEW BREATING PARAMETERS

AND THE BOREDOM OF NO MORE SMOKING

OR DRINKING….

I could still drink

But I decided this was a good time to say

Enough is enough…and why not……

STILL….. I REALIZED THAT THIS WHOLE THING

WAS YEARS IN THE MAKING

AND I’M ONLY ALIVE TODAY

BECAUSE I LOST MY JOB BACK THEN

AND BECAUSE I DID WHAT GOD TOLD ME TO DO

AND WENT BACK TO THAT COMPANY

EVEN THOUGH I COULD’VE MADE MORE MONEY

AND HAD FREE HEALTHCARE

IF I HAD STAYED WITH THE OTHER COMPANY

AND TOOK A JOB AT THE OTHER AIRPORT

FOR IF I HAD BEEN ANY FURTHER AWAY FROM HELP

YES…..THIS POST WOULD NEVER HAD BEEN WRITTEN.

 

SO THE WHOLE THING HAS PUT ME IN A DIFFERENT STATE OF MIND/HEART/CONSCIOUSNESS

EVEN MY DREAMS HAVE CHANGED

AND THUS

THE WRITING STYLE HAS CHANGED, AS WELL

MY COMMUNICATION WITH SPIRIT HAS DEEPENED

AND MY EXPERIENCES HAVE TAKEN A HIGHER

SOMETHING

WHICH IS HARD TO EXPLAIN……….

THERE IS THAT WHICH IS REALIZED

YET IS FOREVER UNSPOKEN

YOU CAN TRY TO DESCRIBE IT

BUT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE

WITHOUT THE EXPERIENCE ITSELF

TO ANCHOR THE GROKKING OF IT

IT’S MORE THAN A SENSE OF UNITY

AND MORE OF A RECOGNITION

OF BEING THE THING ITSELF

I MEAN… I GET IT

BUT I DON’T GET WHY THERE ARE THOSE THAT USE IT

TO CUT THE SOURCE OF IT OUT OF THE EQUATION

THAT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME

LIKE…. THERE ARE THOSE THAT A DEADSET

ON WARRING WITH GOD

THINKING THEY CAN EXIST WITHOUT IT

OR MAYBE THEY’RE WARRING AGAINST LORD ATON

AND FEEL THAT THEY CAN ACTUALLY TAKE OVER

AND KEEP EXISTING WITHOUT THE PERPETUAL SYSTEM

THAT KEEPS ALL THIS GOING TOWARDS FULFILLING

IT’S DIVINE PURPOSE

OF BEING SETTLED IN LIGHT AND LIFE

AND FACILITATING THE ACHEIVEMENT

OF OUR OWN FINALITY

Y’KNOW….AS FINALITERS

AND THEN GODS IN OUR OWN RIGHT…..

WHICH OBVIOUSLY WE CAN’T DO WITHOUT GOD

WE CAN’T DO IT WITHOUT CHRIST MICHAEL ATON

AND WE CETAINLY CAN’T DO IT WITHOUT PAPA

THE PARADISE FATHER/FIRST SOURCE AND CENTER OF ALL THINGS……ALLLLL THIIINNGSSS……..

AND THE PARADISE TRINITY

AND THEN THERE’S THE PREPERSONAL

SOURCE OF ALL SOURCES

THE ONE

THE THING

IT

IT HAS GIVEN ITSELF A FACE PERSONALITY

AND HAS OFFERRED TO ALL OF US

THAT ARE WILLING TO MAKE THE JOURNEY

THE OPPORTUNITY

TO BE PERFECT AS PAPA IS PERFECT

THINK ABOUT IT

UNTOLD TRILLIONS OF GRAND UNIVERSES

ALL EVENTUALLY UNIFYING

AND PERPETUATING MORE AND MORE AND MORE

THERE’S NO ENED TO THIS IN THE BIG PICTURE……

SUFFICE IT TO SAY

ONCE AGAIN

THAT WE ARE ALL CREATIONS

THOUGHTS OF THE ONE

BEING WHAT THE ONE IS

DOING WHAT THE ONE IS DOING

WE ARE LIVING THE LIFE OF THE ONE

NO MATTER WHAT WE THINK OF IT

OR OURSELVES IN IT

IT IS ALL THE ONE ALL THE TIME AND EVERYWHERE

WE ARE HERE TO LEARN FROM THE EXPERIENCE

AND BE AND DO

WHAT WE ARE CREATED TO BE AND DO

WE’RE ALL HERE TO DO WHAT WE’RE ALL HERE TO DO

AND ALL THAT

AND WE ARE

FOR BETTER AND FOR WORSE

EVEN THOSE THAT WAR AGAINST GOD ARE PLAYING THEIR PARTS IN THIS ONE THOUGHT OF INFINITE THOUGHTS

ONE ACTION OF INFINITE ACTIONS

ONE CAUSE OF INFINITE CAUSES

AND EFFECTS WHICH CREATE MORE CAUSES

AND WE’RE HERE RIGHT NOW

TO WITNESS SOMETHING UNIQULY EXTRAORDINARY

OUR LIBERATION

OUR FREEDOM FROM THE DARK OPPRESSION

THAT HAS BEEN A HALLMARK OF THIS WAR

FOR THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF YEARS

AGES…..MILLENIA…..

WE ARE OVERCOMING

BECAUSE GOD IN AND WITH US

IS BETTER ABLE TO ACT IN AND THROUGH US

THAN…REALLY….EVER BEFORE…..

YES, YES…WE’VE HAD SUPERLATIVE AGES…….

TIMES AND SEASONS OF GREAT SPIRITUAL CULTURE

AND UNDERSTANDING

A KNOWLEDGE OF THE DIVINE IN US AND ALL THINGS

THAT ALLOWED US TO LIVE IN PEACE, LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING FOR A LONG, LONG TIME…….

BUT A LOT OF THAT WAS WITHOUT THE DEEP OPPOSITION WE HAVE FACED IN MORE RECENT PAST TIMES……

WE WERE SET UPON, CONQUERED, COLONIZED

MANIPULATED

HOODWINKED

BAMBOOZLED

USED MISUSED ABUSED REUSED AND REFUSED

TURNED INTO A GALACTIC PENAL COLONY AND INSANE ASYLUM

OUR FAIR AND LOVING PLANET BECAME THE AP CLASS

IN EXPERIENCING AND DEALING WITH OPPRESSIVE DARKNESS AND THE FEAR IT NEEDS TO SURVIVE……

AND WE HAVE FOUGHT CONSTANTLY

OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER

UNTIL NOW

HERE AND NOW

OUR AKASHIC EXPERIENCE HAS GIVEN US ENOUGH

TO GO ON

TO ACTUALLY WIN THIS WAR

UP FRONT

NO REBELLING AFTER THE FACT OF OUR ABJECT SLAVERY

NO MORE TIME LOOPING WHEN WE HAD THEM ABSOLUTELY CORNERED

OR WHEN THEIR OWN INFIGHTING WAS LEADING TO THEIR OWN DESTRUCTION

NAY

WE’RE WINNING UP FRONT THIS TIME

THE DARK CEILING HAS BEEN BROKEN

AND LIGHT IS RUSHING DOWN AND THROUGH AND AROUND AND TO AND FOR ALL OF US THAT ARE WILLING TO RECEIVE IT

AND WE ARE

ONE BY ONE WE COME TO THE TRUTH

THE TRUTH ABOUT GOD AND OURSELVES

AND WHAT WE ARE AND WHAT WE MEAN TO EACH OTHER

AND THAT TRUTH IS PAINFUL

BECAUSE OF THE LIES WE’VE ENDURED

NOT KNOWING THEY WERE LIES

THE DREAMS DEFERRED OF WHAT ARE LIVES HERE

SHOULD HAVE BEEN BY NOW

AND STILL HAVE YET TO BE

THE END OF OUR SCARCITY

OUR POVERTY IN ALL ITS FORMS

OUR IGNORANCE

AND AS WE LEARN

EVER SO F*KING SLOWLY

WE COME TO FIND HOW COUNTERPRODUCTIVE AND

UNECCESSARY OUR HATE AND OUR FEAR REALLY IS

WE ARE STARTING TO FIND OUT THAT WE ARE

ACTUALLY EACH OTHER

AND WE COME TO LEARN THE VALUE

OF LOVING ONE ANOTHER

AS GOD LOVES US

BECAUSE WE ARE GOD BEING US

WE ARE LIVING GODS’ LIFE

NOT OUR OWN

AND IT IS BECAUSE WE ARE LIVING THAT LIFE

THAT WE CAN CHERISH AND HELP ONE ANOTHER

AND IN DOING SO

CHERISH AND HELP OURSELVES, AS WELL

IT IS NOT A HARD THING TO DO AND BE

UNLESS WE MAKE IT SO

BUT NOW

NOW WE HAVE TO DO OUR BEST

TO CREATE THE BEST WORLD

NOT JUST OF OUR DREAM

BUT OF GOD’S WILL

AND THAT IS WHY

WE ARE ALL ENDURING MORE AND MORE CRAZY

DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY

IT WILL BE HARD TO MAKE THIS GREAT TRANSITION

WHEN SO MANY ARE AFRAID TO TAKE THE LAST STEP

OUT OF THE DARKNESS OF FEAR

INTO THE LIGHT OF LOVE

BUT IT WILL HAPPEN

WE’RE WATCHING IT HAPPEN

THE OLD CRAP IS BEING FLUSHED DOWN THE DRAIN

THE NEW AND IMPROVED BETTER THING IS SLOWLY EMERGING

MAYBE TOO SLOW FOR MANY

BUT…WELL….WHO CAN HANDLE THE TRUTH ALL AT ONCE?

THE MONEY WILL CHANGE

THE TECHNOLOGY WILL CHANGE

OUR PERCEPTION WILL CHANGE

HOW CAN IT NOT?

THERE IS TRULY NO LACK TO BE HAD IN THIS WORLD

WHAT HAS BEEN STOLEN WILL BE RETURNED

THERE IS NO NEED OR USE

FOR DISEASE

OR HUNGER

OR POVERTY

OR HOMELESSNESS

WE CAN ERADICATE THAT

AS WE REMOVE THE LAST OBSTACLES

TO OUR FREEDOM

OUR LIBERATION

AS A PLANET AND ITS PEOPLES

CALL THEM WHAT YOU WILL

THE CABAL

THE DEEPSTATE

THE DARK BLOODLINES

SATANISTS AND LUCIFERIANS

DEMON WORSHIPPERS

ROGUE ANUNNAKI

DRACONIANS

REPTILLIANS

GREYS….ETC

GOOD ALIENS

BAD ALIENS

ARCHONS

ANGELS

FALLEN AND UNFALLEN

THE VATICAN

THE FREEMASONS

THE KHAZARIAN MAFIA

GOOD PEOPLE

BAD PEOPLE

BLACKS AND WHITES AND JEWS

AND COMMUNISTS AND CAPITALISTS

AND THE WEST

AND THE EAST AND THE SOUTH

DEMOCRATS AND REPUBLICANS AND SOCIALISTS

AND LIBERALS AND LIBERTINES AND CONSERVATIVES    

AND SO ON AND SO FORTH…….SHORT AND TALL…ETC…

BALANCE IN LIGHT HAS ALREADY BEGUN

ALL THAT STRIVE TO BE GOOD WILL BE GOOD

ALL THAT STRIVE TO BE EVIL WILL BE EVIL

AND THERE IS A PLACE FOR ALL

IN THE WILL OF THE ONE CREATOR SOURCE

AND AS THE YEARS GO BY

YOU SHALL SEE THIS SEPARATION

AND NOTICE HOW THE WORLD CHANGES

AS A RESULT….

 

OUR GALACTIC FAMILY IS ALREADY HERE

AND WILL BE MORE AND MORE VISIBLE

IN PEACE….yes….peace….THEY COME

AND THAT WILL BE MORE THAN EVIDENT BY THE TIME THEY ARE ABLE TO LAND AMONG US

IN PEACE…see how that works?

ALL THE PLANS OF THE DARK ARE FOR NAUGHT

THIS TIME IS OUR TIME

IN LIGHT AND LOVE

THIS TIME IS GODS’ TIME

TO MAKE ITSELF KNOWN TO ALL

THAT ALL WILL KNOW

THE WONDERFULNESS OF THEIR BEING

IN GOD

WITH GOD

AND THE GLORY THAT STANDS BEFORE THEM

IF THEY SO CHOOSE TO EMBRACE IT

TRULY HUMANITY SHALL ONCE AGAIN

TRAVEL THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE

AS AN ACCEPTED AND VALUABLE PART

OF THE FAMILY OF GOD

WHICH EXISTS WHEREVER

FREEWILL, INTELLIGENT, ASCENDING BEINGS EXIST

WHICH IS EVERYWHERE IN CREATION

SO FEAR NOT

TRUST IN THE LOVE OF THE LIVING CREATOR

THAT KNOWS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW YOURSELF

FOR IT IS BEING YOU AS PART OF ITS OWN LIFE

AND IT HAS GIVEN TO YOU

AS A REWARD AND A BLESSING

LIFE, ETERNAL AND INFINITE

THAT YOU MAY FULFILL EACH OTHER

AND REACH A STATE OF MORE THAN UNITY

OF CONSCIOUSNESS….BEING AND EXISTENCE

IT IS FOR THE CHILDREN OF GOD TO GROW AND EVOLVE INTO ADULTS OF GOD

AND THUS ACTUALLY BE EACH OTHER

IN THE FULLEST EXPRESSION AS ONE BEING

THAT IS WHAT THE HUMAN BEING IS

THAT IS WHAT THE HUMAN BEING IS MEANT TO BE

THE FULL EXPRESSION OF GODS’ WILL AND LOVE AND LIGHT AND BEING AND DOING WITHOUT ANY THOUGHT

OR PERCEPTION OF ANY SENSE OF SEPARATION.

 

I HOPE THIS MAKES SENSE TO YOU

LIKE I SAID…..NO WORDS SUFFICE

AND STILL I TRY……

BUT WE WILL ALL GET THERE

ONE WAY OR ANOTHER

REST ASSURED

GOD’S WILL IS PERFECT AND COMPLETE

AND NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY FROM THAT AT ALL.

 

BE AT PEACE IN GOD’S WILL

AND SEEK TO KNOW AND DO AND BE GOD’S WILL

ABOVE AND BEYOND ANY AND ALL OTHER CONSIDERATIONS.

 

(-I-)